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Laxis
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PostPosted: Fri Jun 09, 2006 1:11 pm


Saturday June 10, 1379 Rainy..

I have been in Zsolt's house for a month, my wound was completely recovered by now. Zsolt likes to go out before noon and come back around 6PM and sometimes so late at night. I wondered where he went to?
After I kept watching him all this month, this was really bugged me!! What is his job? Who is he working for? He seems to be paid a lot, it must not be an ordinary job! Hmmp.. this starts to get more interesting, I will find the truth for sure!!!

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YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!ZSOLT BOUGHT ME A MEAT BONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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May be this investigation could be postponed.....
PostPosted: Tue Jun 13, 2006 11:20 pm


Sunday June 11, 1379. Doomsday!!! @[]@

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Shoot!! Shoot!! Shoot!! I broke Zsolt's bonsai pot!! He must get mad at me. What should I do!?! What should I do!?!

I rushed to the market to buy a new pot. I walked all over the market and got a nice welcoming cat....................................................................
Why the hell did I buy a welcoming cat?!?! Blame on that old geezer. He talked me to buy it. Silly me!!! Almost 6 p.m. Zsolt is coming home. Arrrghhhh!!! I don't wanna see him mad at me. Bingo!! Better hide the troublesome bonsai. Tomorrow I'll bury it away. Now just hide it under the bed. Hope he doesn't notice....

Zsolt is back... Does he suspect anything when he saw me sitting on the table? Am I look too jumpy? He asked where the bonsai is and I calmly replied I took it out to get some air. He said it's dark now I'd better take it in. But I said the tree looks unhealthy. It needs some night dew. Zsolt eyes me weirdly. Is he suspecting? *doki doki* After dinner Zsolt is about to sweep the floor. I coolly ask to do the job for him. He looks a bit shocked. Why? But whatever.

Tomorrow I must get up before Zsolt to get rid of this mess. Huh... what shall I do...

Laxis
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Laxis
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PostPosted: Tue Jun 13, 2006 11:21 pm


Monday June 12, 1379 Heavy rain

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It's raining hard since morning. How can I go to the market? Duhhhh... what a day!?! =[]= I take a look at the hidden bonsai. Must place it somewhere or it would die. So I put it in the bucket, add some soil and shower it a bit. Good to be a bonsai. So tough.

Do trees have feeling? Do they hurt when their branches are cut? Do they get cold having to stay in the rain all day? They must be cold. Rain is so cold.

... Do they ever feel lonely?...

The rain is slowing down. Must leave for the market now or never. A few people at the market because of the rain. Too bad I didn't find that geezer or I'd chew his head off! domokun

Bingo!!!!!!! The exactly same pot. But the price... it costs a bucket full of t-bones!! My pocket money couldn't afford it. What am I gonna do?
Today Zsolt didn't mention about the bonsai. Has he already knew? I gotto tell Zsolt the truth tomorrow....
PostPosted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 10:09 am


Tuesday June 13, 1379 One fine day

Zsolt left before I woke up. He is early today. Tho I've expected a punishment when I tell him the truth, I still feel unease. Gotta practice the art of confession. Brave man gotta face his own fault, right?

Why the pot is broken!!?? Exactly!! It's bcuz of ME!!!! YESSSSS!!!

............................. that sounds rubbish ....

It's completely my fault. I can repent with my own life.

...... Too cheesy ............................................

At last I got no idea. When Zsolt is back, I handed him what remains of the pot trying to find a sound excuse. But before my brain could come up with any nice lines, "Sorry" was only word slipped from my mouth. I fixed my eyes at the floor, guilt-ridden. I dunno how pathetic I look when my ears and tail all drooped. I couldn't look Zsolt in the face. I was afraid to see him angry so I kept looking at the ground. It felt like a century since I've stood there. Silence fell between us. Suffocating me.

Why didn't he speak a word? Does he hate me now? Will he shoot me outa his house? He must think I'm such a nuisance. Maybe he's regretting taking me in? I'm totally useless. Am I... not wanted anymore?

No!! I don't wanna be rejected. Don't want Zsolt to hate me! Please don't hate me!!!


"Be more careful next time..."

His voice brings me back to reality. I looked at his face. He's not angry? But why does he look so sad?

I reached out and grabbed Zsolt's shirt. I buried my face at his chest and cried. I heard he said something like it's okay. But at that moment it doesn't matter at all.

"Please don't look that sad anymore..."

Laxis
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Laxis
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PostPosted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 10:09 am


Thursday June 15, 1379 Hot like hell!User Image

Yesterday was too busy even to grab a pen. Since the day I broke the pot, Bonbon is moved to his new place --- the bucket. Hmm? Who is Bonbon? It's Bonsai-kun! I renamed him Bonbon. Isn't it cute? Zsolt made face when he heard that but never mind. By the way, how did Bonbon come to live here? Zsolt doesn't look like a plant lover type. Someone gave it to him? It must be someone very important. A very close friend? Or... lover?

Ahh... too mysterious. Better drop this subject. Well, well, I've troubled Zsolt a lot that day. So I think I should do something for him in return. I was thinking of cleaning the house for him. But afraid I might knock something down again. Come to think of it... Zsolt usually is the one who cooks or brought home our meal. That's it!! A nice dinner for Zsolt is the answer!!

Time to shop for the grocery~ I'm thinking of a fish meal so I went to the river. Caught some fish together with the bears. And I won!! XDD Then I need some green leaves. Got not enuff money to buy from the market. But this strange human-shaped grass should be okay. It screamed loud when I plugged it out. Strange ne~

User ImageBy evening all the grocery are done. I managed to finish the cooking before Zsotl reached home. The soup is green. Maybe I've put in too much grass. Whatever! But why it's foaming??? The soup is funny. When I put in the leaves they suddenly wither in a blink. Can't wait to see how yummy this special soup is!

Zsolt looks surprised he gaped at the table. One minor misfortune is the fish keeps thrashing. When he asked what it is, I told him it's your dinner. And he paused for a while. Hee hee... He must be too happy to utter a word. Then he said it's raw. Huh? What's wrong? The raw the better. I was about to show him how yummy it is when he stopped me and rushed back into the kitchen. Humph... I know you like it but you don't have to keep the whole dish for yourself. I'm willing to share my part if you ask me. I heard sizzling sound from the kitchen. Then Zsolt brought out a new dish and said "Please don't cook anymore."

Zsolt don't want me tired from cooking? How nice he is heart
PostPosted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 10:11 am


Friday June 16, 1379. Still hotttt

HOT... very hot. How come the weather is so hot? Gotto cool down by lying in bathtub, ne? Zsolt's bathtub looks so nice. Western style similar to the one at my house in Rocco. I saw in TV they put bathing soap in the water and it'll get foamy. Ehh... but here I found only a powdered type. Hope it's ok. But what does "for deep clean use" means? New slogan for soap??

Laxis
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Laxis
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PostPosted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 10:25 am


Saturday June 17, 1379. I love such a warm day~

Another one fine day. Odd-shaped clouds fill the sky. Birds' chirping is music to my ears. When Zsolt was not home, I used to play with those singing rings. Zsolt has taught me how to use the machine that called "stereo" or that sort. But I forgot. So I just randomly punch the buttons and the music came out. Those round singing rings are nice but I prefer the birds' melody.

Zsolt left to work since morning. On the table are piles of paper. Do they have something to do with his work? Wait! If I check on these paper I could know more of his career. As the (self-proclaimed) Director of Zsolt's Secret Bureau of Investigation", it is my faithful duty to investigate on these paper. Let's see!!!

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Hmm? What are these scribbles??? I don't get it at all. Weird. These pictures make no sense. They are kinda asymmetrical...

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Ah!! I got it! The publisher must have made a mistake.
How careless!

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There there. It's okay now.
Eh! This one too? And this one!?! Tsk ... you are lucky I am your beta-reader. Well, this is a complimentary from Laxis. I'll help you fix it all!

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Pheww! It took me ages till they are all done. I wonder if Zsolt will appreciate my hard work? *beam* heart
PostPosted: Sat Jul 08, 2006 10:35 am


Monday June 19, 1379. Another warm day. Perfect day for my D-Day.

Well, last time I was distracted by an unexpected circumstance. But nothing can discourage me this time. Today Zsolt's secret career gonna be revealed!!

In the morning Zsolt left to work at 6.00 am as usual. I locked the house, grabbed this journal with me and secretly stalked him. Our target walked thru the market. Morning market is especially crowded. I still keep track on him. Ooh! nice smell. NOOO!! This is no time for thinking of food. The mission at hand is Zsolt only. But the smell is really good. Nooo I won't fall into your evil trap!!! But... but...

I'm defeated..... I regret as I munch on a surloin in my watery mouth... Too bad. But this is not the last chance. Must try again tomorrow. By the way...

Where am I.....??

Laxis
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Laxis
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PostPosted: Tue Jul 11, 2006 11:33 am


Tuesday June 20, 1379. Cloudy sky.

I took a walk but the path led me in circle. The weather is humid. The sky is so cloudy. Hope it’s not raining.

I’m not sure how far away I am from the town or how come I’ve been here. But forget it. Most important thing is I gotto find the way home. I still could track the smell. Towns always smell of faint engines ignition. Though my demi-human’s sense couldn’t match those of the pure blood. Just tracking my way home is a piece of cake. The problem is if it rains, the smell will be erased and I’ll definitely lose my track…

NO!! It’s not time for whimper. I’m gonna be okay. If what’s happened to me, Zsolt would definitely find me………………….. Wouldn’t you, Zsolt?

I walked half the way then my belly made a groan. Yeah… I have no breakfast this morning. If I were at home now, I would have been chewing on Zsolt’s crackers. Why would it gotto end up this way?....

Tired…. Hungry…. And it finally rains. It rains harder and harder. No sign of stopping any soon. I squeeze myself in a cranny but still get soaked. Although it is just sprays of rain but it’s so cold. I peer forward. The heavy rain blurr my vision. Ghastly wind strikes the outline of what I suppose to be a tree flat on the ground. The screeching sound of wind that blew passes the narrow cranny sounds like a monster’s cry. The rain that sprayed on my skin condenses into waterdrops and drip from me drop after drop… I hug myself tight. Cold… so cold… anybody…

…………………………

It was also raining hard that day…

……..?? ……. Who is it? Who are you…?

It was also raining…

Shut up!! Don’t remind me of that day!!

Your hands covered with stenches of blood…

No! It was not me!


You should have been dead.

ENOUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Help me, Zsolt! I can’t bear it!
So cold.
Hug me
Hug me
Hug me
I can’t bear the piercing cold.
I can’t bear the aching loneliness.





Hug me…….





I wake up again in the town. Dunno how come I reach here. I coil up in an old crate. So tired that I can’t move. I don’t care how wet I am. All I need is just a sleep…………
PostPosted: Tue Jul 11, 2006 11:34 am


Wednesday June 21, 1379. Clear sky.

I felt sweaty. When I open my eyes, what is before me is Zsolt’s face.
I rub my eyes twice making sure I’m not dreaming.

It is Zsolt…

I throw him a hug as tight as I could.
His smell.
His warmth.
Despite it is only one day I left home, it seems like a year.
Zsolt returns my hug and patting my head lightly.
The contact from his palms gives me the sense of home.
It is warm.
The warmth that I long for.
It was long time ago that I haven’t feel so relieved.

…………..


Zsolt’s cooking seems to be especially yummy. I swallow like a man who has just survived from desert, after washing the dirt off myself. I wonder if I have rolled down from the hill that I get so muddy. But anyway…


I close my eyes.
In the dark I saw a boy looking at his burning house.
The heavy rain didn’t help put out the strong fire.
The boy was sitting on a pool of blood. His both hands soaked in red blood…
Blood as red as fire…

I open my eyes.
In the dark is a sleeping face.
The face is messy just like when it’s awake.
He still wears the eyepatch in his sleep?
I giggle and hug the lying form before me so tight.

I swiftly fall into sleep. No more seeing those horrid visions…

Laxis
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Laxis
Vice Captain

PostPosted: Tue Jul 11, 2006 11:36 am


Thursday June 22, 1379. Clear sky.


Today Zsolt is home. I’m doing coloring as usual.
Zsolt tries to pry on my book but I won’t let him…
Secret… I told him. Zsolt is a bit confused.
Definitely can’t let him see…

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Zsolt is playing guitar. I love when he plays it. He looks so cool. If I play guitar, I could be that cool? heart

When I ask for a try Zsolt flatly says no. Whyyyyy~! You are so mean!!
PostPosted: Tue Jul 11, 2006 11:37 am


Friday June 23, 1379. Clear sky but my heart so gloomy.

The weather is fine since morning. Birds singing, butterflies dancing. It’s such a one fine day until…

This hideous bad-mouthed Yankee pops up and ruins my peaceful day!!

No. I gotto be cool. Can’t let him getting on my nerve. Well, first of all I gotto relate the situation to you. This morning I was up earlier than Zsolt. I have asked him to stay home yesterday so I couldn’t be more selfish. Though I still feel a bit lonely, I gotto let him go out. I heard of him going to Rance’s. Then I guess he might buy me a surloin on his way home. Zsolt seems to read my thoughts when he said he’ll buy me a surloin. Yay! You are so sweet, Zsolt~. Wait a sec. That's not the point. The point is after that. In the evening I heard the door opening. So I rush out to hug him as usual. But who’s there is not Zsolt. But a blond stranger jerk. Plus, before I could say a word, his bad mouth pours out irritating words. I can’t remember what he’s just saying. But he says I gotto stay with him for a week because Zsolt is away with the band, or that sort.

Wait a sec! I gotto stuck with this jerk for the whole week?!? Just one day is torturing enough. How could Zsolt leave me with this idiot!!!

That jerk takes liberty to roam the house. He scans the cupboard and asks where the dog bowl is. How insolent!! You think I’m a pet dog?? I’m not a dog, idiot!!!!! scream I scream at him but he puts on headphone and listen to music as if nothing happens. Grrrhhh… you ignore me?!? stressed How hideous he is!!

At bedtime I latch the door locked and go to bed with extreme fury. Dear God … wish this jerk disappears in the morning!!

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I dunno he is a hand Zsolt is hiring or an acquaintance of Zsolt. But I’m sure I definitely never get on good terms with him!!

Laxis
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Laxis
Vice Captain

PostPosted: Tue Jul 11, 2006 11:39 am


Sunday June 25, 1379

I couldn't sleep. Tho it's getting dawn now. I couldn't lull myself to sleep anymore.
I tiptoed out of the room to the sofa that guy was sleeping on. He slept arms crossed on the chest. The sofa I always stretched out doodling looked much smaller when occupied by him. He looked uncomfortable. The emptied ice bucket laid there on the sidetable. Painkillers placed besides. The cool towel was long dried and slipped down revealing the still red nose. My rage for him was reduced gradually into guilt.
Long before whatever wounds that inflicted on me will automatically healed within a couple of days. I always thought that was typical. But actually normal people couldn't heal themselves that fast. So I really don't know what to do about this kind of wound.
I was absorbing in my thought for a while until I took out my wallet, left a note and went to the market.


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In late morning I returned home. When I opened the door he was standing at the doorstep. Dunno what he's doing but when he saw me he made face a little bit and stomped back to the sofa reading a book with his usual badass attitude. I approached him and handed him what I bought from the store.

"I... I dunno how to put this. B.... but I met a guy he told me to wear this and it will help cure the swollen nose."

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He widdened his eyes and his jaw dropped. He looked baffled for a minute or two. Then he opened his mouth like he was about to shout but didn't utter a word. After a long pause, he asked.

"Is this a joke?"

I was a little confused so I asked him back with pure concern.
"Is it too small?"

"I can have it changed."

I was standing there waiting for his reply with serious look. He stared at me for a while and took the thing away from my hand. Then he beckoned me to sit by him. I complied. He didn't say a word and pop the ball that the strange vendor at the market claimed "The miracle nose aid" on my nose instead. When I was about to ask, he disappeared in the kitchen and returned with a polaroid camera. He took a shot of me. Walked around the sofa with the photo in his hand. I watched after him. Suddenly he stopped in front of me and handed me the photo. Marker pen on it read big "Dumbo" with an arrow right into my face.



Then the furniture was flown back and forth together with loud commotion.
PostPosted: Sun Aug 26, 2007 7:46 am


Monday June 26, 1379

Pull away the blanket while he was sleeping.
Draw on his foot with marker while he was sleeping.
Stick a flower on his hair while he was sleeping.
Stick color pencils into his nostrils while he was sleeping.

Laxis
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Laxis
Vice Captain

PostPosted: Sun Aug 26, 2007 7:47 am


Tuesday June 27, 1379


Urr... I'm running out of money ...
Gotcha! Why not ask him out and have him buy for me! But begging him? Forget it! Why do I have to... but I wanna eat sirloin. But I won't give into him that easy... but... wanna eat sirloin........ but..................!!



His I'm-gonna-kill-you look had changed into slight bewildered while he was diligently scrubbing the mark off his toe. Sorry pal, the marker Laxis-kun used is more permanent than the Grand Canyon. And he agreed.... Ha! What's up his sleeves this time?!? And what's that sneer on his face!?! He is truly a big badass!!

When we reached the marketplace, I felt numerous pairs of eyes on us. The lady from the sweets shop shyly offered him the sweets. She patted my head and gave me sweets. Bingo~ It occured all the way. Sometimes the girls whispering to themselves and blushed heavily. Sometimes the auntie gave us extra gram of meat. Umm... I just realize going out with him will benefit us this well. Ehh... but the blushing thing ... couldn't it be that this guy is popular!!?? No way! Look at his trademark badboy's blond head. His untrustworthy look and that smirk like 'I'm da prom king'. Yuck!!! More importantly when he is in front of the girls, the fox is wearing a lamb's skin. "How can I reject a gift from such a beauty?" "Maa~ You must be tired. Let me buy you a drink for the sake of our friendship?" Ewwww! Hm? He is looking this way. And what does that victorious smile mean?!? You bloody blond kingkong!!!!! You laughed at me!? And you dare to giggle with the girls! So I blurted this out.

"Ladies! Watch your back!!" While the ladies turned away from him, I stomped hard on his toe. Hard enough to make him scream. He gaped but when the girls turned back he managed to put on the prince-charming mask in time. Only that his lips were trembling. Hahahaha. Serve you right! You dandy. Let's call him the blond pimp. The girls waved him goodbye and left one by one. When the last girl left, I felt evil shadow looming on me. He gave me a smile, the brightest smile on earth. You think you can fool me? .... Ah!!!! In his hand is sirloin, isn't it?!? Yahooo~ my sirloin~ Ouch!!!! Don't knock my head. DON'T!!!!! It hurts!!!! NOOOO! OUCH!!!! gonk

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