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Hello and welcome to my search thread!


. . . I do hope you are here searching for a quality one-on-one roleplaying partner for a long-term, advanced-literate roleplay, because otherwise you have wandered into the wrong thread. However, if that is what you are looking for, then please let me give you a quick overview of what I am looking for in a roleplay, and roleplaying partner, so that you know whether to bother reading any further.




When I say "advanced-literate", I do not mean to imply that I expect x paragraphs, or y words in each post; I mean that I want a roleplay that is deep, detailed, and immersive, with wonderfully complex and evolving characters and a powerful and thought-provoking storyline.

I want rich and expansive settings that feel like entire worlds, and I want to be able to see, hear, smell, taste and feel that world, just as my character would.

I want stories that really move me emotionally - stories that sometimes scare me, make me smile or bring tears to my eyes - I don't just want to physically feel the world around my character, I want to feel the emotions of the story, too.

I like modern, fantasy and science fiction settings, and I prefer a touch of the fantastic, but I am flexible.

I like romance, but I don't want romance to be the sole or even the main focus, and I will not do roleplays where two characters are "supposed" to fall in love (if love between two characters will happen, it will happen naturally in the course of the story, and it will probably take some time).

I love adventures, and mysteries.

I prefer adult stories, and by "adult" I do not mean pornographic or even erotic, I mean stories that you would not find in a children's book. Tales of betrayal, complex conflicts where there is no black or white but only grays, deeply flawed characters (and a character with an arbitrarily tragic past who is just sullen about life is not deeply flawed), and things that scare me, make me cry or make me think; all of these things, for me, are love.

I play female main characters, because that is what I identify with, but I have no objection to playing male supporting characters; I don't care whether you prefer to play male or female leads.

I strongly prefer PMs.




. . . And that's what I am looking for. If you find what you have read this far appealing, then I think we could make great roleplaying music together, and I would love to hear from you - there is really no need to read further. Everything else in this thread is just miscellaneous information about me and what I've done in the past, and some links to other things I am involved in. It may help spark inspiration, but you don't have to read any of it - there are no hidden passwords or any such nonsense there, and (I hope) no big surprises.


. . . You may think that I have forgotten to mention quite a few details about my roleplaying preferences - like what genres I prefer, what types of relationships I like, and so on - but the truth is that I'm very flexible about those kinds of details. What I really, really want is a story that I can immerse myself in......... the precise details and mechanics of that story, I'm quite open to anything, including things I have never tried before. I have also not mentioned any pre-planned plots. I don't have a library of plots ready to go, because I would rather work with you to build our own custom plot, but I can certainly suggest dozens of ideas at the drop of a hat, if you need starting suggestions.


. . . If you would like to contact me, I would recommend using PMs, because I often use bump services to bump the thread, and replies posted here will probably get lost.


Thank you for your time!


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. . . How to contact me

. . . About me

. . . My roleplaying rules

. . . My current roleplays

. . . Sample characters

. . . Sample posts

. . . Honourable mentions

. . . Dishonourable mentions

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. . . A number of people have told me that they felt nervous about getting in touch with me. I don't bite!

. . . All you have to do is send me a PM and introduce yourself, and if you have any roleplaying desires, just go ahead and let me know. As long as you're not rude, I can hardly be offended by any of that. I promise I'm not an uppity b***h, so don't be shy about just saying hi and asking for what you'd like.

. . . Don't worry about the fact that I keep saying I'm "advanced-literate", and that I want "advanced-literate" roleplays. All I mean by that is that I want you to get in to the roleplay, and I will, too. I don't need you to have perfect spelling or grammar, or to be a professional writer, and I don't want you to write thousands of words of text for each post. Just make the characters human - flaws and all, with complexity and depth - and work with me to make our world large and alive, and the story involved and changing. And of course, you won't be doing that alone - I'll be doing my share, too.

. . . So don't be afraid! If you're intrigued, please send me a PM!

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. . . My name is Saria, and I have been roleplaying for a few years now, in guild, forum and one-on-one roleplays.


. . . For a long time I was deeply involved in the roleplaying scene. I was the creator of Gaia’s first and largest literate yuri roleplaying guild, and I ran it for years. I also ran Gaia’s largest yuri roleplaying directory for years. A while ago, I decided to step back and hand over the reins to a new guard, and since then I have been enjoying myself quietly on the sidelines.


. . . I do not like to give out too much personal information to strangers, so I will just say that I am female, over 20, and living in Toronto.

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If you wish to end our roleplay, for whatever reason, please tell me.

The one and only thing that I do NOT tolerate is people who just ditch without notice. I am not referring to people who have to abandon a roleplay if a crisis comes up in real life, I am talking about people who just get bored and walk away. If that is the way you handle a roleplay that is not going your way, leave this thread now. And if you do that to me, do not ever contact me again, for anything.


Advanced literacy is a must.

I do not ask for volumes of text from my partner, and I am not a grammar Nazi. What I mean by "advanced literate" is that I want depth and complexity in character, setting and scene. I want you to swallow me up in the world of your character, and I promise to do the same on my part.


Original stories only, no fandoms.

I do not follow any of the more popular fandoms, and I know very little about them. Whenever I try to play one, I never feel that I am doing it right to satisfy my partner, and I have never had a partner say they were satisfied with my effort. Just ask, and I can provide you with a deeply textured and rich setting and storyline, or we can make one together; we can even make one loosely based on your favourite fandom, but only very loosely.


I don't do "limits".

I roleplay to experience stories, not to get my jollies. "Limits" make no sense to me; my "limits" are whatever the "limits" of the story are. Obviously in a slice of life story about people living in modern Toronto, bloody violence is a little inappropriate. But in a story about knights in the Dark Ages, bloody violence is rather necessary for making the setting real. If you have "limits", then it is your responsibility to state them upfront; but I have no "limits" other than what the story deserves.


Work with me.

I can provide settings and story lines, but I will not provide all the settings or story lines. If you cannot provide some creative advancement to the story, I will end it. I will also end it if you are trying to control all of the story, and forcing me to work around you. A roleplay is a cooperative effort, so we should cooperate to make it work.


I am very easy-going.

Despite the rules you see here, I am quite flexible, and happy to try something new or different with a good roleplaying partner. Feel free to contact me via PM, and I will happily work with you to make a new story, or help you add some detail and flavour to an idea that you already have. If there is anything you want in order to be satisfied, just ask, and I will be happy to help.

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          Legend
          . Waiting - The roleplay is active and running, and I am currently waiting on a response.
          . Working on a response! - The roleplay is active and running, and I am currently working on a response.
          . Have I been abandoned? - As far as I know, the roleplay is active and running, but I have been waiting on a response for over two months.
          . Closed. - The roleplay has ended normally.





. In Pools of Green Fire
1x1 private roleplay with surrus

Archaeologist Veronica Andrews stumbles on ancient Ojibwe wood scrolls, and a whole new world when those scrolls turn out to contain lost magical spells. Now she is being trained by Morgan, the last survivor of a society of mages, in preparation for the coming return of magic to the world, while mysterious forces are at work around them.

Current status: Waiting



. Even Across Space and Time
1x1 private roleplay with Casey666

Janisha Bhatnagar and Tempest Eirheart are dying of terminal illnesses, have themselves frozen and shot into space on a 10 year orbit in the year 2120, expecting to wake up in 20-30 years to the faces of their somewhat older loved ones. But something goes wrong and the pod is lost, and recovered 500 years later.

Current status: Have I been abandoned?

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. . . Here are some characters from roleplays I have done or planned in the past, to give you an idea of what my style is like, and what I am capable of.


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                        Saria Mithril

                        . . . From one of my earliest roleplays, Saria (named after myself, because that was the easy thing to do at the time) is actually five characters in one. Saria herself is an unassuming Canadian engineer with a somewhat wry outlook on life, but she has the memories of four past lives. There is the 19th century Virgina slave Lucille Cartman (1815CE-1851CE), wandering vagrant swordswoman Akane Sagara (1751CE-1813CE) from Japan, autistic Italian violin savant Catarina Cellini (1678CE-1729CE) and Aglaonice/Chryseis (453BCE-418BCE), a Grecian girl sold into servitude to a false philosopher.



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                        Saria of the Burning Blade

                        . . . From my first PM roleplay, Saria was an enigma. She was found lying naked in a field, unable to walk, stand, speak or even breathe, although she learned to do all of these things quickly. To those around her, she seemed simple, cheerful, and as harmless as a fly. But as the story progressed, it was revealed that Saria was not what she seemed. In fact, Saria's true form was actually a Grand Dragon, and she had, in her former life, been known as Saria of the Burning Blade, the Silver Wind, a warrior of such ferocity and power that it was said that she made it rain with the blood of her enemies until the rivers flowed red. The gods had reincarnated the great and fierce warrior dragon in human form, but for what reason? Unfortunately, that was never revealed.



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                        Rain

                        . . . Rain is a rogue, one of the very few Lucid Dreamers offered a chance to become a Dream Guardian, and one of an even smaller number that turned that offer down. Openly defiant and obsessed with her crusade to uncover the truth of Dream, Rain straddles the fine line between good and evil. She plays fast and loose with the laws of Dream, provoking both the Dream Guardians and the terrible Night Mare, and is often a danger to anyone around her. Despite that, she is stubbornly loyal to her friends, and feels loss so deeply that each time someone she cares about passes, it almost destroys her.



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                        Veronica "Nica" Masire

                        . . . Nica is a spoiled, self-absorbed tart from Botswana, come to the big city to pursue a career in modeling, acting, singing......... she's not really sure which, she just knows she is destined to be famous. But don't be fooled by her shallow exterior; Nica grew up among the wildlife on the plains of Botswana, and is tough as nails. She is also devilishly clever and self-reliant. And now, with the ability to throw around exploding fireballs, Nica don't take no s**t from no one.



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                        Delta Andrews

                        . . . Del is a lifelong nerd; even she cannot deny that. All through her youth, she was socially awkward, far more comfortable with books than boys. But as she was finishing up university, she had a long-term boyfriend, and everything was looking up. That is, until she was abruptly dumped with a nasty break up where she was insulted about everything from her reserved personality to her weight. At first, Del was heartbroken, but now she's mad, and she has decided that the best revenge is looking good. Through intensive exercise, dieting, and study of how to be socially successful, she has reinvented herself as an outgoing, thrill-seeking girl, and is determined to prove to the world and herself that she is capable of cutting loose and being fun.


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. . . Here are some posts from roleplays I have done in the past, to give you an idea of what my style is like, and what I am capable of.


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Veronica pulled her head out of the impression she had made in the pillow when she dived into bed the previous night, and miserably blinked the sleepy-eye away while she contemplated the reversed mirror-image of her face. She rolled off the mattress onto the floor, but the piles of clothes around her bed rose to the same height as the bare mattress, so there was nowhere to fall to or from. She lay there for a long time waiting for her headache to pass. It never did. But eventually Nica grew tired of waiting.

Gracelessly, and with moans that would terrify young children, Nica picked herself up, and searched through the piles of clothing with her toes to find something for the day. What she chose, she used to toes to toss onto the mattress that served as her bed. Her disdain for thick, bulky fabrics meant she had to layer: black tights and tank top, beige nappa leather light jacket, and then her cousin's yellow and black padded leather motorcycle racing outfit. If he knew she was using it, he would probably object, but would never have the balls to outright refuse her if she pressed the issue. If he knew she was using his bike, he would strenuously object, and he might just have the testicular fortitude to put his foot down and keep it down on that matter, so she forgot to mention it every time he visited from college. Thankfully, her uncle had also forgotten to mention it, likely because he would find himself tasked with being the one who had to keep it from her while her cousin was away, and he did not want that kind of hassle in his allegedly complicated life.

While she repiled her clothes - there was order in the chaos of her room, as she always tried to explain to her uncle, but it took a specially chaotic mind to see it - she thanked her lucky stars that Uncle Modisa had not been in a mood to bother her this morning. Whenever he was miserable or bored, or when the store was particularly busy, he would start her day early with pounding on her door. Then would follow the inevitable lecture about how lazy she was, and how ungrateful she was for the opportunity he was giving her to work in his shop. She was grateful, she really was, but she had bigger goals in America than just working in her uncle's clothing store - and she had to work on those goals just as hard or harder than she had to work in his store.

Making her uncle understand that her goals extended beyond the walls of his store - apparently the limit of his world - was difficult enough when her goals made sense. Since the strange arrival of her mysterious pendant, her goals had changed. It was difficult enough to get her uncle to understand her goal to get into showbusiness, to get him to understand this............. would be impossible.

On the aluminium shelving that served as just about the only furniture in her room, she sought out the box and note that had come with the pendant. Since running into others like Angel and herself last night, the words of the note had weighed heavy on her mind, and she wanted another look to see if they were as dire as she remembered:

Time is running out. Seek your brothers and sisters. Trust no-one but them.

Hope lies with you all.


"Time is running out." Nica fingered the pendant thoughtfully. "Seek your brothers and sisters." If Angel was a sister, and Ghost was a brother........ and that annoying fool, too......... then she was a fool for letting them get away. Her best chance to meet up with them again was to go back to the last place she had seen them. But it was way too early - Angel only jumps late at night.

While she took a cold shower, got dressed and a grabbed a Pop Tart and Diet Coke for breakfast, she thanked her lucky stars that Uncle Modisa was wasn't in a mood to bother her this morning. Or........... afternoon. That meant that it wasn't too busy downstairs, and he wasn't in a bad mood, so she had a good chance of being able to go out without getting the usual lecture about how lazy she was, and how ungrateful she was for the opportunity he was giving her to work in his shop. She was grateful, she really was, but she had bigger goals in America than just working in her uncle's clothing store - and she had to work on those goals just as hard or harder than she had to work in his store.

Today, though, she had no desire to work, or to do anything else but see about the events of the previous night.

Since she had first seen Angel fall from the sky, she had gone back there every night to see whether she would see her again. Her persistence had been rewarded: Angel had jumped several nights since then. But last night was the first night she had seen........... others. Ghost, and that annoying guy.

It seemed imperative that she find them again.

And the only way that she knew how to do that........... was to go back to the scene. Even if it meant lying in wait for the rest of the afternoon until Angel's jump time, it was her best shot.

When she came down the stairs, her uncle - behind the counter - could not help but catch sight of her. The store was empty, after all, and there was nothing else to look at. He had not even been doing any work, just sitting back watching game shows on the hanging overhead TV, despite having set down some boxes that were probably a new shipment of sashes to put out. He saw how she was dressed, and rolled his eyes.

"You are using that boy's motorcycle again?" he grumbled disapprovingly, "Girl, if you have an accident on that thing........"

"I will not have an accident, Uncle," Nica said, dismissively.

"And you do not even have a licence!" he continued to grumble, as if she had not even spoken, but then he raised his voice, "Hey! You! Where do you think you are going?"

"Out, Uncle," Nica said, as surly as she could manage.

"Girl!" he raised his voice again, and Nica knew it was time to stop, "You forget that you have a job here?"

"I am sure you can last the day without me, Uncle," she said, changing her tone from surly to reasonable, "I have something very, very important that I must do."

Modisa sucked his teeth with a doubtful expression on his face, but seemed to relent. "Well, at least do some deliveries to earn your paycheque," he reached under the counter and started tossing envelopes on the desk, "Here, these are all in the district. You can save me some money on stamps, if nothing else."

Nica walked warily over to the counter and looked through the pile of envelopes. "District? These are all over the city!" she muttered.

"What do you care, you are on a motorcycle!" Modisa tossed the last few right at her chest, "Traffic is hardly a problem. Do you really have somewhere you have to be in a hurry?"

Nica could tell he was trying to subtly pump her for information about what she was up to, so she deflected, "No, it is freezing cold and snowing out, and I'd rather be outdoors as little as possible." A lie, of course. Cold was not a problem for her. Not anymore, anyway.

"Then why don't you wear more clothes, girl?" Another cheap stab at her style.

"Because I can distract you with my body better this way," she answered sweetly.

Modisa just sucked his teeth as she slipped into the back.

Her cousin's motorcycle - a Honda racing bike - was stored in the back storeroom of the store, which had a side door into the alleyway that doubled as her garage door. When her cousin took care of it, it was showroom perfect, and tuned to a flawless precision that was only possible with a bike that was worked on more often than it was ridden. Now that it was in Nica's hands.......... it could use a wipe down, but it was still in generally good condition, because Nica did not want to give her uncle reason to put his foot down about her using it.

If she started it up inside her uncle would blow his lid, so she wheeled it outside awkwardly and shut the side door behind her. During daylight hours, she wore the helmet - she was riding illegally, after all, and there was no point in risking more attention.

The bike started with an awesome roar, and Nica mounted it, stuffed the letters down her jacket, then put on the helmet - she had long ago figured out a way to slide it on from the back so that she wouldn't have to untie her hair. The deliveries would take her a couple hours, but she was on no schedule. It might even be better to burn some time off before going to wait for Angel. After gunning the throttle twice just for the satisfaction of hearing and feeling it, Nica pulled out of the alley and onto the street.

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An hour or two later, Nica was almost done the deliveries. Granted, she might have been done already if she had actually stuck to it rather than stopping to chat twice, but still, she was making good time.

She would never be able to say what possessed her to look up. But look up she did, and darting along the rooftops was a figure. She had to concentrate to stay in control of the bike as she looked upwards to see the figure running and jumping with impossible agility. Nica herself was extremely agile by New York standards, and the Paragon amplified that............ but even she doubted that she could do what she was seeing.

Another ANGEL! she thought to herself........ the only other person she had ever seen move like that was Angel. Like Angel, this stranger seemed to have no fear of falling whatsoever, seemed to glide across the rooftops like leaf blowing over them. But he was fast - threading through traffic, Nica was pressed to keep up.

But keep up she would........ she would not let this one escape. Time is running out.

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User Image. . . // . . . RΛIN frowned at Blood’s arrival, and at the way she invited herself to Rain’s own table. “Yeah, sure!” she said with no enthusiasm at all and a sarcastic note in her voice, “I don’t mind! Feel free to join me! Why do you even have to ask? You know we’re old friends. Have a seat!” Then she snorted in contempt and looked away to the other woman.

To her, Rain was completely different – it was like night and day. Her frown was replaced with a warm smile, and there was no trace of sarcasm or contempt in her voice. “Please, do,” she said, waving at the empty seat, “But we’re not together. I’m Rain, Sorceress of the Five Eyes.” She bowed her head slightly.

For a moment she considered ignoring Blood entirely in her introductions, but then decided that would be unwise. It was not the lack of courtesy that changed her mind, as she had no qualms about openly insulting or otherwise slighting Blood in front of others. But if she did not introduce Blood, Blood may not introduce herself as a Dream Guardian. And if this stranger were careless, she may do or say something in front of the Guardian that might get her in trouble. For her sake – not for Blood’s – she felt that she had to introduce Blood, to warn the stranger.

“This is Dream Guardian Sofia Blood,” Rain said, pointing by jerking her thumb at the Blood without even looking in her direction, “Or perhaps former Dream Guardian? Because it seems she is talking up a new calling as a relationship counsellor.” Then she turned to address Blood directly, “But if you’re looking for clients, go somewhere else. My personal life is none of your business. You – and your ‘gods’ – can go stuff yourselves.”

Her eye was caught by Frost, who had arrived and was sitting at a neighbouring table, and whom she recognized as another Dream Guardian. It was somewhat rare for a single Guardian to be around, because there were so few. And unless they were gathering to prepare for a joint mission, Dream Guardians tended to be loners. Having two in the same place was quite a treat...... if you were one of those people who wanted to see Dream Guardians. Rain had been like that at one time....... but she grew out of it. Still, it had made her very familiar with the ranks of the Dream Guardians, so she knew most on sight, and most of the rest by reputation. “Go talk to Frost,” Rain said to Blood, “I’m sure you two will have a lot to talk about – Dream Guardian business and all that. You can ask her about her relationship troubles. Or, you can just share hair care secrets. She looks like she could use some cheering up anyway – it looks like she’s had a rough night. Whatever you like, just........ be somewhere else.”





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Saria stood on the curb, staring up at the hotel, surrounded by her luggage. Behind her, the cab door slammed and the driver pulled off in a hurry. European hospitality my a**, Saria sighed inwardly, looking around at her bags. Looking up at the hotel's doorway, she was not impressed by the decor. It wasn't dingy. In fact it was rather clean. However, it was plainly and unimaginatively decorated. And the man she could see through the glass doors lounging behind the desk, watching the television, was pointedly ignoring her, making no move to come help her with her bags.

She looked up and down the street. It was absoultely vacant, which was unusual in most places at this time of the evening. Clearly this was one of those "sleepy" little mountain towns. The architecture of along the street was traditional Eastern European, and the road was even cobblestone. The streetlights had clearly once been gas lanterns, retrofitted with modern lights. In the fading light, Saria noted a chocolate and sweets shoppe with interest, as well as a bakery.

Saria looked at the man behind the desk again and sighed. The street was empty, and this was hardly likely to be a high-crime area. Taking three bags - all she could carry - she struggled to pull open the door and squeeze through, and once inside dropped her bags, then went out for the other two, repeating the process. Now sweaty and panting, she went to the desk.

At last as she approached, the man acknoledged her with an annoyed stare. He muttered something in Swiss.

"English?" Saria asked, raising an eyebrow.

He looked her over with distaste, "American?"

"No," Saria said, flatly, "I want a room."

The man clucked his tounge and shrugged, "Whole place empty. What kind room?"

"What kind room got?" Saria asked, immitating his broken English.

The man noticed her mocking him and gave her an irritated look, "All kind. Got small room, got suite. All prices good," she shrugged, "Empty."

"A suite then," she said. What the hell? I expected to spend much more.

"How long you stay?"

Saria thought for a moment. How long indeed? she thought, I don't even know why I'm here, except that I felt a pressing need to come here. Finally she spoke aloud, "I don't know. A week to start. I may extend it."

The man grunted and noted all that down in his book.

A thought occurred to Saria and she said aloud, "I thought this was supposed to be one of the top ski resorts in the world."

The man shrugged, "That other St. Moritz. This place, not so much. In ski season busy, yes. But now, empty. Here, 301." He practically threw the key at her.

"Thanks," she said, handing him her credit card, "I don't suppose you have someone to help me with my bags."

The man laughed, a dry laugh, "That other St. Moritz. Anyway, off-season here, not many employees. All thing open though. Pool. Gym. All open. In town, all shops open during day. After 1800, no. Hey, you need anything, you ask me, Lorenz, eh? I fix you up."

"I see, thank you, Lorenz" she said, going back to her bags to begin to drag them to her room, in leapfrog stages. Luckily, the elevator was in service.


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. . . . . . These are people and roleplays that I would like to say are awesome!


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The Advanced Literate Roleplaying Directory is friendly, fun, and helpful. I list my ad with it, and I follow the journal as well. If you are into advanced literate roleplaying it is an excellent resource.

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