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Eladrian didn't' look at least bit amused. He ate some the vegetables on his plate. "I'm glad that I have your permission. you should try it one day, no sex, no self pleasure. see how long you'd last."
His smile returned awkwardly however. "I must admit, it was making me rather jumpy of late."

Eladrian pouted for a while, then looked up. "Let's see what can i tell you....Ahh Yes."
Th elf took a bite of the the roast. "The current High lord, My lord is not pure-blood at all. Usually in noble families, we marry only pure blood Eldren. But his mother...had fallen in love with a Man who was half demon. As result of that union, She gave birth to a son with usual coloring for our kind. Eldern are usually fair. Blond hair and light colored eyes are average, my hair is a bit strange, but I have seen one of us with red hair....anyways. The boy was born with hair as black as the deepest pits, and glossy like a Raven's wing. " Here The elf almost recited this part as if it where long repeated over and over "...his eyes are of the deepest sapphire blue and they are said to glow when he works his magic, which is of considerable power since he's got demon blood running though his veins...." Eladrian seemed to looked into the middle distance as if seeing the very man standing before him.
"Despite that, He is very noble, very righteous. It is said that when he sleeps he enters other worlds and fight endless battles there. Thus is he is a very powerful warrior. He's the strongest of us all....and the most beautiful." He sighed. "I had the honor of meeting him once. Gods, I will never forget that night, He asked to dance with me."

"It must have been my hair color that caught his eye. it was unlike anything I have experienced. to be that close to someone who had the hearts of half the people in the country. We danced all night together in front of the whole court!...He smelled sweet, like lilies and roses...." He trailed off and then suddenly blushing he resume with: "...I am sure that if he didn't' take an interest in me that night, I wouldn't have been a knight at all. The man who was my mentor volunteered to take me as his squire the very next day. I wasn't more then 15 years old."

"Yes, I saw him again, the day when he Knighted me." Eladrian's smile faded."But I didn't get to speak with him personally, Getting an audience with him is extremely difficult for one of my status." He sighed. "I hope that when I bring his son home that he will talk to me again. the only conversation I had with him, was his opinion the new kind of food he invented 'french fries' " He shook his head. "It was the strangest thing...Ialu? I suppose that I had fallen in love with him a little, but that's nothing usual, I'm just one of of his many admirers...I know not to set my goal that high. He's unattainable." he laughed. then became silent looking at his Friend from across the table. "My mentor was unattainable too....he was married..."

"Yes I loved him, I would have done anything to be with him. But He told me no. That I should find someone on my own." Eladrian lowered his head, his voice barely above a whisper. "He sent me away after that."

Eladrian held his breath he was so into that sad memory that when he glanced up he was looking at his mentor again, with those same blue eyes and the soft sound of his voice, It took him a second to realize that this was Ialu. Not that man.
The similarities confused him for a moment, and he simply nodded. "Yes....I know that...I hope that I find another man like him." His green eyes where sad, but hope lit them from within, a smile touching his lips. "Thank you my friend. I am truly grateful that I've found you." he let go of his hands and returned to his supper. Glance now and then to the healed patches of skin on Ialu's body. They where much lighter then the skin around them, just a shade or so darker then his own. He cast the young man an inquiring look.

"True. Many men have experimented at some point in their lives, some are genuinely only attracted to other men. I don't' really know if I like women, I haven't met a woman that I have taken an interest yet." he said honestly.
Eladrian finished his salad and picked at the meat. It was soft, delectably flavored but eating nothing but animal products for nearly a week straight was starting to bother his stomach.