Welcome to Gaia! ::

I was never part of the original Ria.. so being a part of the "Aftermath" kind of doesn't make sense.

I have a feeling that because of him starting that guild, this one will die off, just like my guild and many before both of them.

This is so typical me. I find something i finally enjoy, and then a few months later everyone's gone and it dies and i'm stuck with nothing to do again and so i have to search and search.

I've been trying to bring my guild back to life, but without support from my members, it's rather hard.

i remember when it first started, it seemed everyone was a part of it, where ever i went on gaia. I wanted to join, but then i felt like i'd be giving in to being just like everyone else, and i didn't want to be that type of person.

Plus i didn't know how to roleplay with original characters, and i didn't have any so my joining would have been pointless, when i finally got around to wanting to join, and saying screw it baciscally.. Ria went down hill, the mass bannings happened, blah blah blah blah blah.

so i was like.. great.. that's so like me too. shortly after i started my guild, so i had somewhere to roleplay since i'd come back from my Roleplay Hiatus. then several months later, this place was started, and Mike told me about it and asked me to join..

I spent a week just trying to figure out a character, her personality what she looked like everything, so i could write my request to join post thing.. which i still have saved on my computer.

It took me 7 edits, before i knocked it down to size to fit the amount of characters i was able to use in the box thing.

I just feel like all the work put into making this guild, will now have all been a waste, I mean it hasn't even been around that long.

SO much work went into making this guild, i'd hate to see it go to waste, and right now in it's current state that's exactly what's going to happen because of the abandonment.

And as a Captian of a Guild, who's put so much work and dedication into making something great. I know what it's like to have a guild abandoned. and i feel i've wasted my time making it. It hurts. It hurts to know after spending so much time trying to think things up, set them up etc. just to have it all abandoned and left for the "next cool thing"

I haven't had a join request for my guild since you joined it.

hiya!! blaugh

*lurks about, wondering if anyone else is here. *


which in all likeliness , that would be a no.

yay!! your here!!! unlike everyone else.

*is very dissapointed in them*

and I really want to roleplay!!

Because of him .....

lol

I'm trying to fill out an aplication form for going to Japan.

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H-A-R-D.

*sigh* alone again.