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I don't have a method of relieving stress.. or at least i don't think i do.. so mine just keeps building up everyday untill i get to the point were i'm so stressed out that i have an emotional breakdown/mental breakdown, or i can barely function properly and don't feel like getting out of bed.. which could also be considered depression.. i guess...

Yeah.. mine used to be music and Singing, but as of late that hasn't been working, and some songs end up depressing me more.

Watching anime also used to be one of them.. but it hasn't been doing much.

Playing video games used to help to.. but lately i've lacked the motivation to play any..

Talking to my best friend about stuff on a regular basis used to help too.. but since she moved away.. i haven't been able to talk to her in months.. she hasn't even logged onto Gaia recently so i can't even talk to her on here..

and i dont' really have anyone else i can confide in with the things i need to talk about..

I think playing the piano or flute helped sometimes but i dont' have a piano here. and I haven't had the time to play my flute ..

I'm not able to snap my fingers all that well.. so that frustrates me.. so i don't think that'll work for me.. but it's an intresting method..

I'd punch things.. if i had something to punch.. ...cause punching the air just doesn't work.

so i'm at a loss for what to try..

xD

"Why won't, he of evil, cease?"

To reduce stress... I look at stuff on Youtube, like.... funny stuff. :3

Or I listen to music.

I wonder why as well. I think i know why the singing thing doesn't work ..
it's because i'm unable to sing as loud as i want while in my dorm room. but when i'm at home, i can sing as loud as I want, of course i usually annoy my family. but it's not like i'm a terrible singer.. like alot of the people on American and Canadian Idol.. that make me cover my ears and start crying because it's so terrible...

My normal things though are probably not working because of the nature of the stress i'm under.

1. If i don't get my Gpa up to a 60% this semester i won't be allowed to come back to school for a year.
2. My Student loan didn't give me enough money for Food/shelter and so now i'm really really broke, and have to borrow money from my parents, who are just barely making ends meet.
3. I haven't been sleeping well at all since the midterm break i had, where multiple things happened that added to the stress i had.
4. I"m not doing as well as i hoped in my classes and i have so much riding on them.
5. I feel really lonely alot of the time, and since Gaia is really my only social connection I feel even more depressed that i lack the social skills offline to make friends there.
6. The guild i spent so much time creating and designing and what not on, is dead, with no possible hope of being revived at this rate and that's severely depressed me. Even though most would say it's just a guild get over it and that sort of thing. It's something i made and created for me it's different, it's not just a guild.
7. The dreams and Aspirations i have for my life, seem to keep getting farther and farther away, and i have no idea what i'm going to do with my life anymore.
8. I often find myself wondering why i'm in University when i know i'm not smart enough for it. and i have no real work skills to get a good job to begin with.

and the list could go on and on.. but i dont' know why i'm telling you all this.. most people probably wouldnt' care.. one way or the other..

Teddy, I know how you feel. I get snapping my fingers whenever my teachers make me seriously .. er.. ticked would be the right word, right? >>;

But Shunko, I can't see that... o_o; You should take the test again.. and have linkage. x3

Hello Spazz-san!

okay! I shall go post in a hurry and i'll tell my sister to shut up untill i can get it done.

she's currently getting mad at me because i don't know what something is.