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ugh... the problem with moving is sometimes you leave things behind, and then your old roomies hold it for ransom and threaten to throw it out! T.T



i hate people sometimes

Going to see UP today! If my sleepy brother gets there in time, that is...

And omfg, Tekken 6 tournament at Digiexpo 31.10.2009! Why didn't anyone tell me! I hafta go there!

I keep telling people that's what I'm going to do when I get old and retire. Get a huge bunch of balloons and just take my house with me, travelling the world. xd

Up was awesome! And now I have internets again! And it's fast but really cheap! o/ Life is so good right now.

And my parents came back from London and brought me 12 Sherlock Holmes movies featuring Basil Rathbone! whee

Viva la Texas! xd

Phew, just escaped a breakup with my girlfriend. She thought I was lying to her about silly things and that I didn't trust her. If anything, I would say that the majority of the women in this planet are paranoid to hell.

I don't know if its just Scottish women who react like this, but have you ever been forced into a corner so small that the only way to bring yourself out of it you need to drop the shovel?

Well she wouldn't let me speak or have my say, she was having the arguement for both of us - because women do this; they attempt to leach into our minds and try and create their own perfect image and actually believe they know exactly what your thinking - however a high proportion of the time they are very wrong. Not only this, but I have never lied to or even looked at another woman since i've been with her. Further than that I have never cheated on a woman in my life, I don't see why guys can't just be happy with one woman to love and appreciate life with. She makes me the happiest man on this earth and I would never ever imagine life without her.

She is 3 years older than me, the same age as my brother actually. She always puts me down and tells me that I've not experienced life yet and that I've got alot to learn, but hell I'm 20 years old - what major things has she done that I've not. Sure, she has gone through child birth at an early age and has raised her brilliantly on her own, was kicked out shortly after giving birth and is very intelligent, but thats just a different path that I hope to experience later with her if she so wishes. Alot of people ask me if it bothers me that she has a daughter, and to be brutally honest it doesn't make a difference to me. She is an amazing little girl and that just makes me feel broody (in a male sense).

So your probably wondering what happened. Well, its not as gossip-excitement and awe as you may think, but it affected me in an emotional way that basically made me realise that I was an A-hole.

So I did text my friend (who also happens to be her younger brother) and ask to hang out with him last night and blew her off (whilst with her), but you try spending 9 days in her house with no internet connection, her six year old daughter (who is absalutely amazing), long shifts at work, hardly any sleep, driving here there and everywhere AND decorating her livingroom.

So this spun off some angst she had and we very almost split up, on her behalf ofcourse. I'd be devestated if I lost her, I almost broke down infront of her. I am madly in love with her and would never try to hurt her intentionally with my stupid, forgetful 'man-brain'. So alot of apologies, a night of not talking followed by a morning of cheesy films, jeremy kyle and some ben and jerrys' later and we are back to normal.

Other than that, I am exhausted and happy to be home - but there is nothing like snuggling in bed, rather than sleeping in a single-bed all alone.

Has anyone else experienced something like this? Be it from a girlfriend or boyfriend? It really hit me by surprise.

-wiggles in-