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A while ago a friend of mine committed suicide.
He shot himself in the head and i still dont know why.
this is the suicide note he wrote.


this is also my last post on GaiaOnline
let it teach you all something about life
life is short
you will understand eventually and it will be your time
and i understand now
never forget about how the life of your friend is a value to you and how much you would give to be with them
im sorry
good bye to everyone on gaiaonline

"I never once woke up in a better place or time.
I'm out of places to go.
Out of things to do to convince
myself that I'm helping doing well.
I've come to the conclusion that I've done all the things I will do in this life.
Learned all the things I will learn.
Experienced all that I will experience.
At this point I am only a burden to those around me.
The people that care about me have been given enough grief.
I am choosing to relieve that which surrounds me of my biting presence.
I've been trying to convince myself for some time that if I keep trying that then one day I'll be where I want to be.
Not struggling,
not dependant,
not indebted to anyone.
Then what?
I'm a terrible, greedy, selfish person who will never be satisfied with life.
I'm sorry."

Is this for real?

That's what you think. Some people aren't cold hearted bastards like you.

Never judge a Gaian by it's cover. Do you even know who he is? He makes a point. Someone's getting all wishy-washy to 12w3456765432345676543fghui`123465643's of people. Lyk ohmygod. He's not a n00b.

I never called him a noob i said he f*cks them

This reminds me of the time on an RO Private server, that they were holding a funeral for a member who commited suicide. It was a server of 1k+ people, and gods know how many members had commited suicide there before.

Unless the person is known, people don't really care.

Just like in high school. When the football jock goes under, everyone notices. When the school junky goes under, no one cares.

.........I feel for ya, kid, but at the same time...nah, shouldn't say that...