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 Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 8:52 am
It took about 15 min putting them in and will probably take 5 putting them up. So it takes about the same as if I had two sinks to wash in but since I have one it's a time saver.
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 10:00 am
wolf4life13 That's not true love Hidjie. Love is really finding someone that can compliment you and help cover your weaknesses. It's something to give you a reason to be strong when you're at your worst. It's a reason to keep fighting when so much s**t is thrown at you that you feel it will be easier to drown in it then push through. Love with someone that cares for you as well is the most soothing sensation mentally, emotionally, and physically that exists. If you have to worry about your weaknesses being used against you then you're mistaking love for either lust or passion. Not to sound like the depressed, distant, and dark person that normally is found in the realm of Gaia...but the truth of the matter is. Love is simply opening yourself up to someone and hope that they return the feeling. You give them your biggest weakness, and pray that they give you the strength to fortify it. Combining your strengths with his or hers will protect you. Now with my case I've been hurt, really badly, in the past and I've basicly set this wall around this weakness. I have used my own strength to hide it. I was like this far longer then I would have liked. Unfortunatly I don't think that I can open this horrible ******** wall back up! Last year for example: I tried, my absolute hardest, to develope feelings for this girl. She was the only one in the entire school that I would even speak to! I didn't talk with anyone else. Well when push came to shove...I just couldn't. It's not that I didn't want to, because I really did, but because I couldn't. Alright, enough depressing ranting from Hidjie...he's off to class, WEE!! GERMAN 101!!
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 2:55 pm
I love liqour!! WOOOOT!! EVERYONE GET DRUNK!!
*starts to drench the OOC room with vodka and scotch, but remains well away...he has had WAY to friggen much to drink*
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 3:35 pm
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 3:53 pm
Hidjie wolf4life13 That's not true love Hidjie. Love is really finding someone that can compliment you and help cover your weaknesses. It's something to give you a reason to be strong when you're at your worst. It's a reason to keep fighting when so much s**t is thrown at you that you feel it will be easier to drown in it then push through. Love with someone that cares for you as well is the most soothing sensation mentally, emotionally, and physically that exists. If you have to worry about your weaknesses being used against you then you're mistaking love for either lust or passion. Not to sound like the depressed, distant, and dark person that normally is found in the realm of Gaia...but the truth of the matter is. Love is simply opening yourself up to someone and hope that they return the feeling. You give them your biggest weakness, and pray that they give you the strength to fortify it. Combining your strengths with his or hers will protect you. Now with my case I've been hurt, really badly, in the past and I've basicly set this wall around this weakness. I have used my own strength to hide it. I was like this far longer then I would have liked. Unfortunatly I don't think that I can open this horrible ******** wall back up! Last year for example: I tried, my absolute hardest, to develope feelings for this girl. She was the only one in the entire school that I would even speak to! I didn't talk with anyone else. Well when push came to shove...I just couldn't. It's not that I didn't want to, because I really did, but because I couldn't. Alright, enough depressing ranting from Hidjie...he's off to class, WEE!! GERMAN 101!! On that note I shall add to...When someone loves you they like you for your strengths but LOVE you for your quirks, thoose little things you do like take your right shoe off first then your left shoe off, never the reverse. Or like me...Who ever Loves me truly should love the fact that like tons of pickles and mayo on my subway but hate it on any other sandwhich, or that when im talking I get overly into in and start ranting. They should love that I like to hug people no matter the reason or lack there of or that I kick people in the shins when they touch mydrawing stuff. Thats what love should be...Loving the little blemishes of a person, a beauty mark on their hip or a one section of hair thats orange in a sea of blonde locks. They should strategically blend your weakness so they are not seen by the public eye but away from other people they should love your weaknesses and understand them so passionately. Be it physical, mental, social or emotional. It's part of love someone for who they are not what they are good at or how goergeous they are.... Am I so insane and caught up in the false fairy tale disney instilled in me as a small child, read about in books and yern for in day dreams that I cannot see the truth in society and that love is just a concoction of our human desires? I know there is a growing divorce rate in the US....But maybe that is a result of others being blind to the blunt yet possibly truthful Philosophy i have so carefully created in my own heart. Maybe I'm just blind myself to think what I, myself yern for is only real in this fictional life called role playing...and that Phia is created of my own hopes and dreams. The same could be said of all of your characters...If your character is a strong fighter...maybe there is a psycological need to not feel weak. I often reflect on Phia's Personality and notices it mirrors my own, and yet mirrors what i want it to be. She's strong in her mind and heart, and although I maybe appear to be strong I realize that I'm a very weak person on the inside. Whereas Phia is very fearless, I often finding myself sticking my neck out but at the same time scared to hell of what I might be the result. Phia has Aesthetic beauty...poth in her personality [although it seems not to show too often] and physical looks, I know that it is shallow of me to want to look better then what I look like. I know Societie's version of "Beauty" is just like the plastic surgery that some get to be it...Fake. But yet I cant helpe but think about all of this and wonder if it all circles back to the deep pscological need and desire to be accepted by society and dare I speak it, Loved.... There's some food for thought...Isnt it funny how little you could know about someone in the Physical sense, but given the chance they just start pouring out their soul, their emotions and desires to someone they dont even know. Maybe it's not becuase they may or may not trust you, but It's the feeling of knowing that they'll never see you in real life and that they cant hurt you in real life...[although words still hurt not matter where they come from] maybe that's it....Or maybe this is just alot of s**t I've felt needs to be lifted off my chest....oh well.... Ooh and please do reply I wanna see someone take an insane crack at me and tell me im a loser...hey its true isnt it? I'm just a depressed, boy-crazy insane stupid b***h >.<.....sry...this election has really taken a toll on my nerves...it's results are making me want to cry...
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 4:06 pm
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 4:19 pm
Hidjie I love liqour!! WOOOOT!! EVERYONE GET DRUNK!! *starts to drench the OOC room with vodka and scotch, but remains well away...he has had WAY to friggen much to drink*
...Im irish... and dutch... and scottish.. and english... I AM A DRUNK!! scream stressed
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 5:27 pm
English, Irish, Scotish, German and Italian...I'll drink you under the table! I've got a bunch of other junk in me as well...but those are the only ones that have a strong drinking back ground.
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 5:47 pm
Hidjie English, Irish, Scotish, German and Italian...I'll drink you under the table! I've got a bunch of other junk in me as well...but those are the only ones that have a strong drinking back ground.
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 6:12 pm
Phia Aakarshan On that note I shall add to...When someone loves you they like you for your strengths but LOVE you for your quirks, thoose little things you do like take your right shoe off first then your left shoe off, never the reverse. That still does not oppose my point of giving your greatest weakness to someone and praying that they don't use it against you. Love just leaves you open as a big target, what ever your strengths may hold you still have one weakness. Your emotions. Love is the second strongest emotion, next to rage but only because humans are naturally very agressive and rage feeds that aggressive behavior. There is some doubt in my mind whether or not that you can, ever, truely find someone who loves you for such stupid little reasons. Who cares how you take your shoes off?! Who cares how you do yada ya?! Phia Aakarshan Or like me...Who ever Loves me truly should love the fact that like tons of pickles and mayo on my subway but hate it on any other sandwhich, or that when im talking I get overly into in and start ranting. They should love that I like to hug people no matter the reason or lack there of or that I kick people in the shins when they touch mydrawing stuff. I don't think there is anyone who could LOVE something like that about someone. I could understand someone being tollerant of such little personality traits, but who would love getting kicked in the shin because you touched someone's drawing stuff? I sure as hell wouldn't! That hurts! Phia Aakarshan Thats what love should be...Loving the little blemishes of a person, a beauty mark on their hip or a one section of hair thats orange in a sea of blonde locks. They should strategically blend your weakness so they are not seen by the public eye but away from other people they should love your weaknesses and understand them so passionately. Be it physical, mental, social or emotional. It's part of love someone for who they are not what they are good at or how goergeous they are.... ...That is something I could possibly understand. Physical traits can be easily learned to accepted and sometimes you'll find little things, like birthmarks on the hip or something similar, where you'd make a little tease out of doing something or what not and you'll eventually grow to love doing this. The mental thing...I actually go for intelligence over physical attraction so if I, personally, don't feel an intellectual equal in my partner then I won't even bother. Emotional...hell, I've been devoid of emotions for so long it's scarey. Phia Aakarshan Am I so insane and caught up in the false fairy tale disney instilled in me as a small child, read about in books and yern for in day dreams that I cannot see the truth in society and that love is just a concoction of our human desires? I know there is a growing divorce rate in the US....But maybe that is a result of others being blind to the blunt yet possibly truthful Philosophy i have so carefully created in my own heart. Maybe I'm just blind myself to think what I, myself yern for is only real in this fictional life called role playing...and that Phia is created of my own hopes and dreams. No you're not crazy, you're just wishful. Like you said, there is a growing divorce rate in the USA right now...meaning the chances of finding prince charming are slim to non-existant...and slim just left the building. No offence and no hopes of shattingering what ever dreams you my hold on the subject of love, but the truth is...You have a better chance of getting super powers and saving the earth then you do of finding someone who you'll spend the rest of your life with loveing every little thing about each other. Phia Aakarshan The same could be said of all of your characters...If your character is a strong fighter...maybe there is a psycological need to not feel weak. I often reflect on Phia's Personality and notices it mirrors my own, and yet mirrors what i want it to be. She's strong in her mind and heart, and although I maybe appear to be strong I realize that I'm a very weak person on the inside. Whereas Phia is very fearless, I often finding myself sticking my neck out but at the same time scared to hell of what I might be the result. Phia Aakarshan Ah, yes...I completely agree with you on this one. Hidjie represents me in the exact same way. Thank you for bringing this up. I crave the attention. Phia has Aesthetic beauty...poth in her personality [although it seems not to show too often] and physical looks, I know that it is shallow of me to want to look better then what I look like. I know Societie's version of "Beauty" is just like the plastic surgery that some get to be it...Fake. But yet I cant helpe but think about all of this and wonder if it all circles back to the deep pscological need and desire to be accepted by society and dare I speak it, Loved.... Hidjie represents me in the way...I can't flirt with girls the same way as Hidjie can. I am physically incapable of doing this. I can joke around and do it...but I can never be completely serious about it. Why? Because I don't know a single girl that would not break down and burst into laughter if I said some of the things that I say in the BC all the time. Phia Aakarshan There's some food for thought...Isnt it funny how little you could know about someone in the Physical sense, but given the chance they just start pouring out their soul, their emotions and desires to someone they dont even know. Maybe it's not becuase they may or may not trust you, but It's the feeling of knowing that they'll never see you in real life and that they cant hurt you in real life...[although words still hurt not matter where they come from] maybe that's it....Or maybe this is just alot of s**t I've felt needs to be lifted off my chest....oh well.... I don't find it the least bit funny...I find it annoying in a tiny sence, I don't find YOU annoying. If you don't want people to know what you feel then don't friggen start pouring your soul out to the world for everyone to see. That means you're just dogging for attention! I admit that I enjoy the attention I get from my little heartless b*****d rants, I crave it to the point that I'll attempt to twist everything into a demented story. If you want people to know? Hell open your heart and soul and watch as everyone and their mothers jump in to attack! Phia Aakarshan Ooh and please do reply I wanna see someone take an insane crack at me and tell me im a loser...hey its true isnt it? I'm just a depressed, boy-crazy insane stupid b***h >.<.....sry...this election has really taken a toll on my nerves...it's results are making me want to cry... I take it you voted for Kerry...What ever. Maybe I'm wrong...maybe my pains and my sorrows have demented and twisted my views so far and killed my emotions to the point that I can't see straight anymore. I think it was a voice inside my head that said this...I don't remember, but here's what I do remember. "I lay awake for countless nights, sighing and watching the stars drift through the endless sea of darkness only to realize one thing. I can no longer see what lays before me."
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 6:41 pm
*Yawn*
Someone wake me up when the pointless discussion is over...
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 7:18 pm
eek Hidjie...you're an idiot.
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 7:19 pm
WAHAA! FINALLY! Gaia has been revived! I thought I was going to have to give it CPR. >.>
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 7:24 pm
I finally got Star Ocean and I bought Papa Roach's new CD 'Getting Away with Murder' which surprisingly kicks a**. So, life is good.
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Posted: Wed Nov 03, 2004 7:26 pm
Heswina,You wanted to talk to me today?
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