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 Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 11:15 am
Tasn Zheng so tired. in pain. hate life *hugs* ;o; get some sleep and go to the a&e;o; it should be free, heh I really hope your ok
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 11:24 am
Tasn Zheng so tired. in pain. hate life D: /gives Acetaminophen and hugz <33333333 wlu lotss
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 11:26 am
Awkward. I was joke flirting with my ex since we're still close and he asked if I was being serious. It been years since I thought about him like that. I love the guy, just not that way anymore. It's been like 3 years since we were together but I still worry about giving him the wrong idea.
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 11:29 am
@Foam: I'm really not all that intelligent or insightful. I stutter, and am afraid to say anything most of the time. I've got more words cooped up in my head than I think some people ever say. I'm really no better than average intelligence, I'm just good with words. Sometimes. I'm good with them until I try to speak, at least, and then they're just a jumbled mess. And I'm far too much of a coward to mention my feelings to him, too worried that it'll ruin our friendship, or that I'll look the part of a fool, or be rejected, or all of those things at once.
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 11:53 am
Miss Amelia Pond @Foam: I'm really not all that intelligent or insightful. I stutter, and am afraid to say anything most of the time. I've got more words cooped up in my head than I think some people ever say. I'm really no better than average intelligence, I'm just good with words. Sometimes. I'm good with them until I try to speak, at least, and then they're just a jumbled mess. And I'm far too much of a coward to mention my feelings to him, too worried that it'll ruin our friendship, or that I'll look the part of a fool, or be rejected, or all of those things at once. On this planet, even "average" intelligence is Einsteinian compared to most people. xp I don't know you too well, but I know almost everyone in the zCB is pretty intelligent; you don't seem like an exception to me.
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 11:59 am
  @Tabi: ouch! Hearing that would hurt...but hearing it from a guy you like just makes it even worse.
Maybe since you really are good with written word, maybe you should try expressing your feelings for him through writing and somehow get it too him anonymously. Though if I was in the same position I'd probably be far to scared to do that.
Also...I think you're too hard on yourself.
Also while I'm at it I'll fess up: I had a weird internet crush on Nes for a while...long before the whole Kat thing and the Nes fangirl stuff. Actually it started very shortly after I joined the guild...I think it was partly because of the awesomeness of his avi (the one with the Kuro hair and coat), the nerdiness of his posts, how he just seemed like a nice guy, and the fact he's Canadian (I've got a weird thing for Canadians...seriously a good chunk of my favorite celebs are Canadian). But I'm pretty much over that, so please don't be creeped out Nes, and don't worry, I'm not one of the psycho fangirls either.
Though I guess that makes me a little bit of a hypocrite (or maybe it's ironic....not sure which) considering something I said to Epic in the Post Your Picture thread sweatdrop
well that was embarrassing to admit sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 12:55 pm
Can't keep one's self from falling for.
God damn it that's f'cking irritating. Though I am more entertained by my own situation, because it's not something that can be fixed by my own efforts. Being held back due to cowardice is amusingly pathetic, being forced back by overall forces beyond your control is the entire basis of epics.
Admittedly, I'd rather face a cyclopes than screw around in m'current situation. That'd be terrifying and thrilling at the same time. Just imagine how ******** that crew would be if the giant had two eyes.
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 3:09 pm
I feel pathetic and I cant stop crying that is all.
heh I guess Im slowly being broken
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 3:11 pm
I helped kill a priest and a 70 year old man tonight... my group befriended them and then killed them... we knew what we'd have to do the whole time.
What makes matters worse is I don't give a damn!
(score taking conviction over conscience!) XD
Vampire Dark Ages Game = FUN!
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 3:19 pm
... why the ******** did my Kiwisaver program charge me $233?
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 3:46 pm
Tabi: Stuttering and being afraid to speak up don't mean you lack intelligence or insight. XD Honestly, you sound kinda like me. My thoughts are often quite eloquent, but I can't properly put them into words. I'm also very shy and can't really talk around people I don't know well...Aneyana @Tabi: ouch! Hearing that would hurt...but hearing it from a guy you like just makes it even worse.
Maybe since you really are good with written word, maybe you should try expressing your feelings for him through writing and somehow get it too him anonymously. Though if I was in the same position I'd probably be far to scared to do that.
Also...I think you're too hard on yourself.
Also while I'm at it I'll fess up: I had a weird internet crush on Nes for a while...long before the whole Kat thing and the Nes fangirl stuff. Actually it started very shortly after I joined the guild...I think it was partly because of the awesomeness of his avi (the one with the Kuro hair and coat), the nerdiness of his posts, how he just seemed like a nice guy, and the fact he's Canadian (I've got a weird thing for Canadians...seriously a good chunk of my favorite celebs are Canadian). But I'm pretty much over that, so please don't be creeped out Nes, and don't worry, I'm not one of the psycho fangirls either.
Though I guess that makes me a little bit of a hypocrite (or maybe it's ironic....not sure which) considering something I said to Epic in the Post Your Picture thread sweatdrop
well that was embarrassing to admit sweatdrop
Pff, who wouldn't have a crush on Nespin? He's secksee, yo.
Also, I remember that post. XD
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 3:58 pm
I think my "big brother" is trying to set me up with one of Jon's best friends. gonk
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 4:01 pm
Valheita ... why the ******** did my Kiwisaver program charge me $233? It forgot to save you some kiwis.
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 4:36 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 4:55 pm
Aneyana @Tabi: ouch! Hearing that would hurt...but hearing it from a guy you like just makes it even worse.
Maybe since you really are good with written word, maybe you should try expressing your feelings for him through writing and somehow get it too him anonymously. Though if I was in the same position I'd probably be far to scared to do that.
Also...I think you're too hard on yourself.
Also while I'm at it I'll fess up: I had a weird internet crush on Nes for a while...long before the whole Kat thing and the Nes fangirl stuff. Actually it started very shortly after I joined the guild...I think it was partly because of the awesomeness of his avi (the one with the Kuro hair and coat), the nerdiness of his posts, how he just seemed like a nice guy, and the fact he's Canadian (I've got a weird thing for Canadians...seriously a good chunk of my favorite celebs are Canadian). But I'm pretty much over that, so please don't be creeped out Nes, and don't worry, I'm not one of the psycho fangirls either.
Though I guess that makes me a little bit of a hypocrite (or maybe it's ironic....not sure which) considering something I said to Epic in the Post Your Picture thread sweatdrop
well that was embarrassing to admit sweatdrop
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