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1/17/05: Knife has come out of hiding.
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[By Knife]

Name: Knife, Knive, Knives, Knifes...etc. Any one of those is fine.
Gender: Female. Duhrr.
Eyes: Red. Kan says they're pink. Kan LIES.
Hair: RED! Best color EVER.

Story

Er. Yeah. Story.

When it started raining in Sepia, then everything became polluted. I was playing outside, and stopped when the rain started. My mom came over and hugged me so that the rain couldn't get to me, and the next thing I knew, I was in what Kan said was a 'ballroom' and there was this shiny thing in the middle of the floor. Kan said it was a 'knife'. But that's my name. So I guess my parents named me after some shiny pointy thing? Oh well, that's okay. Knives are cool.

After that, I picked up the knife, and someone grabbed it out of my hand - talk about rude. And after that, I switched locations again, to some strange place with really huge houses and strange metal things [Kan told me afterwards that they were cars] rushing around. And that was when Kan found me. I think I was really dazed by all the location-switching at that point, but I guess it doesn't matter.

Thoughts on Kan?

Well, everyone else calls her Kanjii, but I call her Kan [prounounced like 'Kon']. It's shorter. And I think it sounds better. I mean, what kind of a name is 'Kanjii'? Eh.

She's okay. She's nice, but it seems to me she doesn't know a lot about this world either. And she plays this really big, strange instrument she calls a 'bassoon'. It's HUGE. I wanna learn how to play it, but it's like...a million times bigger than me.

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[ Commentary by Knife]

Frozen Flame: I knew it, the world has to be coming to an end. First Raith gave me something, and now of all people, Sabith's given me something. Everyone-Should-Burn-In-Hell Sabith, that is. I admit, it's really cool...it's like a fire, but it's frozen...I wonder how he made it?

Roses: Holy crap. Raith gave me something. They're pretty, too...

Pocket Knife: From Bane. Then I used it to slash Raith and made him bleed, so then he took it back. ._.;
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[Commentary by Knife]

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Dawn :: Haven't seen her around lately, but you really can't place her anywhere else BUT the Friendlist. I mean, she's cute, and bubbly and cheerful and dumb, I guess, but in a cute kind of a way. How is it possible for ANYONE to hate her?

Sabith :: He's not as bad as I thought he was. He was actually pretty nice, when I saw him for...the...second or third time in the tunnels, experimenting with fire. He even somehow let me control fire for 15 days, and it was probably the best 15 days of my life.

Dahring :: [Kanjii says his name is Aleah, but he doesn't like being called that.] I haven't seen him a lot either, but he's pretty nice too, even though I think he knows that I don't like Jani and he's really devoted to her. I respect him because he can do that - I know I probably couldn't be cordial towards someone who was a really good friend towards someone I didn't like. [Sabith and Raith aren't really good friends in my opinion, kay?]

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Raith :: Geez. He ought to be on everyone's hatelist. He's rude, arrogant, mean, and just...well...Let's say that I'd like to stab him again.

Reign :: Finally learned his name! Reign's the metal fox, and Kanjii absolutely loves him, though I don't know why. He's kinda...shifty, and annoying, and if he sees you, he'll hate you, and even if he doesn't, he'll hate you anyway. The only person he actually likes is Kanjii's demon fox, who I've never met. Still, he's probably just as bad as Reign.

Jani :: Yeah, we used to be really good friends. But she won't even stand up for herself, and when I was defending her like any goddamn good friend should do, she yelled at me! I mean, what the ********?

Bane :: He [and partly Aleah, but Aleah's a lot nicer] started this whole mess with me and Jani. If it weren't for him whining about how Jani's always ignoring him while Aleah's around, Jani and I wouldn't hate each other.

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Hui :: He seemed pretty nice when he was around, and I guess he has good intentions because he stopped me from stabbing Raith to death. I wonder where he's been lately?
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[Commentary by KANJII! >D]

Okay, so I've been doing some thinking. This is my theory on Knife's 'power'.

Knife's ancestors were soldiers. Whether they were drafted or they volunteered doesn't really matter. They were probably filled with thoughts of heroism and glory and fame gained from fighting for their country and people on the battlefield when they'd never been in battle, let alone kill someone.

So, they'd go out and battle and find out that killing people was actually pretty tough. So they probably didn't kill their enemies, but all's fair in love and war [or whatever that saying is, I don't remember or care] so as soon as they showed their opponents pity, they'd get stabbed or shot or head chopped off or whatever. They'd get killed by someone they tried to spare.

Knife's ancestors also aren't the type to care about others more than themselves. Well, maybe they did the whole give-food-to-random-hobos, but they wouldn't do the kill-self-to-save-hobos thing. Or get-self-killed-by-enemy-because-you-don't-want-to-kill-them, in this case. They wanted to survive, but their personalities and consciences wouldn't allow themselves to kill people for their own sake.

And so they developed their alter-egos. The alter-egos were violent, sadistical, and bloodthirsty. Their thoughts mainly consisted of 'Screw righteousness, I want to see blood and carnage' and so they go on a...killing spree. However, the only way to awaken these alter-egos is to spill blood first. Well, cutting people is easy, and it doesn't rest too heavily on the conscience. As soon as the alter-egos sense blood, they awaken and take control, and so the murder starts.

This was considered a 'power' back in Knife's ancestors' time, because it unlocked people who were willing to fight, willing to kill. Most people aren't crazy psychopath killers and don't want to murder. They would be hesitant in battle, try to decide whether they should kill or not, which would cost them dearly. So they hid behind their masks, their alter-egos, allowing them to do the killing.

However, this also had a negative effect at the same time. After the alter-egos went to sleep again, the shock, guilt, and horror would be doubled. First, they would think, Oh god, I've just killed a lot of people, and then they'd think And I was happy and ecstatic while spilling others' blood. As a result, most of Knife's ancestors probably suicided early in their life.

Still, this power became genetic and was handed down from generation to generation, and so Knife has it as well.

It's not really the best of powers, and now, in this world, time, and place, where there really isn't much need for fighting, Knife's alter-ego is more of a weakness than a power.

And, well, that's my theory. Most likely won't be right, but it was interesting coming up with it.

- Kanjii

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Meh, tired, don't feel like organizing. So this might be confusing to anyone who reads it.

Well, so I'm done with that theory and I still feel like writing. More accurately, I feel like writing about the alter-egos.

What I'd really like to know about them is more of what they're like. Are they 'solid', in the sense that they are almost like seperate people? Do they have personalities aside from the 'I like to kill things' attitude? Do they have likes and dislikes? Different names? Memories?

Using Knife as an example. Do Knife and her alter-ego have different souls, or are they one?

I'm guessing that if Knife dies, so does her alter-ego. Or does her alter-ego wander off in search of someone else? Maybe her alter-ego isn't really an alter-ego, maybe it's a kind of twisted guardian angel that follows Knife's family tree, posessing generation after generation.

Eh. I wouldn't know.
Reserved >D
[1/18/05]

Kanjii
Neither Knife nor Reign have told me why they were fighting. I hope they'll do so in their own time, but I guess I won't bother them about it anymore.

As I was walking home from school today, I noticed the new layer of snow and how sparkly it was, and since it wasn't all that cold, as soon as I got home I bundled Knife up in winter gear and took her outside to play in the snow, thinking she would like it.

She did.

Actually, I think she had more fun tackling me to the ground and pelting me with snow than actually playing in the snow, but oh well. I guess it's fine, as long as she has fun. Of course, I spent like...an hour in the shower afterwards, just enjoying the hot water. I probably nearly boiled myself, but that's alright.


Knife
Kan took me out to play outside today. I love the snow, it's so wet and soft and you can throw it at people. It's lots of fun. Though I don't understand why people like to make snow-people with snow. Isn't it more fun to use the snow to throw at people rather than to make sculptures? I think it's more fun to throw it.

Well, Kan disappeared after that, up the stairs. I followed her, but I couldn't find her, though I found this scary place that was covered by a curtain and there were loud noises from behind it, like a waterfall. It kinda scared me, so I left afterwards.

I couldn't find Reign, but that's okay, because I still don't have a revenge plot.

I did find this strange carrot though, on Kan's pillow. The leaves were kinda blue-ish and yellow and black, and the carrot wasn't orange, it was also yellow and black. It's pretty, though, so I'm not going to try to eat it. I don't even think you can eat it. I took it off the pillow and put it on my pillow, in my room. It looks better there.
[1/23/05]
Kanjii
Wow, the Sepias are coming out like crazy. Bane yesterday, and both Janika and Hui today. I'm glad they come out quick though.

Today was nice. In the morning, I had to go shovel snow with my grandmother, and it wasn't looking too good. I mean, we have like...six-eleven inches of snow out here. Then, one of those snow-shoveling trucks came and shoveled all the snow off our driveway. I thought that was awfully nice of him.

Knife didn't really care about the niceness of the man driving the truck, but she was extremely fascinated by the truck itself. She's seen cars before, but never one really up close. So before I could do anything, she had ran over to the truck and climbed up the shovel, onto the car's hood.

I had to run over there and pull her off, then apologize and thank the driver. Then I had to explain to Knife what cars were. She had so many questions about cars, it wasn't funny. I don't know anything about cars, so half the stuff I had to make up.

I'll try and get one of the others to explain what a car is to Knife later.

Knife
We were shoveling snow today [though that's rather pointless, I mean, why do we have to shovel it? Can't we just throw it at people walking by? Or can't we get one of those really cool things that eat the snow and then spit it out? Those look awesome.] and then this really big, freaky thing came up and something that looked like a big shovel attached to the front moved and the thing started to push all the snow off the driveway.

I want one of those things - Kan called it a 'car'. Then she gave me a really weird explanation about motors and electromagnetic-something and some really strange thing about the planet's axis and tilt and north magnetic pole and south geographic pole. I dunno. I think she was making it up.

I climbed up onto the thing - the car - and there was a PERSON inside of it. A PERSON. I think this car thing eats people. Now I really want one.

Kan pulled me off the car and then she apologized to the eaten person. I dunno why she was apologizing. I think she should've tried to cut open the car's belly and rescue him from digestion.
[1/27/05]
Kanjii
Okay.

Reign's gone.

Disappeared.

Left.

Maybe for good.

I don't know.

I really don't know what to say.

Knife
Kan's been all strange lately. Then again, after meeting Raith, I think I feel pretty strange too.

I mean, I never thought it was even possible for me to hate someone as much as I hate Raith.

I think it's impossible for someone to actually like Raith.

He's sick, he's mean, he's...well. I can't describe him.

He's worse than that metal fox.

Speaking of that metal fox, I finally got my revenge on it. I picked it up and threw it at Raith, and it even dazed Raith a little. Which was pretty satisfying.

But I think Kan's acting all strange because that metal fox has disappeared. He got angry at everyone, then Sabith stuck him to the ceiling, and Kan let him down, and then I think I heard the metal fox running off and saying that he was going away.

Kan really likes him. I don't know why. What does she see in him? Sabith had asked. I wonder what she sees in him as well.

But. Geez. That Raith. He's horrible. I hate him so much. Grr.

All the other Sepias are really nice too. Obviously Jani's awesome, Bane is too. Hui seems really shy, and I haven't talked to him much. He seems to disappear and wander off a lot. And then there's Sabith Sabith...whom hasn't come out yet. Though Kan says that the Sepia Sabith seems a little...apathetic. Whatever that means.

I haven't seen Aleah a lot. I think I saw him while I was fighting with Raith. His eye was all strange. It didn't really shine a lot, and it was completely black. And his other eye was covered by bandages.

I felt really weird half-way through the fight with Raith. I think I spaced out, or dozed off [how's that possible? I was in the middle of a fight!], because I was seeing something that wasn't around me...like I was somewhere else. It felt like I was somewhere far, far away...and then that stupid Raith had talk at me and wake me up, and now I can't remember anything of what I saw.

Back to Raith again. Arrgh. He thinks he's so smart just because he knows more about this world than we do. And I don't think he likes girls very much. He didn't really insult Hui and Bane and Aleah at all, but he was terrible towards Jani and I.

I wonder what happened to him in his life? I was thinking, maybe he just needs a friend.

...Yeah, right. I doubt it. And even if he does need a friend, it sure as hell won't be me.
[1/31/05]
Kanjii
Note reads:

'Go away. I'm not here. Fishing for Grathin.'
Kanjii
"Note reads:

'Go away. I'm not here. Fishing for Grathin.'"

Well, I know that Kan's gone now. She's been gone for a while. Anyway, she sent me a letter today, sending two pictures where two other Sepias are hiding, and telling me that another Sepia, Sabith came out.

Apparently, Sabith doesn't even look human. I saw him today. He has these weird fin-like things coming out of his head, and kinda looks like a lizard - not really, though. And he seems really anti-social. He didn't really say much, because he came in, then left. But something about him told me that he was probably somewhat like Raith.

And obviously, that won't mean anything good.

Anyway, he's gone for now, which is okay.

The carrot I had disappeared, and I don't know when. Kan probably found it and took it back.
[02/01/05]
Kanjii
Note reads:

'Go away. I'm not here. Fishing for Grathin.'
Knife
I'm scaring myself.

I wanted to write in this yesterday, but I knew that I had to get some sleep.

I attacked Raith. With a pocket knife. Bane had given it to me, some sort of gift for some special holiday people celebrate here, and then Raith came. It's not my fault that he got me all angry. He should've known what was coming.

Still, I feel guilty. And scared. I was happy. That's sick, and twisted, and...

My mom and dad, they hated people who hurt others. People like me. I miss them. I hope they made it here too. But then again, I guess they wouldn't want to see me again, since I slashed at Raith with the pocket knife.

He was defenseless, too. He didn't have a weapon to fight back with.

I don't get it. How can I be happy when I've drawn blood? I think about it now, and I feel all sick.

Stupid Raith.

The others probably won't want to talk with me anymore. I think I'll just stay away from them for a while. Just in case.

I miss Kan. I wish she would come back. She'd probably know what to do.
[02/01/05]
Kanjii
Raith's right. I really AM a terrible caretaker. Trope's ignoring me, Ryou and Reign are gone, and so is Knife.

Feh.

Oh well, they'll all turn up/become better sooner or later. Well, Reign's personality probably won't change, but that's just Reign for you. I really feel bad about Trope though. Ten days old, and only now I've taken notice of him.

I hope Knife's okay. Last I saw of her, she looked really cold. I hope she doesn't get sick.
Knife
Kan's come back. Finally. And she didn't find anything. Though she keeps hinting at another Sepia. I wish that she'd just be straightforward and tell me what she found.

Well, at least I still don't have to deal with that metal fox. I wonder if it has a name? Bah. I don't care, actually.

I'm still down underground, in the tunnel. Brought this journal along with me anyway. It's really, really cold, and I think I'll get sick, but at least no one's here to bother me. I think Kan's still out there somewhere, looking for me. Oh well.

I did come out once, when I heard Kan call out. But the two Sepias I hate most in the world were with her, Raith, and that alien Sabith. After I saw them, it seemed that the temperature dropped drastically. I became really cold after that. Maybe it was just the cave. Still, it hasn't warmed up in the tunnel after that.

Oh! I found this gem or stone in the tunnel. It was in my hair, or something. Probably dropped from the ceiling, I guess. I'm going to give it to Jani whenever I see her again, for this 'valentyne's day' thing. I need to find a present for Bane, too, and maybe Hui and Dahring.

I'm not giving ANYTHING to Raith or Sabith. Meh.

There are three new Sepias, and one of them is Jani's new little sister! Fromage calls her 'Hammer'. She looks awesome, like a psychopath or something. I wish she'd come out soon, I'm sure that she'll be just as cool as Jani.

Cristafori looks like he's going to get verbally beaten up by Raith. 'Happy-go-lucky'. Raith might even hate him even more than he hates me. Well, then again, that's a lot of hate.

Meryl...is...strange. We don't know ANYTHING about Meryl. Not even her gender.
[02/01/05]
Kanjii
I'm getting really worried about Reign. I hope he's okay.
Knife
I'm miserable. I'm cold, sick, and my throat's always tickling and it makes my eyes water.

I don't cry though. Only sissies cry.

But I am miserable.

I don't want to write.

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