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Pop-Pop is back! surprised

As am I! *Watching The Godfather*

like i said. They're not for everyone.

I just couldn't find the right one for me in my area. I found him here on Gaia. Or more so he found me. I was just too dumb and clueless back then, to realize he was the one. untill he told me how he felt. During the my clueless period i had developed feelings for him. I was just too shy to say anything. I look back now at everything he'd ever said to me during that time, and see all the signs and hints i should have picked up on.

so yeah. my parents aren't too thrilled about it.. but i don't care what they think.

*sigh* Either way, in RL or on gaia, I'm never gonna get a date. sweatdrop

It's not that. I'm just not the type of person to go out with.

I'm more the kind of person that everyone is friends with, because I'm friendly and am constantly making jokes. But no one takes me seriously enough (myself included) to get romantic with me.

So it's not that I can't ask people out, I'm fine with just walking up to them and going "Want to go out?", it's just that I'm not serious enough to.

@Dee: I know what you mean. It's hard for me sometimes too. Actions often speak louder than words. Sometimes it's hard to find words to express how your feeling, and in a relationship offline an action would preceed at those moments.

But again, it's all about the patience, knowing and looking foreward to the fact that you'll meet offline and you'll be able to hug or whatever.

I'm not so much the outgoing type. I'm the shy quiet, doesn't speak unless spoken too type. And i'm just naturally crazy.. but people made me that way. I try to change but it's easier said than done.

@Ben. Have you seen pictures of me? I never thought in a heartbeat, that online or Offline, that anyone would love me ever. I thought i was going to be alone forever. Things Changed.

Plus I think eventually you'll find the right person for you. Just don't give up.
I believe that there's a person out there for everyone. It's just a matter of paying attention and looking for them.

Pop was a nice person today! This kid named Josh always sits by himself in Teen Leadership(I've already told you about him) and he actually threw up in 7th period. So when he came into class and when all the couches were full, my friend and I made room for him in between us. Even though I already planned to make him sit by us, I felt better. XD And he's pretty cool. He's into the same bands I'm into and hates rap and country just like I do. -nod nod-

I say you should go for it. Who cares what other people think, as long as you're happy, that's all that matters. If you don't act now, it may come to a point where it's too late, and then you've only hurt yourself.


(oh and I'll just ignore that first part.. cause that's kind of like saying i'm ugly.. and doesn't make me feel any better)