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Up prices?

Yes, they are to low	21.4%	[ 3 ]
No, they are just right?	57.1%	[ 8 ]
Poll whore	21.4%	[ 3 ]
Total Votes:			[ 14 ]

[SilentRedemption]

imcrazyinmyhead

i guess its just the main banner o.o

lol i moved stufff to another shop of mine ^^

[-l Tootlez l-]

ish wanting to talk to some one irl that isn't busy and can give me good help ... crying

trying to figure out my life for this stupid project with out totally turning emo and abandoning my art major ...
i can't quit my major or i'll loose everything ... and i'm not just talking about school ...

[SilentRedemption]

aww tootlez i'd help if i could

[Raye Darkwater]

Bump!

[SilentRedemption]

nice bump biggrin

[Raye Darkwater]

Thanks.

[A Beautiful Redemption]

~Lay right here by my side...

...take your dreams for a ride.~

[Raye Darkwater]

heart mrgreen

[Garcuri]

I love this sop. redface

[Raye Darkwater]

heart mrgreen

[-l Tootlez l-]

mmm i wrote down a bunch of what i wanted to say ... and even though it's supposed to help... i just feel more confused and lost ... to admit to all the problems in your life is hard ...and even though i was just writing down all the crap I was crying ...
the assignment was to prepare an oral presentation about your childhood that influenced you to become an artist ... --- and it's hard for me cause i never really wanted to pursue art...always thought it was dumb to have people crit an art piece ...i really can't think of anything that led me to choose art as a major ... and i hate having to prove myself to people ... [he said that we will be graded on presentation, not the information with in] .. but really i would lie about it if i could, but i can't I don't like lying anymore ...i have too guilty of a conscience to do it ...

why does life have to be complicated sad ...

[SilentRedemption]

well you can say exactly what you just wrote that you weren't intending on being an artist. He is grading on the presentation right? so as long as you present in a formal oral presentation and what ever you use along with it you should be fine.

[-l Tootlez l-]

but if i have to talk about myself i'll cry ... (even though a couple other people have cried I hate crying infront of people ...) it's just when i talk about myself i talk about faults and i feel horrible ...
reguardless on presentation --- for one i really don't know what the heck he wants ... i think we have one class to explain it ... ---
it's all based on i don't know what the heck i want to do, i'm 22 and just finding out about things ... i've been captive in my house and finally have some one that is willing to teach me... so i don't know what i want ...
just found out last night that i think i should look in to doing theater! meaning after many years acting in private that i think i have what it takes to come out and really show people what i have ...

*shrug / sigh* i want to watch CCS now ...

[SilentRedemption]

Ah, i wish i could say something more helpful, but i really can't relate enough to help much. If i dont know much i have no advice and what ever advice i think i have would just sound meaningless ya' know?

Maybe you shouldn't take it too much to heart? everyone has faults and such no one is perfect.

[Unamused Zebra]

I despise projects where you have to tell about yourself and what inspired you and whatnot stare