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 Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 7:17 pm
Mmm, don't you just love those people that only talk to you if it's homework related? There are certain people that I've been permanently offline for for over a year because they annoy me that much. And usually the night before a webassign is due (online homework) I'll go offline on facebook for everyone except, like, 5 of my friends. /horrible person
Awkward conversation I just had with this guy in my math class:
Guy: Do we have any math homework?
Me: Nope
Guy: Cool
Me: But its extra credit if you do it
Guy: Tempting. Well, see ya.
Me: Bye
Yep, this one's a keeper -.-
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 7:23 pm
Heh, I'm guilty of doing that Shenanigans
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 7:27 pm
Calling Shenanigans Mmm, don't you just love those people that only talk to you if it's homework related? There are certain people that I've been permanently offline for for over a year because they annoy me that much. And usually the night before a webassign is due (online homework) I'll go offline on facebook for everyone except, like, 5 of my friends. /horrible person
Awkward conversation I just had with this guy in my math class:
Guy: Do we have any math homework?
Me: Nope
Guy: Cool
Me: But its extra credit if you do it
Guy: Tempting. Well, see ya.
Me: Bye
Yep, this one's a keeper -.- My Gateway class did that. None of us were really friends and didn't really pretend that we were. But it was nice being able to post a status on Facebook saying "What was the math homework" and there's a few people who would answer.
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 7:36 pm
@Shenanigan's(sorry im half asleep)
-baaaah even though it ll please your mom maybe do something that ll please her and you at the same time?
also OOoo I used to get that alot heh
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 7:37 pm
I don't mind if it's someone that I've talked to in class/ they're in my lab group/ I've agreed to help them if they need it, its more the random people I never talk to that aren't even in the same class as me, who wait until close to midnight to bug me about homework.
/in a ranting mood tonight
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 7:40 pm
Kamilio @Shenanigan's(sorry im half asleep) -baaaah even though it ll please your mom maybe do something that ll please her and you at the same time? also OOoo I used to get that alot heh The only thing that will please me is applying to/ getting into the college I really want to go to.
My mom really wants me to find other schools to apply to though, so I guess finding other colleges that offer a good culinary arts program (instead of "oh, they have a great food science program!") would be good, just in case my top pick doesn't work out..
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 7:49 pm
I'm always doing that because I'm otherwise pretty much ignored. xD
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 7:53 pm
My mom's pissed at me. Again. I honestly don't give a damn what she thinks; that's not the problem. What she does, though, is she intentionally pushes my temper to the limit, just so she can yell at me when I finally lose control. Usually involves a comment of some sort about "these outbursts are why you can't move out yet". I used to think she was just being too stubborn to realize that I wouldn't be having "these outbursts" (which nowadays consist of raising my voice about two decibels...once) if she wouldn't keep "lectursulting" me until I snap, but now I think she does it on purpose, just to get more of her kicks. It would certainly explain why there is absolutely nothing I can do or say to placate her, or at least get her to leave me alone.
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 8:23 pm
Foam-Dome Tabi: Stuttering and being afraid to speak up don't mean you lack intelligence or insight. XD Honestly, you sound kinda like me. My thoughts are often quite eloquent, but I can't properly put them into words. I'm also very shy and can't really talk around people I don't know well...Aneyana   @Tabi: ouch! Hearing that would hurt...but hearing it from a guy you like just makes it even worse.
Maybe since you really are good with written word, maybe you should try expressing your feelings for him through writing and somehow get it too him anonymously. Though if I was in the same position I'd probably be far to scared to do that.
Also...I think you're too hard on yourself.
Also while I'm at it I'll fess up: I had a weird internet crush on Nes for a while...long before the whole Kat thing and the Nes fangirl stuff. Actually it started very shortly after I joined the guild...I think it was partly because of the awesomeness of his avi (the one with the Kuro hair and coat), the nerdiness of his posts, how he just seemed like a nice guy, and the fact he's Canadian (I've got a weird thing for Canadians...seriously a good chunk of my favorite celebs are Canadian). But I'm pretty much over that, so please don't be creeped out Nes, and don't worry, I'm not one of the psycho fangirls either.
Though I guess that makes me a little bit of a hypocrite (or maybe it's ironic....not sure which) considering something I said to Epic in the Post Your Picture thread sweatdrop
well that was embarrassing to admit sweatdrop
Pff, who wouldn't have a crush on Nespin? He's secksee, yo.
Also, I remember that post. XDIt's not that so much that makes me think that I'm not particularly intelligent. That just tends to make me feel inadequate and uncomfortable every time I open my mouth. Try being taken seriously when you have trouble speaking, it's a lot more difficult than one would hope.
And Ane, I would. And I have written it, so many, many times, and torn every one of them to shreds. I'm a coward. I can go rappelling and rock climbing, I can fly a plane and drive in College Station (no mean feat; people here are maniacs), but when it comes to anything relating to emotions, I freak out and freeze up and can't do it. I could have written it in old Norwegian using the Greek alphabet so that he could have no chance of ever possibly reading it, and I still couldn't do it. No, seriously, I did write like that once.
It's not that I'm hard on myself, it's just that I acknowledge my limitations. I'm a person, and I know what I can and cannot do.
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 11:06 pm
Rock bottom is talking to your former best friend's ex, who is the reason you stopped being friends with her, because you're both in the same situation.
Being the only ones awake at 2am is also a contributor.
Edit:
Okay, definitely an awkward experience but not a bad one. Maybe I gained a friend, maybe not. But he noticed my shyness. I never thought anyone really did. He noticed I was never shy around people I knew but with new people I retreat into myself. It's not like he's the only one who's noticed this but not many do. Jon did. My "big brother" did. Only people close to me would but he and I were never that close.
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Posted: Wed Oct 13, 2010 1:02 am
I just want them to be happy.
I want everyone to be happy.
I should have gone to bed hours ago, but lately I can't sleep at all. Like my mind wants to go over everything I've ever done wrong, and everything that's ever gone wrong in my life. All the while pointing out that I've lived and am still living a horrific life.
What am I supposed to do? I seem to be asking that a lot lately. What am I supposed to do..? I am so unhappy and sad, and I don't know how to fix it.
My mother's gotten worse.. and we both know why. That nightmare the three of us went through, with Grandma's violent Alzheimer's and dementia? It's being repeated, only this time I'm the one watching my mother lose her mind... I'm being abused to the point of crying almost every day, I'm completely helpless to do anything to help her. There is nothing I can do. I am too mentally broken to do anything for anyone, and I have been this way ever since we moved back home.
I don't know what to do. The people I've asked for help have blatantly turned me down since my mother is, quite frankly, an a*****e and has always refused any kind of help, for either herself or her children. Even the priest of the church I've gone to since I was little told us to go elsewhere. wtf?!
The only person willing to help us is one of my mother's best friends, and by default one of my best friends. She's cleverly weaseled her way into getting me out of the house for a few hours once a week. I thought it was helping, but I think it's just making me worse. "Look how peaceful your life could be! Too bad you have to go back to this hellhole in two hours."
I need to do something... but what?
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Posted: Wed Oct 13, 2010 1:46 am
I saw the most ridiculously exaggerated anger I've ever seen about four hours ago. I felt like I had stepped into a movie with a really bad script. This guy lost his temper over EVERYTHING I said. xDDD I have been yelled at a fair number of times, but this one really took the cake. I think the fact that I was staring at him like he'd grown a second head at least part of the time he was talking didn't help his mood. xp
This guy had come down to complain about the internet being slow. He wanted to speak to a manager, and he lost his temper at me when I told him that management had gone home. When he asked, 'What the hell kind of place is this?!' I explained that most hotels in the area don't have management overnight, and he proceeded to call this a "******** hillbilly redneck backwoods town." ...It's the third biggest city in the state; it's not that tiny of a place. xDDD When I told him maintenance was also gone, he flipped out on me for that, ranting about how paying customers shouldn't be inconvenienced, that it was just awful that there was no one here to fix his problem, blah blah blah. I offered to send security to take a look at the modem/routers though he doesn't have training in fixing internet problems, and the guy flipped out over the one person who is here and able to walk around not knowing how to fix things. I mentioned that we have computers in the middle of the floors for guest use, and that those have a wired connection which works when the wireless is experiencing problems, and the guy cursed at me for daring to suggest that he should leave his room that he paid for when he brought his own computer to use. And the guy, of course, flipped out again when I offered to call our internet provider and see if they could help us. Just to make sure he exited with a bang, he then ranted about how incompetent I was, how dumb the company was for leaving me in charge overnight, and how I don't know how to talk to people before storming away. rofl That was a full-fledged temper tantrum, the likes of which I rarely see in people over the age of 4. And this guy looked 40s, if not older! I half-expected him to spit up some partially digested milk on his way to the elevator.
Of course, I conveniently "forgot" to get his name. I don't want management to be able to help him in the morning. I hope he rots in his own pit of misery. xP
What is wrong with people these days? o.0
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Posted: Wed Oct 13, 2010 1:50 am
@ Dys Maybe you were in a movie. o.o
Filmed secretly. o.o
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Posted: Wed Oct 13, 2010 1:53 am
...Does security camera footage count as a movie? rofl
The wonders of customer service. I can't wait to be done with school. xD
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Posted: Wed Oct 13, 2010 1:59 am
True. x3
The management should pay you if they send it to World's Craziest Videos. x3
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