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[Kumacchiato]

Sweet Vindictions

All work and no play makes me ******** bored.

::.DEFFY.::
✖[ default.exe ]::Art&Graphics✖
❣Colorist for:Night's Shade & Serengeti Plains❣
+gift teh deffy bunny slippers and she will tattoo your username on her irl body... seriously o.O!+
||keepin' default undies teh sex since 03'||tilty is my holy god-ness||mushi is my un-holy dempire-ness||lilytatsuko is my sexylicious owner||

makes me sleepy ><

[Pslightly Psychotic]

DefauIt

Sweet Vindictions

All work and no play makes me ******** bored.

::.DEFFY.::
✖[ default.exe ]::Art&Graphics✖
❣Colorist for:Night's Shade & Serengeti Plains❣
+gift teh deffy bunny slippers and she will tattoo your username on her irl body... seriously o.O!+
||keepin' default undies teh sex since 03'||tilty is my holy god-ness||mushi is my un-holy dempire-ness||lilytatsuko is my sexylicious owner||

makes me sleepy ><

There is that also.

[Yanniz]

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

Making models would only try my patience.
I get enough down time.

-sits on a tree root and looks at him- to be honest its not about the patience or the amount of time you have to work on it. its more for the forced constationmakes you have a steady hand and after a while it gets boring and lets you slip to where you can do it with out thinking thus letting you meditate and get in contorl of emotions and thoughts. But as i said before theirs plenty of other things that can be done like swimminig joging reading random books and actuall medition methods pick something that works

No, it is about patience. If you don't have the patience to sit down and take time to make a model. I don't have the patience to even play golf anymore.

and thats why I suggested other more high paced activites nothing like a good work out to force you to slow down but also if you feel you need something more productive just do what I do when I'm up set and throw your self head first into work until your boss forces you to go homeby constrainting on work you forget whats bothering ya and eventully you can hide form anything

First off, the work thing is not going to happen. I'll be worked to death if I have to.
Also, I do get active quite often, mostly with biking.
It doesn't help.

sigh okay lets try this a differnt way
tell me what you have tryed becuase the only 2 suggetions i have left are beating a punching bag until your fist hurt and screaming your head off while doing so or medation

I'm not a violent person or one that would scream in the first place, and I don't have the patience for meditation.

[RenegadeFeather]

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

No, it is about patience. If you don't have the patience to sit down and take time to make a model. I don't have the patience to even play golf anymore.

and thats why I suggested other more high paced activites nothing like a good work out to force you to slow down but also if you feel you need something more productive just do what I do when I'm up set and throw your self head first into work until your boss forces you to go homeby constrainting on work you forget whats bothering ya and eventully you can hide form anything

First off, the work thing is not going to happen. I'll be worked to death if I have to.
Also, I do get active quite often, mostly with biking.
It doesn't help.

sigh okay lets try this a differnt way
tell me what you have tryed becuase the only 2 suggetions i have left are beating a punching bag until your fist hurt and screaming your head off while doing so or medation

I'm not a violent person or one that would scream in the first place, and I don't have the patience for meditation.

its not about the voilance or how you normaly are its about creating a physical manifastion and let out the emotion that goes with it but as you've said you dont have the paticance and im sorry i dont the stamina for such things but i have to ask you something
do you really want a trial by fire?

[Kumacchiato]

::.DEFFY.::
✖[ default.exe ]::Art&Graphics✖
❣Colorist for:Night's Shade & Serengeti Plains❣
+gift teh deffy bunny slippers and she will tattoo your username on her irl body... seriously o.O!+
||keepin' default undies teh sex since 03'||tilty is my holy god-ness||mushi is my un-holy dempire-ness||lilytatsuko is my sexylicious owner||

im a violent person!!!!!

[Yanniz]

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

No, it is about patience. If you don't have the patience to sit down and take time to make a model. I don't have the patience to even play golf anymore.

and thats why I suggested other more high paced activites nothing like a good work out to force you to slow down but also if you feel you need something more productive just do what I do when I'm up set and throw your self head first into work until your boss forces you to go homeby constrainting on work you forget whats bothering ya and eventully you can hide form anything

First off, the work thing is not going to happen. I'll be worked to death if I have to.
Also, I do get active quite often, mostly with biking.
It doesn't help.

sigh okay lets try this a differnt way
tell me what you have tryed becuase the only 2 suggetions i have left are beating a punching bag until your fist hurt and screaming your head off while doing so or medation

I'm not a violent person or one that would scream in the first place, and I don't have the patience for meditation.

its not about the voilance or how you normaly are its about creating a physical manifastion and let out the emotion that goes with it but as you've said you dont have the paticance and im sorry i dont the stamina for such things but i have to ask you something
do you really want a trial by fire?

Yes, but I don't want to have the potential or need to harm anything or anyone.

What do you even mean?
No.

[RenegadeFeather]

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

First off, the work thing is not going to happen. I'll be worked to death if I have to.
Also, I do get active quite often, mostly with biking.
It doesn't help.

sigh okay lets try this a differnt way
tell me what you have tryed becuase the only 2 suggetions i have left are beating a punching bag until your fist hurt and screaming your head off while doing so or medation

I'm not a violent person or one that would scream in the first place, and I don't have the patience for meditation.

its not about the voilance or how you normaly are its about creating a physical manifastion and let out the emotion that goes with it but as you've said you dont have the paticance and im sorry i dont the stamina for such things but i have to ask you something
do you really want a trial by fire?

Yes, but I don't want to have the potential or need to harm anything or anyone.

What do you even mean?
No.

trail by fire is just a old expersion for learing the hard way
and if you dont want to learn the hard way why are you choosing to do so
your aiming to protect your self by pushing people that are trying to help away your going to end up alone which right now my seem to be the best thing i thought so once to but now i have precious few people and many bridges i cant rebuild

[Yanniz]

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

First off, the work thing is not going to happen. I'll be worked to death if I have to.
Also, I do get active quite often, mostly with biking.
It doesn't help.

sigh okay lets try this a differnt way
tell me what you have tryed becuase the only 2 suggetions i have left are beating a punching bag until your fist hurt and screaming your head off while doing so or medation

I'm not a violent person or one that would scream in the first place, and I don't have the patience for meditation.

its not about the voilance or how you normaly are its about creating a physical manifastion and let out the emotion that goes with it but as you've said you dont have the paticance and im sorry i dont the stamina for such things but i have to ask you something
do you really want a trial by fire?

Yes, but I don't want to have the potential or need to harm anything or anyone.

What do you even mean?
No.

trail by fire is just a old expersion for learing the hard way
and if you dont want to learn the hard way why are you choosing to do so
your aiming to protect your self by pushing people that are trying to help away your going to end up alone which right now my seem to be the best thing i thought so once to but now i have precious few people and many bridges i cant rebuild

Trust me, i've done it many, many, many times.
Literally hundreds.
Haven't regretted it yet.

[0---Vyxin---0]

Mushi

0---Vyxin---0

i hope they work well for you mushi love<333
-nuzzles-

They are!
I feel a lot better smile

|| V says...

yey im so glad!!!! -nuzzleclings-

[RenegadeFeather]

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

I'm not a violent person or one that would scream in the first place, and I don't have the patience for meditation.

its not about the voilance or how you normaly are its about creating a physical manifastion and let out the emotion that goes with it but as you've said you dont have the paticance and im sorry i dont the stamina for such things but i have to ask you something
do you really want a trial by fire?

Yes, but I don't want to have the potential or need to harm anything or anyone.

What do you even mean?
No.

trail by fire is just a old expersion for learing the hard way
and if you dont want to learn the hard way why are you choosing to do so
your aiming to protect your self by pushing people that are trying to help away your going to end up alone which right now my seem to be the best thing i thought so once to but now i have precious few people and many bridges i cant rebuild

Trust me, i've done it many, many, many times.
Literally hundreds.
Haven't regretted it yet.

we are differnt people and i can not say what is right for you or what is wrong
but i have those i love and care about back those few precious people that refused to give up on me and i would not give them up for anything in this world or the next
i only hope that you can find yours

[Yanniz]

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

I'm not a violent person or one that would scream in the first place, and I don't have the patience for meditation.

its not about the voilance or how you normaly are its about creating a physical manifastion and let out the emotion that goes with it but as you've said you dont have the paticance and im sorry i dont the stamina for such things but i have to ask you something
do you really want a trial by fire?

Yes, but I don't want to have the potential or need to harm anything or anyone.

What do you even mean?
No.

trail by fire is just a old expersion for learing the hard way
and if you dont want to learn the hard way why are you choosing to do so
your aiming to protect your self by pushing people that are trying to help away your going to end up alone which right now my seem to be the best thing i thought so once to but now i have precious few people and many bridges i cant rebuild

Trust me, i've done it many, many, many times.
Literally hundreds.
Haven't regretted it yet.

we are differnt people and i can not say what is right for you or what is wrong
but i have those i love and care about back those few precious people that refused to give up on me and i would not give them up for anything in this world or the next
i only hope that you can find yours

Not everyone is lucky enough to have someone like that.
I've had people I thought would refuse to give up on me.
Again and again.
They all left. One by one.
I mean it.
It must have happened a hundred times.
Everyone leaves me eventually.
No one has shown me differently.
No one ever will.
Experience has shown me that.

[RenegadeFeather]

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

Yes, but I don't want to have the potential or need to harm anything or anyone.

What do you even mean?
No.

trail by fire is just a old expersion for learing the hard way
and if you dont want to learn the hard way why are you choosing to do so
your aiming to protect your self by pushing people that are trying to help away your going to end up alone which right now my seem to be the best thing i thought so once to but now i have precious few people and many bridges i cant rebuild

Trust me, i've done it many, many, many times.
Literally hundreds.
Haven't regretted it yet.

we are differnt people and i can not say what is right for you or what is wrong
but i have those i love and care about back those few precious people that refused to give up on me and i would not give them up for anything in this world or the next
i only hope that you can find yours

Not everyone is lucky enough to have someone like that.
I've had people I thought would refuse to give up on me.
Again and again.
They all left. One by one.
I mean it.
It must have happened a hundred times.
Everyone leaves me eventually.
No one has shown me differently.
No one ever will.
Experience has shown me that.

if i let experience lay my path
i would belive all poloticans are evil and i wouldnt be talking to you
if let it show me where to go i wouldve never met my boyfreind that i love with my whole heart
now i will be honest i will be your freind and i will stand here and talk to you and try to pull you back for as long it takes but if you throw it back in my face if you tell me to go and leave me no option but to do so then i will leave
Experience can help shape who you are yannie but it can not show all their is in life only by trying new things can you see it

[Yanniz]

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

Yes, but I don't want to have the potential or need to harm anything or anyone.

What do you even mean?
No.

trail by fire is just a old expersion for learing the hard way
and if you dont want to learn the hard way why are you choosing to do so
your aiming to protect your self by pushing people that are trying to help away your going to end up alone which right now my seem to be the best thing i thought so once to but now i have precious few people and many bridges i cant rebuild

Trust me, i've done it many, many, many times.
Literally hundreds.
Haven't regretted it yet.

we are differnt people and i can not say what is right for you or what is wrong
but i have those i love and care about back those few precious people that refused to give up on me and i would not give them up for anything in this world or the next
i only hope that you can find yours

Not everyone is lucky enough to have someone like that.
I've had people I thought would refuse to give up on me.
Again and again.
They all left. One by one.
I mean it.
It must have happened a hundred times.
Everyone leaves me eventually.
No one has shown me differently.
No one ever will.
Experience has shown me that.

if i let experience lay my path
i would belive all poloticans are evil and i wouldnt be talking to you
if let it show me where to go i wouldve never met my boyfreind that i love with my whole heart
now i will be honest i will be your freind and i will stand here and talk to you and try to pull you back for as long it takes but if you throw it back in my face if you tell me to go and leave me no option but to do so then i will leave
Experience can help shape who you are yannie but it can not show all their is in life only by trying new things can you see it

I don't believe you to be honest.
You'll leave too.
Everyone does.

[RenegadeFeather]

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

Trust me, i've done it many, many, many times.
Literally hundreds.
Haven't regretted it yet.

we are differnt people and i can not say what is right for you or what is wrong
but i have those i love and care about back those few precious people that refused to give up on me and i would not give them up for anything in this world or the next
i only hope that you can find yours

Not everyone is lucky enough to have someone like that.
I've had people I thought would refuse to give up on me.
Again and again.
They all left. One by one.
I mean it.
It must have happened a hundred times.
Everyone leaves me eventually.
No one has shown me differently.
No one ever will.
Experience has shown me that.

if i let experience lay my path
i would belive all poloticans are evil and i wouldnt be talking to you
if let it show me where to go i wouldve never met my boyfreind that i love with my whole heart
now i will be honest i will be your freind and i will stand here and talk to you and try to pull you back for as long it takes but if you throw it back in my face if you tell me to go and leave me no option but to do so then i will leave
Experience can help shape who you are yannie but it can not show all their is in life only by trying new things can you see it

I don't believe you to be honest.
You'll leave too.
Everyone does.

-holds out her hand to him- im a stubron person that belives every one can be helped unless they dont wish it i will only leave if you tell me to im to stuborn to do otherwise upon my honor i swear to you i wont leave unless you wish me to

[Yanniz]

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

SilverSeastar

Ascended Yannie

Trust me, i've done it many, many, many times.
Literally hundreds.
Haven't regretted it yet.

we are differnt people and i can not say what is right for you or what is wrong
but i have those i love and care about back those few precious people that refused to give up on me and i would not give them up for anything in this world or the next
i only hope that you can find yours

Not everyone is lucky enough to have someone like that.
I've had people I thought would refuse to give up on me.
Again and again.
They all left. One by one.
I mean it.
It must have happened a hundred times.
Everyone leaves me eventually.
No one has shown me differently.
No one ever will.
Experience has shown me that.

if i let experience lay my path
i would belive all poloticans are evil and i wouldnt be talking to you
if let it show me where to go i wouldve never met my boyfreind that i love with my whole heart
now i will be honest i will be your freind and i will stand here and talk to you and try to pull you back for as long it takes but if you throw it back in my face if you tell me to go and leave me no option but to do so then i will leave
Experience can help shape who you are yannie but it can not show all their is in life only by trying new things can you see it

I don't believe you to be honest.
You'll leave too.
Everyone does.

-holds out her hand to him- im a stubron person that belives every one can be helped unless they dont wish it i will only leave if you tell me to im to stuborn to do otherwise upon my honor i swear to you i wont leave unless you wish me to

No. I don't think so.