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 Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 4:00 am
poor Emi *huggles* that sounds like a pretty s**t birthday. I'm not sure any of us can make it better though.
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 6:39 am
Argh. These feelings of foreboding are getting worse. Like, physically nauseating worse. I try so hard to calm down and convince myself I'm just imagining it, but how can I be when it happens completely without warning and apparently untriggered by anything I can perceive? I'm not superstitious (or I try not to be), but this -- whatever this is -- is really bothering me...
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 6:57 am
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 9:05 am
Emem, we're here for you D: We'll even dedicate a whole day to you T^T Or I will at least? ^3^I secretly miss my parents now they've gone xP I also have a really bad feeling of something that I can't seem to shrug off, and I hope, and REALLY hope it has nothing to do with their flight. Lmao, my Dad gave me half a hug and that was enough ^3^
And DAMN IT, THREE FEGGIN CHANCES AND I DIDN'T TAKE IT TODAY D:<<< THREE CHANCES... OMG, well, there's always next week x) BUT THREE?! And it sucks a group I didn't want to be in chose me :I I'd rather be in that other group I shoulda set next to when I got in the room, I swear they BEST NOT SLACK D:< Two of them already give off the feeling they're going to slack, one of the guys was like... "Oh, get that other person to join, they seem smart"... Eh, maybeeeeeeee I'll decide to change groups next week xP Afterall, mine is full. But srsly, THREE CHANCES AND I DID NOT TAKE IT. If not three, then at least four. Something I need to work on - take chances. T^T
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 9:21 am
  wow Emmi...that was a really crappy Birthday....it's like they didn't even care that it was your Birthday crying
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 10:32 am
I can still remember most of the sounds for the Chinese version of Twinkle Twinkle.
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 10:59 am
asianretart Don't mind me. I'm having a shitty day.
Today is my birthday. Fourteenth birthday to be exact. Today wasn’t as I planned it out to be. Today; I expected to be left alone in the morning; with no chores all day. I expected some gift or something given to me when I woke up this morning. I expected my best friend to send me a text in the morning; saying “Happy Birthday Best Friend!”. At least one of them did. I expected for dinner we go out to sushi or something, if not; something I liked for dinner.
What a happy birthday this is.
I got woken up this morning by my mother saying Happy Birthday. I fell asleep again and woke up again hearing my sisters screaming. I yelled at them to quiet down and went back to sleep. At Nine; my dad woke me up by tossing my baby sister on my bed,which caused my back to hurt because I was in the “Freefall” position. I then got an unexpected call from a friend; a best friend to be exact. We had a five minute conversation til I hung up due to lack of conversation.
I was then yelled at from a younger sister to get my other sister; since the two of them had both finished their bath. I quickly dressed up the kid and returned back to my computer. It stayed like that for what seemed hours til at 11 I was yelled at yet again to take care of my younger siblings. I took care of them til 1:30; that’s when I gave my little sister to my lola (Grandma). An hour later; My dad told me to get in the car. I was slightly excited for a moment; but the excitement wore off when we just got to McDonalds.
We returned home; ate maccas and then went back to our own businesses. I took a shower and stalked Tumblr til mum came home. Mum told me to play with her in Bejeweled Blitz. Our Highest score was 397,300. We ate dinner then. I thought we were going out for sushi; but no. Instead we ate “my favourites”, shrimp in oyster sauce? No thanks.
My eyes are blood shot as I type this. Not only from staying on the laptop for too long but from crying. I’ve cried for about 5 times this past hour.
People said today on facebook and texts; “Happy Birthday! Have a good one!” Was today a good one? What do you think?
_____________________________❥ asianretart awww Emi D: I wish I could've made it better for you ;o; <3
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 3:48 pm
But my friend gave me this heart warming message earlier: Quote: So today, it was one of my friends birthdays smile Her name’s ________ ______ and she’s like one of the most funnest people to be around! She’s a great friend, like even if we don’t talk as much as we did last year and even if we don’t tell each other our secrets; I know that she’s one of the best people i’ve ever met biggrin She’s smart and pretty wink oh and she’s single so yeah you guys can take her LOL :L She’s also funny, a happy kid and she’s even wierd sometimes but you know what, she’s cool like that and that’s her. So yeah _____, don’t change please ’cause your awesome just the way you are smile Most of her bestfriends didn’t give her a birthday greeting and she didn’t even get a present from her rents. & u might feel like no one cares about you right now, because this is what happened on my birthday this year as well. But you know what? dw because deep inside some ppl, they do care about you smile Just forget about those ppl right now because you should be enjoying today! It’s YOUR special daay biggrin There are ppl out there who care about you and love you as well. So smile please smile Did i mention her birthday was today? o_o yeaah! LOL umm…. her birthday was today and it didn’t go so well or not even what she planned it to be like and she deserved to have a better one. Yeah give her a birthday wish/follow her or watever. I hope tomorrow when you have your party it’s gonna be HEEAPS more fun with your bestfriends/friends smile They will make you feel so much better, trust me ^_^ ILOVEYOU!! <3 SMILEE PLEASE! oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAY!!!!! LOL
_____________________________❥ asianretart
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 6:39 pm
totally off subject but that old lady is really starting to give me the jumps
side note
Its kind of weird talking to some people lately =O well for me anyway
Im not sure how to interact as Im not really well great when it comes to social juju
I just wing it
but lately I kind of figure either some of my old friends dislike me or I have no idea....
Ooooo I wish people could make it clearer Im not that intelligent when it comes to this juju
heh
anyway thats my juju out of the way
also side note I drank way to much coffee
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 6:43 pm
Not so much a secret, but I'm not a particularly sentimental person.
Anyway, thank you all this evening for making me feel a lot better about life in general. It was great to laugh again.
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 6:46 pm
Tasn Zheng Not so much a secret, but I'm not a particularly sentimental person. Anyway, thank you all this evening for making me feel a lot better about life in general. It was great to laugh again. hehe =P I look forward to the wedding
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 6:53 pm
To pick your battles usually means the other person is opposing you. This is a battle we're both supposed to be on the same side for but I'm the only one fighting. You said you wanted to stay friends, I didn't know if I could. Now I know I can and you're the one not doing anything. In the past two weeks, we've talked 3 times. I was always the one to initiate it then you would talk just enough to pacify me before leaving. You were my best friend and you're not making any effort to keep it that way. That's supposed to be my role, I'm supposed to be the one ignoring you! Would you feel better if I hated you? I would honestly but once again I'm too strong for that s**t. So many people are so proud of how well I'm handling this but honestly I would prefer having a hissy fit at someone mentioning your name! I'm sick of being the strong one, the mature one, the one who does everything right. I always fight to keep things until I realize they're not worth fighting for. I don't want you to be the jackass ex who broke my heart then ignored me until the Air Force took him away but you certainly have no problem with that role.
I've lost a lot of people who meant a lot to me because I knew they would bring more tears than smiles. I didn't want you to be one of them. But this was your own doing.
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 7:35 pm
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2010 1:33 am
Divine_Malevolence I can't work under people I don't respect. I wouldn't take them seriously, and in the end, bad things would happen. What's worse is the fact that so few people are actually capable of being respected. I don't think I've met a single person who I could think of obeying without vomiting. Literally vomiting. It makes me sick thinking of myself in a position lower than them. Then you're never going to work a day in your life. The only way to get anywhere is to deal with douchebags and dumbasses that you don't respect. (*late response is late*)
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2010 2:16 am
Foam-Dome Divine_Malevolence I can't work under people I don't respect. I wouldn't take them seriously, and in the end, bad things would happen. What's worse is the fact that so few people are actually capable of being respected. I don't think I've met a single person who I could think of obeying without vomiting. Literally vomiting. It makes me sick thinking of myself in a position lower than them. Then you're never going to work a day in your life. The only way to get anywhere is to deal with douchebags and dumbasses that you don't respect. (*late response is late*) Not necessarily, unless Nespin and Cleo are secretly "douchebags and dumbasses"
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