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                                                        • ๐Ÿ๐ž๐›๐ซ๐ฎ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ก, ๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ–

                                                          At some point in the night, after many cigarettes, more than enough alcohol, and few messes that he had drunkenly walked away from, Bentley had finally found the couch after Cherise put him on some what of a time out. When it all happened Bentley wanted to be angry, instead he had felt tired, rolling his eyes like a petulant child before parking himself for the night. Thatโ€™s when, the girl from earlier, showed up again, this time a lot more drunk too, taking a seat next to him and deciding now would be a good time for small talk. It was funny, as little as Bentley talked, it spurred her to talk even more. As little attention Bentley gave her, it encouraged her to act, and thatโ€™s how he found himself making out with her right there in that room.

                                                          Bentley would be lying if he said he hadnโ€™t leaned in, kissed her back, ran his hand through her hair and locked her in place so he could take more from her. There had been no one else since Diane, no one else like this since the last time they had hooked up, Bentley was only human, and drunk, and hurt on everything that had happened today and the days that had lead up to this entire mess. It was when this girl, whoโ€™s name he couldnโ€™t even remember from hours ago, pulled away and whispered in his ear, โ€œLetโ€™s go upstairs,โ€ did the bliss he was feeling break away and drag all those simmering feelings back up to the surface. โ€œI canโ€™t,โ€ he said shaking his head as he looked away from her, โ€œI have someone else,โ€ and even though it was a half truth, he knew one this was for sure, she wasnโ€™t Diane.

                                                          If he was being honest, he didnโ€™t know how to feel after making out with this girl but he didnโ€™t have much time to sit with those feelings because before he knew it him and Cherise were stumbling outside, Bentley more than happy to drink more and forget the rest of the night. He listened as she babbled, quickly grabbing the shot off the counter and throwing it back as if he had done this a million times before. โ€œShe kissed me, we made out, thatโ€™s it,โ€ he said slowly, highlighting the fact that she initiated but leaving out the parts about how badly he wanted it to continue at first and where it could have led if it did. โ€œIt was fine, I guess, youโ€™re friend is really straight forward,โ€ and to be honest he was appreciative of it, finally someone who told him exactly what they wanted, but of course, Bentley didnโ€™t say that. Instead he decided he wasnโ€™t quite drunk enough, grabbing the bottle they were just pouring shots out of and drinking it straight from the source.

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                                                                      ๐Ÿ—“๏ธ february ninth, 2018 3:48pm

                                                                      ๐Ÿ“ aaron's apartment, CO

                                                                      ๐Ÿ‘ค @bjh

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              xx๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜† ๐—ท๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—ฏ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ฒ

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                                                        • ๐Ÿ๐ž๐›๐ซ๐ฎ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ก, ๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ–

                                                          It all happened so fast, the bottle reaching his lips, Cheriseโ€™s quick reaction, the bottle smashing to pieces on the floor. Bentley was no stranger of intense situations, the loud noise hardly phasing him as his hand reached up to his cheek, pulling away to see that he was bleeding. โ€All good,โ€ this wasnโ€™t the first time and it probably wouldnโ€™t been the last. Bentley simply wiped the blood on his jeans and reached for something else to fill the void, this was very much the pattern of the rest of the night.

                                                          At some point he could remember Cherise excusing herself and doing the same soon after, but his muddled brain had him stopped on the side of the house, intentions forgot as he pulled his phone out of his pocket instead of his lighter and pack of cigarettes. Bentley hardly had any thoughts in his head as his back leaned against the wall, making probably the worst, or best, decision of the night.

                                                          โ€œDiane, hello?โ€ His voice came out in a whisper as if he was surprised she had even answered in the first place being that it was late at night or better yet, very early in the morning. โ€œI miss you,โ€ Bentley closed his eyes momentarily, opening them immediately after due to the wave of nausea that crashed over him, intensifying how drunk he was just a few hours ago. โ€œNo, I miss you. Listen, please,โ€ he begged, afraid she would hang up, the liquid courage pushing him to get out the toughest parts.

                                                          โ€œIโ€™m sorry, for everything, and I know you probably donโ€™t want to hear it, but Milo doesnโ€™t deserve you, I do.โ€ The petulant pout on his lips as he pursed them, even in his state knowing that the statement wasnโ€™t true, but he continued, โ€œOr, maybe I donโ€™t. But, I miss us.โ€ His voice now sounded a little wet, apparent he was holding back tears, who knew Bentley was an emotional drunk, not him, being that he preferred drugs over alcohol over the past year. โ€œNo, Iโ€™m fine, I mean,โ€ He shook his head, no longer making sense, as if Diane could physically see him in this state, โ€œI should probably go now. I need to go back to Aaronโ€™s in the morning, orโ€” yeah. Sweet dreams, I love you. Tell Scout I love her too,โ€ the alcohol in his brain causing him to trail off again, โ€œI bet sheโ€™s sleeping right now, andโ€”โ€

                                                          โ€œBentley, do you have a lighter,โ€ his eyes looked up and away from the quiet lowlight, only a few people now lingering in the early hours of the morning. โ€œYeah, here,โ€ he said as he pulled it from his pocket, his phone away from his ear too by accident, maybe he was still a little drunk. As he looked at Dianeโ€™s name across his phone the heart and flowers that accompanied it stared back at him before he mumbled, โ€œHold on, I could use a cigarette too,โ€ just as he hung up the phone.

                                                          The cigarette was nearly down to nothing when Cherise had found him and yet he carelessly extended the last bit to her, he had been sharing the entire night, it was out of habit at this point. When she refused he blew the smoke out over his shoulder, away from the two of them. โ€œIโ€™ll catch you later,โ€ he said as he acknowledged Cherise, passing it over carefully even in his drunken state. โ€œOr maybe I wonโ€™t,โ€ Bentley shrugged before the two walked away and out the side gate.

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                                                            • MONTH DAY๏ผŒ ๏ผ’๏ผ๏ผ‘๏ผ˜

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                                                                      ๐Ÿ—“๏ธ february fourteenth, 2018 8:14am

                                                                      ๐Ÿ“ aaron's apartment, CO

                                                                      ๐Ÿ‘ค scout ๐ŸŒฑ

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                                                          It took him a second to realize where he was as he was shaken awake and dragged into the closet by Cherise, it wasnโ€™t until he was jammed in there with all of her things, listening as she spoke to Diane on the other side did his brain start to catch up. Bentley hardly remembered last night, he remembered arriving to the party, throwing back a bunch of shots, making out with some girl, and thatโ€™s around the time things began to grow super fuzzy. The only thing he was sure of at this very moment though was the ache at his temple and the incessant need to throw up creeping up and down his throat.

                                                          When Diane finally left he opened up the door and winced at the unwelcome amount of light that was pouring through the room. She left and yet her presence still stood between them, the both of them knowing that Bentley had been eavesdropping, as if he had any other choice. โ€œI need to get back to Aaronโ€™s,โ€ he said before Cherise could say anything else. There were a million missed phone calls and texts, he knew what he would be walking into when he got back but anything was better than being here. โ€œIโ€™ll catch you later, Cherise,โ€ and the moment he said it was the moment he realized he only had one option of leaving.

                                                          Bentley had done this a hundred times before, out the window, across the roof, and down the side of the house, the only difference was that he had never done it drunk, or at least he still thought he was thanks the vertigo on his entire way down. Needless to say, Bentley stumbled as he landed, and vomited on the way back, making sure he collected himself as much as possible before walking through the door of Aaronโ€™s apartment.

                                                          Aaron and Eleanor were waiting for him, Bentley could only question for how long, the stream of immediate questions were enough to guess that it had been a while. โ€œI donโ€™t know?โ€ and truthfully, he didnโ€™t. He only realized he had the scratch on his face a half hour ago on his walk back to the apartment, putting two and two together that itโ€™s probably where the blood on his jeans had come from as well or least thatโ€™s what he hoped.

                                                          But of course, it didnโ€™t stop there, Bentleyโ€™s hair was a messy, his entire body reeked of smoke, his clothes were a day old, the worried look on Aaronโ€™s face was warranted. He had every right to ask these questions, especially after his track record, and yet Bentley was tired and angry. Just like Aaron he was trying to figure out what happened too, no answers to be found yet, his patience running thin. โ€œI mean, I donโ€™t know. ********, I donโ€™t know. Just, let it go. Iโ€™m back and thatโ€™s what matters, right?โ€ It was just then that he had decided that alcohol hangovers were far worse than ones he got from doing drugs.

                                                          This conversation was going no where, a lot of back and fourth, and lot of I donโ€™t knows, and it apparently wasnโ€™t good enough for either of them. Bentley had half a mind to walk away, his shoes already forgotten in the entryway and he probably would have except for the events that followed stopped him. It all happened in slow motion, the way Aaron shoved Eleanorโ€™s hands off him with more force than what was necessary, her stumbling back and looking at him just as surprised as he was.In all their time together, Bentley had never seen Aaron act so carelessly towards Eleanor. It begged the immediate questions, was Aaron okay, and was this what he had looked like to other people.

                                                          It was such an ugly feeling, seeing it from an outside perspective, from someone who carried themselves so well and unbothered. Bentley couldn't help but finally snap, โ€œDiane happened, what the ******** else! I just needed to forget, so I did. I got drunk, and before you ask, no I didnโ€™t do any drugs.โ€ He didnโ€™t think he did anyway, he was almost sure, these aches were different than ones he would have after popping pills. โ€œIโ€™m done with this ******** conversation,โ€ Bentley didnโ€™t need permission to leave, or at least thatโ€™s what he told himself as he walked down the hall and slammed the door of the make shift room given to him.

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                                                                      ๐Ÿ—“๏ธ february thirteenth, 2018 7:28pm

                                                                      ๐Ÿ“ downtown, CO

                                                                      ๐Ÿ‘ค eden ๐Ÿšฌ

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                                                                      goldenlies Minolta 7si, 35mm, home, CO. โ€”

                                                                      goldenlies Here's to forever ๐Ÿ’›

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