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name_ Lethe
meaning_ In her native tongue of ancient Greek, it simply means 'oblivion', a state of which she doesn't even vaguely resemble. People most commonly know it nowadays as simply one of those mythological underworld rivers.
dob_ march 14 2005
age_ Kid. She's grown out of much of her earlier awkwardness as her body feels more familiar now. Unfortunately, unlike most Fa'e, her growth hasn't led to any sudden spikes in psychological development; she still speaks and thinks as she did when she was a todder (that is, very oddly and rarely grammatically correct.) She's still rather infant-like on an emotional level, as it's only now that she's really started to explore this; intellectually she thinks and considers things in a way that sometimes makes her seem like she's much older than she looks.
defining features_ Her skin lacks any natural pigment, and is such a sickly pale shade that it apparently makes vampires feel tan in comparison. She also blushes blue (with is a rather strange sight and, if you're not familiar with her physical indosyncracies, can also be alarming.) Her hair is dark, long, and curly and she's rather fond of it (this of course means, to Cerena's dismay, no haircuts.) Her eyes look like pools of water -- literally -- and she has no pupils to speak of. She is never seen without a long length of blue ribbons wrapped around both her hands (and if she is, it's because she's currently a puddle.) She has a black star where her neck meets her shoulder, above the collarbone and on her left side, a souvenir from Hoshi. In areas with little or no light, she has a habit of looking like an asian horror chick.
occupation_ This depends on what TV show/movie/book/radio program she's seen/read/heard.
likes_ Water, stars, fish, fairy tales, adventures, the spotlight, other people.
neutral_ Babies.
dislikes_ Heat, shrimp, ignorance, too much physical exercise, electricity, being alone.
bio_ She's very curious, loves attention, and is very much at unease with herself -- and this has led to some interesting personality developments. At this point in her life, her personality is unstable, and shifts and mutates as easily as water. She loves being in the spotlight and will do almost anything to get it; she's two-faced and contradictory and probably a double-crosser and hasn't seen anything wrong with this yet. There are only a few people with whom she's not afraid to be her real self with; to everyone else, she changes her personality to appeal to them and will manipulate and lie to make sure she's on their good side. She has ambiguous morals and doesn't care as long as other people can validate her existance. She expects as much out of life as it does of her and is very much a daredevil, enthusiastic about the smallest of things and eager to find new experiences.
Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster, and when you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you. [Nietzche]




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This is me. I am very very pretty, or so people tell me, and I have recently figured out that this does not mean they want to eat me, which is a Good Thing. I like my hair. It is neat. I think I look like a snow princess. Maybe I am one! We shall see.I wish I could tell you more about myself, but unfortunately every time I say I am something, someone comes up and tells me I am not. This is what I would like to be: sparkly, nice, smart, pretty, Good Things, where everyone loves me and wants to give me presents. Most of all I want to do things so that no one will ever forget who I am, not ever ever ever ever ever ever or ever. I also want wings.
Right now that I'm a Fa'e -- or at least, some odd wingless form of one -- and that I am also the River Lethe, except the River Lethe is a river and my brothers tell me that I am not one. (They lie, don't pay any attention to them.) Normally Rivers don't care (and they don't actually, except I'm not a river so I can't be part of their river club anymore 'cause they're mean!) because I am me and that's enough. Humans, though, of which I am shaped like one, constantly need things to be defined, so if I am to live in my human-shape then I must seek a definition for myself. Once I find this, it should be easy to figure out where to go or do next. Efficiency, you see. Here is a list of what I am not:
[ what Lethe is not ]
I am not a human; they are very weird and smell strange most of the time. They are very intriguing though. Maybe I should like to be one. I am also not a puddle. If I am to be any body of water at all, I will be a river. I am a River but not a river though, so as you can see, this is quite the paradox. I am also, under no circumstances, at any time whatsoever, a shrimp.
[ the evolution of Lethe ]
I came to life some time ago, and (oddly enough) I don't exactly remember how I did it... Except it was the greatest thing I ever did. First I was a baby. I had hair then, which means I am vastly superior to most other babies! It's not fun being a baby. Nor are babies particularly fun. I don't think I ever was a baby. This is just a figment of your imagination. Moving along now! Next is a picture of me when I was a 'toddler'. The only real difference I can see is that I had shorter hair then, but Crazy Lady still sighs and wails about the 'good old days' and how I'm 'growing so fast'. ...That's why I call her Crazy Lady.

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[the river Lethe]
Before I became Fa'e, I was Lethe -- the river of oblivion located in the Underworld. Not much, oddly enough, is recorded about me in human books, but that's understandable; those who used to visit me never remembered doing so.
My role in the underworld was simple: I served as the border from one life to the next, and those who drank from my waters surrendered their human lives and memories to me. Thus purified, they were then able to reincarnate. I was not always aware, but as I absorbed more and more of people's life-threads into myself I seemed to slowly (as time doesn't exist in the underworld) develop a conciousness.
I grew stronger from that point on, and I could even leave my own waters in a human shape to wander through the rest of the Underworld. I haven't quite recalled yet why I left that part of my life; I have lost none of my memories of that time, but nevertheless they are of a decidedly different quality than the ones I have made as a Fa'e. It takes a bit more time to find them, much less decipher them. I still have every confidence that I'll find out eventually, it seems the past is rarely left unilluminated in all of its aspects to Fa'e anyway...

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Unfortunately for me, I was not born into any amazing powers, nor can I summon incredible beings of might and magic... Or even talk to rocks. I have a few abilities, but most of them I taught myself how to do, or are simply natural abilities I carried over from my past life.
[ water form ]
My primary power, at the moment, is changing from a solid to a liquid. All I have to do is pull the ribbons off my hands and I immediately melt into a small body of water (not a puddle.) I cannot do it for very long or else I feel sick once I'm human-shaped again, and I can't move while I'm in liquid form. I can transport myself through water in this form, but only if someone leads me. I guess it's not so much a power as something that happens, like sneezing.
I'm fairly certain (but not entirely so) that this is because my natural form is water (of course!); what I don't know is why my ribbons are the only things to trigger it.
[ retrocognition ]
This is not as neat as my water form, but something I can do nevertheless. I seem to have a natural ability towards retrocognition -- that is, seeing things from the past. 'But Lethe,' You might be saying with a look of shock on your face, 'How is that possible?' It's easy!
Memories leave imprints -- much like when you get physically hurt enough you get scars, if you feel something enough it leaves scars too. Most of the time it's merely mental; work in a bread shop all the time and listening to easy music twenty-four-seven may lead you to start smelling non-existant bread baking whenever you hear the same music somewhere else. Sometimes, though, these memories get imprinted upon objects themselves -- for example, the shock and pain of a victim and the violent ruthlessness of a murder may become imprinted upon the weapon used. This, combined with my natural ability to retain memories (I'm guessing, anyway) leads me to be able to see reconstructed scenes in the past when I touch such imprinted objects.
[ memories ]
I suppose I should mention this fairly briefly -- I remember things. I personally don't think this is very special but people tend to be amazed by this. And when I say I remember things, I mean I remember things. There is nothing that's happened to me that I've forgotten about.
..At least, if there is something I've forgotten, I don't remember.
[ walking and talking ]
My most powerful and effective ability! I had to work at this for a very long time (and even now I sometimes struggle) but I finally managed to get a hang of basic motor skills and this wierd weard weaeired weird English language. (Whoever invented it was a few drops short of a puddle.) I intend to keep practicing, and hopefully someday will be the best walker and talker there ever... will be. was. is. Something like that!

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I, lucky for me, have a very large and extended family as a Fa'e, even if none of them are related to me by blood. This is primarily because Crazy Lady knows and likes very many people. But I suppose family is good, because 'family' is the people that will always like you. I think.
[ Cerena ]
This is Crazy Lady, my guardian. She has wings sticking out of her head, but she cannot fly so I don't really see the point of them. She is very good at being able to tell how people are feeling, and she is also good at seeing spirits, both human and organic, so I think it's really little wonder that we're paired up together. She is rather young but she's had her share of tragedies, even if she is a big wuss and would rather run away from them than do anything about them -- there's a lot I can learn from her even if it's only "What not to do." She is very forgetful and tends to say rather stupid things, but she's nice and likes people and is sometimes funny. We've had lots of fights but (don't tell her this) I think she's a very good guardian for me.
[ Circe ]
Circe is my brother, even though we're not actually related (and for that I am glad.) He's rather loud and annoying and always thinks he knows what's best! Also he has feathers sticking out of his butt, and if there's one thing I know for sure, it's never to trust anyone with feathers sticking out of their butts. I guess he could be worse though.
[ Rae and Lea ]
My other brothers! They are 'twins', which means they are the same person except not. Crazy Lady thought they were lost, and they were (because they stupidly decided to go messing around with their own memories) but I found them for her. Rae is nice, he's rather quiet but he has wings so I think he's neat. Lea is mean, meaner than Circe, but he teaches me all sorts of cool stuff so he's okay. They're both teaching me how to read and write, and then they'll teach me about human stuff.
[ Pandora ]
I am not sure what to think of her. She is Cerena's friend, and she's living with us because she doesn't want to go anywhere else, and has no anywhere else to go to anyway. Crazy Lady seems to know her from somewhere, but neither of them will tell me anything. Pandora can be kind of mean, but she helps me do the chores so I guess she's okay... Maybe one day she'll teach me the magic like she can do.
[ Chai and Koyuki ]
These are my 'other mothers'. Chai is the meanest of all and sometimes she can be really scary and sometimes she can be really cool too, because she owns the house and the gardens and all sorts of neat things, so when I grow up I want to have all sorts of cool stuff just like she does. Koyuki is nicer, she makes me cookies sometimes. She's also very pretty, but very recently she has started to look like a big potato. I hope she doesn't explode. Chai told me that there are babies in growing in her tummy. I wonder if she swallowed them accidentally and that's why they are there?
[ Eden and Raziel ]
These are the babies that live in Koyuki's stomach. They haven't come out yet.
[ Angie ]
Angie is an 'aunt', not an 'ant'. She is crazy, maybe crazier than Crazy Lady. She and Crazy Lady are sister and sister, but also not by blood. I have not talked to her very much, but I like her wings.
[ Kokoro ]
Kokoro is my cousin, even though I'd rather that he be my brother instead of Circe. He belongs to Angie. We always have lots of fun together -- he, in fact, showed me that I can become water! I wish I saw him more.
[ Skye and Flarie ]
Skye and Flarie are also 'aunts'. I've met the first one, but have only heard of the other. Skye is very nice, she's smart and tall and mean to the bad people and I think if I really had a mother, I'd want her to be like her. Flarie has a pretty name and that's all I can say about her.
[ Keith ]
Keith is my other cousin! We've done many things together, like worn frilly clothes and danced and stuff like that. When I grow up, I'm going to be a sorceress that will own lots of neat stuff and can do all sorts of neat magic (like turning mean people into pigs) and Keith will be my knight I think 'cause he's good with a sword and winning against the mean people and stuff. He's good to talk to when you have problems because he thinks really well.

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I live with Cerena, Circe, and my aunts/Other Mothers Chai and Koyuki in an oriental-style mansion only a short distance away from the Fa'e HQ. The estate is divided into three areas; the main house, where Chai and Koyuki live, the expanseless gardens contained behind ivy-covered wooden walls, and the smaller guest house just besides the main house where Cerena and I live. An open-aired bridge connects the second stories of both houses.
To get to the guest-house, a visitor passes through the elaborately carved gateway set at the very edge of the property, and then he or she must follow a cobblestone-paved road up to the main house; small red spider-trees and various flowers border the path. A smaller path diverges a few feet away from the front door of the main house to lead to the guest house, and one must pass a large koi pond to get there. Once the visitor arrives there, he or she can either ring the doorbell (or, more accurately, bang the gong that serves as the doorbell) or just waltz right in. Most mail and packages are simply left at the front door, and any mail intended for Cerena or me are passed along by either Chai, Koyuki, or any of the house servants.


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[ Underworld ]
This is only what I remember of my old home, but rest assured that I forget nothing.
The Underworld is a colorless, breathless place, a mere shadow of the world Above (that is -- the world I now preside in.) There are those who will manage to escape us in their purity and naivete alone, and will dwell in happiness for the rest of their existance in Elysium -- and those are the Immortals. Those who are not so lucky must go through the trial of life again -- through me -- or else are confined to eternal torment here.
Between the world of the living and of the dead, of course, lies the great rivers and dread streams: my siblings and cousins. Oceanus winds around the world itself and comes to the Underworld as a subterreanean river. blahblahblah layout and map
My Father, Hades, rules over the land with his bride, my mother, Persephone. Only the bravest and stupidest of the living dared to visit us -- for even if they could get past Cerberus, Styx, and Acheron, he had several... ah... 'officials' to help him run things smoothly and to keep the living from interfering too much: Charon, Thanatos, and Hypnos were only a few among them. Those who are not careful may find that they are never able to escape this place; even if they do, their sanity is rarely ensured.
[ Rivers ]
Styx is the River of Hate. His waters are sworn by as unbreakable oaths. Drinking him most nearly means certain death to most mortals.
Acheron is the River of Woe. He is the one most commonly crossed when travelling to the underworld as a shade.
Cocytus is the River of Ice. I am not sure if he or she has returned to a mortal guise like my brothers Styx and Acheron.
Phlegethon is the River of Fire. I have not yet seen him either.
Memnosyne is the River of Ominscience, my twin sister; I have not yet met her either.
"Any more for Lethe, Blazes, Perdition, or the Dogs? Come along now, any more for a nice restful trip to Eternity? No more worries, no more cares, makes a lovely break!" [Charon in Aristophanes, The Frogs 210]

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[ Suliko ]
My current... 'partner'. She was introduced to me by Lady Airi -- so far we're still trying to get to know one another, but I have the feeling that she may come in handy. ...If she ever stops trying to make me over.
[ Lady Airi ]
Lady Airi is my current Mistress. <3 She is singlehandedly responsible for my reincarnation and birth, and for that I owe her a debt equal to my own life. She is said to be Fa'e just like the rest of us, so I suppose it'd make some sort of sense when I say that she's not like any of the humans I meet; there is a kind of sad air around her that I feel.. responsible to dispel. I am very glad she trusts me; for her sake I will try to play all my parts (whether it be Fa'e, spy, human, or Ancient-to-be) perfectly.
[ Sei ]
Sei is... well, I can't exactly describe him. He's odd, yes -- not in a bad way, but in that he is the only Fa'e I think I can most completely relate to. If I believed in 'best friends', I guess he'd be it.
[ Callix ]
Callix is a very interesting Fa'e-boy with whom I always have lots of fun with. He is very recently learning to speak -- which is good -- and I am thinking that perhaps he would make a very good minion, once he hurries up and grows a little bigger.
[ Zevulon ]
Zev was one of my first friends; it's true that he is older than me but it never feels like it. And unlike most other Fa'e, he doesn't seem to have any spark or seed of malice or destruction within him -- being in his presence is oddly calming.
[ Naolin ]
Naolin has feathers sticking out of his butt just like my brother. Unlike my brother, however, Naolin is far nicer and more interesting by far. He is very colorful, and has wings, and lots of markings; obviously he is someone of high standing and I would do well by keeping on his good side. Even if he was mean to Lady Airi.
[ Xochitl ]
The Xo speaks the same strange language as Naolin; I only, so far, know how to say 'hello', but maybe Naolin will teach me more so I can communicate with this strange not-Animal creature. If only so I can say: "Please learn how to speak English like the rest of us." She looks like a pineapple.
[ Lucien ]
Lucien is... nice. A little too nice. He is decent to be around, though, we always have interesting conversations, but he is otherwise rather unremarkable.
[ Riven ]
Riven is a little weird. He has no legs. He was nice enough to me when I was smaller, but I haven't seen him recently and I've heard whisperings besides of him siding against Lady Airi. It is true that I cannot believe this unless I see it for myself -- but still, a little caution around him could never hurt.
[ Keir ]
...What can I say about her? She doesn't like me nearly as much as she should, and very recently she got herself infected with the babies besides.
[ Morty ]
While we had been tentatively friends in the past, Morty is pretty much determined to view me as his enemy (even when I tried my hardest not to give him any reason to distrust me...) For now, he is my enemy as well -- if only because he is harboring Lady Airi's guardian against her wishes. Something has to be done about him; I'm not sure exactly what yet, but I'm considering something to do with an electric razor and an extreme loss of fur.

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These are the first of my Animals; they were given to me a long time ago by Luciel, Callix' guardian. I keep them in my room to guard my most precious things. We have interesting conversations at times, though they're a lot less talkative now than they were when I was a baby.

These were all given to me by Sei... Precious things. The Pisces sphere is definitely entertaining (How odd that I'd be born under a fitting star sign? Airi's power is grand indeed.) and the bamboo fountain helps me to sleep at night. The fan... Cerena tells me people use it to make themselves look pretty and elegant. I'm saving it for a special occasion.

I'm not familiar with the person who gave this to me -- 'Chibi' -- but I'm grateful nonetheless. Like Sei's fan, I'm saving this one for a special occasion.

Naolin gave me some of his feathers, which I wear in my hair -- good luck charms for when I grow my own wings! (Eventually. Just you wait and see.)

Miss Rayne -- Lucien's guardian -- gave me (or my guardian, rather) this necklace as a birth-present. It's very pretty... I wear it occasionally, but not often for fear that I might lose it.

This charm was something Keir gave to me as a symbol of our friendship when we first met on the spectacle that was Easter. I doubt she remembers it, but I keep it with the rest of my charms anyway.

This lantern is something a woman named Kit (Kanoa's guardian? Although I don't know Kanoa besides him/her/it being a furry-Fa'e-thing...) gave to me a long time ago. Admittedly it's very pretty -- I wish I could create things like this.

These markers were a gift from Cerena a long time ago. I use them to draw.

Admittedly this is one of my favorite Animals; it was given to me by both Circe and Kokoro, as a prize for earning so many tickets at the arcade.

A present given to me by Callix... It's a horrendous-looking thing but cute too, I suppose. (Though ghosts don't really look like that... How would I know? I'm not entirely sure.)

Another one of my many Animals. Callix owns the matching black one.
[ things not yet given to Lethe ]
[Star necklace] [Jeweled headband]

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[ Lethe's pets ]


I haven't the slightest what this is... She appeared shortly after Christmas and has stuck with me ever since. She is a fascinating and beautiful creature though, right? I named her Hydra. She doesn't quite have so many heads... And she isn't even in vaguely the right shape... But I like the name anyway (and she doesn't seem to mind.
[ Random Critters Occasionally Seen Around the House ]

...I think this is the bogeyman.

I have no idea what this is, other than it shows up from time to time to steal fish and swims in the various streams and ponds we have around here.

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I don't draw very often -- after all, it's not as if I need to remember or anything. Mostly I just do it for the attention, except I'm not quite good enough (yet) to actually be very popular for my art. And I'm much too impatient and busy to practice much.
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- 14|March Lethe is reborn!
15|March Lethe's first visit to the HQ!
16|March Lethe gets a star from Hoshi, and puts it on the base of her neck.
25|March Lethe first tries to speak (and says "Kay", trying to refer to Keir) and first stands up (with help from Keir.)
23|April Lethe says her first word! ..."Bye"?
08|May It is discovered that the language Lethe speaks most fluently is ancient Greek.
09|May Lethe grows into a beautiful toddler!
19|May Lethe begins to draw.
15|July Lethe and her family move into their new home.
18|September Lethe has her first experience with retrocognition.
21|October Lethe goes to prom.
26|October Lethe discovers her awesome power of turning into a puddle.
04|November Lethe goes on a trip to Greece with her family.
26|November Lethe grows into a child.
25|December Lethe's first Christmas... And the day her brother and sister are born.

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[ memorable conversations ]
- Black Duvet| cerena: +looks at the featherz in her handz and deh bloodz and ANGSTz+ i'm... bleeding..
sasuke: that's so hot :<
Cerena| ::Freaks out about kid quest:: " Kid quests usually involve the Fa'e learning about themselves OR discovering their rudimentary powers. It should not put the toddler into an overly dangerous situation, and it should be about the Fa'e, not the various NPCs and Guardians involved." I can't drown Lethe?!
Gorachii| you can drown lethe and she can discover her "rudimentary power" of uh... not dying XD;
[ Lethe's to-do list ]
complete incomplete in progress
[x] Find out certain information for Airi...
[x] Find a doctor who can fix Cerena.
[x] Pay a long-overdue visit to Callix.
[x] Talk to Naolin about learning to communicate with the Xo.
[x] ...Learn to read. And write.

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Fa'e is (c) Anya, as is the concept of journals. Lethe's official art is also (c) Anya. Lethe's character, however -- I do not own the concept of the original river Lethe, but I do own the concept of this particular reincarnation of it (including the changes to the history and her personality.) I also own the personas of all NPCs involved, though the myth base is (once again) (c) those dead Greek dudes.
The banner-bases were made by CarolineCupcake, with edits and text done by me. All art of Lethe is (c) their respective owners; it is safe to assume, however, that all art (except for the featured art in the illustrations post, and the art featured in her cert) is (c) Lethe me. Please no touch-y.
Anyone is free to post a gift, or to RP in here with my invitation, however please don't post if it's obvious that I'm in the middle of a storyline or RP. Please also make all posts In Character.
Thank you and I hope you enjoy reading Lethe's journal.


