.p a r t//o n e. .the begining of her broken heart.
Allie woke with a start, she was covered in a cold sweat, her arms and legs felt numb. She felt her stomach lurch and ran to the bathroom, barely making it to the toilet in time. After a couple minutes, she sat up and wiped her mouth. Turning around to see her reflection in the mirror, she looked awful. Her blonde hair was ratted and tangled, her eyes, once vibrant and green, were now bloodshot and had bags under them. This nightmare had gone on far too long, every night she had the same reoccurring dream. About the girl. The girl that looked surprisingly like her, maybe that’s why this dream upset her so much. Allie continued to glare at the mirror, how long will this go on?, she asked herself. Then sighed, until I get out of this house. She answered herself automatically, so much for rhetorical questions.
Allie walked back into her bedroom, and over to the window. The window was clouded with mist from the morning frost, but after she wiped a small circle away to see through, she saw that the sun was just beginning to rise. She looked over at her alarm clock, five o’clock, it said. It’s to early to go back to sleep. She told herself, as she grabbed a pair of jeans off the floor and slipped them on. Along with an old “Rolling Stones” t-shirt off the end of her bed. She walked back into the bathroom, brutally yanking a brush through her hair as she brushed her teeth furiously. “You never know when you might have to kiss someone”, her mother always said. But what did she know, she was never there anyways.
The hardwood floor was cold as Allie ran down them, and the second step creaked, like it always did when someone stepped on it. She hit the floor with a soft thud, and walked around the staircase into the kitchen, there was a 10 dollar bill and note from her mother on the fridge.
“Allie,
Ride your bike down to the store and get milk, eggs, and a loaf of bread.
Love, Mom.”
Allie groaned, a two and a half mile bike ride, at 5 in the morning? That wasn’t the way she had pictured her day starting, but she had nothing better to do. She opened the fridge and took a drink of milk out of the carton, as always, when her mother was not home. She grabbed the ten off the fridge and shoved it in her pocket. She walked over to the door grabbed her leather coat off the rack, slid into her black high-top converse, and walked outside.
It took a minute for her eyes to adjust to the sunlight, but she blinked a few times and continued to walk toward the woodshed, where her bike was stored. Her old ten speed wasn’t very pretty to look at, but it got her around. It was painted bright blue and yellow, and had a ripped old basket on the handlebars. She looked over to her small garden, where a few sunflowers and daisies were planted. The edges of the petals had begun to shrivel. Don't worry, Allie thought, I feel the same way. Then, Allie pushed the bike to the end of the driveway, looked both ways, the way she was taught as a child and pushed herself up on the seat, and began to ride the long narrow road into town.
//Dont worry... I feel the same way.//