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 Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:10 pm
Catgirl_Akai_bara Just cleanig up.. everyone at the cliff was busy so i thought i'd come in and do some clean up.. i tneeded it * finishes with the floor and humming gets a rag starting to wipe down the tables* Oh..ok *he said looking kinda sad, he actually felt that way, he couldnt explain it, even watching her clean, he tried to look at her a** or her hips swaying...but...nothing, he was just...out of it*
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:14 pm
Dark Lord Yawgmoth Catgirl_Akai_bara Just cleanig up.. everyone at the cliff was busy so i thought i'd come in and do some clean up.. i tneeded it * finishes with the floor and humming gets a rag starting to wipe down the tables* Oh..ok *he said looking kinda sad, he actually felt that way, he couldnt explain it, even watching her clean, he tried to look at her a** or her hips swaying...but...nothing, he was just...out of it* so what's wrong love* she asks tossing her rag behidn the bar and walking up to you * you were singing the sad song.. and you're looking so upset..
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:16 pm
Catgirl_Akai_bara so what's wrong love* she asks tossing her rag behidn the bar and walking up to you * you were singing the sad song.. and you're looking so upset.. *he sighed* I took a nap, recurring nightmares I'll be fine *he said forcing a half smile*
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:18 pm
Dark Lord Yawgmoth Catgirl_Akai_bara so what's wrong love* she asks tossing her rag behidn the bar and walking up to you * you were singing the sad song.. and you're looking so upset.. *he sighed* I took a nap, recurring nightmares I'll be fine *he said forcing a half smile* *frowns running fingers over your face* what about love.. S* eh says soflty and nuzzles you*
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:19 pm
Catgirl_Akai_bara Dark Lord Yawgmoth Catgirl_Akai_bara so what's wrong love* she asks tossing her rag behidn the bar and walking up to you * you were singing the sad song.. and you're looking so upset.. *he sighed* I took a nap, recurring nightmares I'll be fine *he said forcing a half smile* *frowns running fingers over your face* what about love.. S* eh says soflty and nuzzles you* *he didnt even smile or show anything from the touch* the accident, my past, things about me I dont like... *he mummered*
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:22 pm
Dark Lord Yawgmoth *he didnt even smile or show anything from the touch* the accident, my past, things about me I dont like... *he mummered* *blinks alittle bit and kisses your lips soflty* love.. that is the past.. you are different now.. such a changed person * she says soflty and smiles*
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:23 pm
Catgirl_Akai_bara Dark Lord Yawgmoth *he didnt even smile or show anything from the touch* the accident, my past, things about me I dont like... *he mummered* *blinks alittle bit and kisses your lips soflty* love.. that is the past.. you are different now.. such a changed person * she says soflty and smiles* *he doesnt even kiss her back, he sighs* I know... but I dont like the dreams, I dont like the fact that part of that evil psycho is alive and breathing within me somewhere, and that I've come to learn part of me is in him and part of him is in me, right now, he could be completly gone there would always be some evil in me that parts of who I am...and I dont like that
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:25 pm
Dark Lord Yawgmoth Catgirl_Akai_bara Dark Lord Yawgmoth *he didnt even smile or show anything from the touch* the accident, my past, things about me I dont like... *he mummered* *blinks alittle bit and kisses your lips soflty* love.. that is the past.. you are different now.. such a changed person * she says soflty and smiles* *he doesnt even kiss her back, he sighs* I know... but I dont like the dreams, I dont like the fact that part of that evil psycho is alive and breathing within me somewhere, and that I've come to learn part of me is in him and part of him is in me, right now, he could be completly gone there would always be some evil in me that parts of who I am...and I dont like that Love there are parts to every person that they don't like about themselves* she says soflty* You are no differnt.. nor am i.. or angel or anyone.. what makes us differnt is how we choose to embrase those parts..
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:28 pm
Catgirl_Akai_bara Love there are parts to every person that they don't like about themselves* she says soflty* You are no differnt.. nor am i.. or angel or anyone.. what makes us differnt is how we choose to embrase those parts.. *he sighed and rested his head on her shoulder* you have no idea though, I told you what I've done but telling isnt seeing, if you only knew.....
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:29 pm
Dark Lord Yawgmoth Catgirl_Akai_bara Love there are parts to every person that they don't like about themselves* she says soflty* You are no differnt.. nor am i.. or angel or anyone.. what makes us differnt is how we choose to embrase those parts.. *he sighed and rested his head on her shoulder* you have no idea though, I told you what I've done but telling isnt seeing, if you only knew..... *Seh kissed your cheek* then show me love * she says soflty* i know you can put images in my mind.... show me.. and make me understand.. I will love you no matter what
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:35 pm
Catgirl_Akai_bara *Seh kissed your cheek* then show me love * she says soflty* i know you can put images in my mind.... show me.. and make me understand.. I will love you no matter what *he shivered and put one hand on each of her temples and sighed* I love you, please still love me when this is over.... *his eyes widened and turned white, she saw completly everything, how he murdered the thran people, the men screaming for their lives wives crying holding onto their children who were crying as his metal killers shredded them into blood heaps of body parts. She saw the planets he conquered, how he stood with sick satisfaction watching men women children everyone and everything get killed, disembowed, torn apart whatever, he laughed like a twisted lunatic as he crushed one little boys skull in since the 12 year old kid had tried to stab him, the blood shot up spraying onto his shirtless body as he laughed. She saw everything, every last persons scream before they were hideously murdered, every sick twisted laugh he made in the face of their deaths, every sicking noise as bodies were torn apart, it took a good 4mins, after that he pulled his hands off her temples he had tears streaming down his cheeks his eyes still white*..you..see....you...married...a monster...
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:42 pm
*she was white as a sheet when he was done she blinked a few times tears sliding down her face as well.. and she looked up at you but it wasn't.. anger or hatred it was.. pitty* oh love.. i'm sorry.. * she says soflty and hugs you tighlty..she felt sick to her stomach to her soul but..she loved you still.. and she felt so bad.. she'd watched and she'd seen.. you were empty then.. you didn't care.. and now you did.. and you carried this burden every day.. in your heart and in yoru mind..you knew it and lived it.. and you understoood now what you'd done she hugged you tighter*
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:46 pm
Catgirl_Akai_bara *she was white as a sheet when he was done she blinked a few times tears sliding down her face as well.. and she looked up at you but it wasn't.. anger or hatred it was.. pitty* oh love.. i'm sorry.. * she says soflty and hugs you tighlty..she felt sick to her stomach to her soul but..she loved you still.. and she felt so bad.. she'd watched and she'd seen.. you were empty then.. you didn't care.. and now you did.. and you carried this burden every day.. in your heart and in yoru mind..you knew it and lived it.. and you understoood now what you'd done she hugged you tighter* *he hugged her back* sorry...will never be enough,...to reconsile what I've done.... *he said as more tears streamed down his face, he burried his face into her shoulder and sighed closing his eyes*
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:48 pm
Dark Lord Yawgmoth Catgirl_Akai_bara *she was white as a sheet when he was done she blinked a few times tears sliding down her face as well.. and she looked up at you but it wasn't.. anger or hatred it was.. pitty* oh love.. i'm sorry.. * she says soflty and hugs you tighlty..she felt sick to her stomach to her soul but..she loved you still.. and she felt so bad.. she'd watched and she'd seen.. you were empty then.. you didn't care.. and now you did.. and you carried this burden every day.. in your heart and in yoru mind..you knew it and lived it.. and you understoood now what you'd done she hugged you tighter* *he hugged her back* sorry...will never be enough,...to reconsile what I've done.... *he said as more tears streamed down his face, he burried his face into her shoulder and sighed closing his eyes* *she holds you tightly and sighs soflty closing her eyes then having to open them quickly.. it would take a little while for her to get those images from her mind*
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:50 pm
Catgirl_Akai_bara *she holds you tightly and sighs soflty closing her eyes then having to open them quickly.. it would take a little while for her to get those images from her mind* I'm sorry you had to see those *he said with a hitched breath his arms shaking around her, as he pulled her as close against him as he could*
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