Lullaby For You
Invite To Immortality
About the same. 'Cept I have my driver's license. Either way, I feel that recently I've been walking and wandering without purpose or cause. As if I don't know where to start or end with anything. I even fell asleep at work today. -_- That's perfectly fine because I'm gonna get drunk and pass out and hopefully wake up with a hangover so that I don't have to worry about wandering ANYWHERE. Also, I've been practicing my bass playing WAY TOO MUCH and now my fingers are losing skin. Other than that, I'm fine.
So, it must be nice to have your permit. Do you enjoy driving?
Your purpose in life is to give me someone to huggle D< *huggles*
Yes, but it really doesn't mean anything to me. I'm not allowed to have a life off this farm @-@
*accepts the huggle* Thank you... at least there is someone I can talk to right now that doesn't make me want to kill myself at this moment. I'm not suicidal or anything like that, I just hate life at this point.
Well, that sucks that your life is so limited to the walls that border the land around you. Now imagine being trapped in a border with thousands of people who are either closed minded and spiteful. Not only that, imagine that all your friends "Support" you but refuse to break the habit of calling you by your birth name or call you offensive names like "Aids" for giggles. I have wonderful friends, but I fear that my depression is causing me to hate the people that I love most for the stupidest things.
(I'm sorry for spinning another sob story, but I have to release my emotions somewhere and I can't do it hear at Otaku where half the people I don't know well enough to cry infront of.)