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theprofessor459
^_^ ahh i'm going to bed night yall
Night. heart

*sighs, ponders logging off*
Goodnight, Professor.
Bastet Setsuna
theprofessor459
^_^ ahh i'm going to bed night yall
Night. heart

*sighs, ponders logging off*


@___@ *Knocks that "nobody likes me" B.S. outta' your sig.*
@______@ Crrrryyyyys..
Do you worry that you're not liked
How long till you break
You're happy cause you smile
But how much can you fake
An ordinary boy an ordinary name
But ordinary's just not good enough today

Alone I'm thinking
Why is superman dead
Is it in my head
We'll just laugh instead

You worry about the weather and
Whether or not you should hate
Are you worried about your faith
Kneel down and obey
You're happy you're in love
You need someone to hate
An ordinary girl an ordinary waist
But ordinary's just not good enough today

Alone I'm thinking
Why is superman dead
Is it in my head
We'll just laugh instead

Doesn't anybody ever know that the world's a subway


I don't know... I'm really shaken up..
What's happened?
I think I'm finally snapping.. My lover just up and left me... Giving up 2 years of the best thing I've ever had, and one of the few if not only things I feel I ever did right on some days, just because he can't handle a relationship right now... My best friend accuses me of not caring, says she's sick of my problems and to just get over them, and hasn't spoken to me in days, all for no reason cause I hadn' even said anything to her... My mother snaps at me if I even give her a passing glance, my sisters always tell me they hate me, one friend always asks about my problems and my life, but if I try to tell him about it, I just get mehs and he makes it overly obvious he doesn't actually care, yet asks again.. One of my closest friends just snapped at me... Telling me I was pathetic and dependant and he was so tired of me, when I had just finished telling him I was slowly growing up and learning to handle all my problems on my own and making progress and feeling better.. And when Chino mentioned you were upset and asked if I did it, I just paniced, because I can't handle anyone else hating me right now...
My fault. x__x;
Although, I was really just joking around and wondering if you knew about it. Moo and I both could never hate you Crys. heart
<3333 I don't hate you, Crys. I was pissed at someone earlier, but it was just some stupid n00b.. @___@;
*runs her fingers through her hair to calm down* I just, feel like I bring everyone down all the time... I don't mean to be this way, and I try to do things on my own, and when I'm happy, I'm fun to be around, honest... But no one really gives me the chance any more. They all give up right when it as getting good and they didn't notice. I sit alone at lunch at school, sit alone in the class sketching, walk alone, kill threads when I post in them... It's not fair sometimes...
Bastet Setsuna
*runs her fingers through her hair to calm down* I just, feel like I bring everyone down all the time... I don't mean to be this way, and I try to do things on my own, and when I'm happy, I'm fun to be around, honest... But no one really gives me the chance any more. They all give up right when it as getting good and they didn't notice. I sit alone at lunch at school, sit alone in the class sketching, walk alone, kill threads when I post in them... It's not fair sometimes...



Just try your best to be positive, Crys. Things might suck right now, but if you keep your head up you're gonna' eventually get over it and when it's all over you'll be able to see who your true friends are. But if you let the things the mean people in your life are doing to you keep getting you down and affecting your attitude and mood after so long, yea'.. people might stop talking to you. It's human nature, Crys. Most people can only handle so much sadness and depression a day because alot of times it reminds them of their own. That could be the case with some people, that they care for you it's just right now they can't handle looking at their own problems, and others are probably just the uncaring ones. As for the school thing.. ^^;; Don't have much advice to give you there because I do all of those things by choice myself and I find it rather pleasant..>.>;
*nods and lays her head down* I know... I know all of that... I just really wish I had something more solid right now, I guess...

Mm.. Give me a few hours
I'll have this thing beat


*throws love at Moo and Chino* Thank you both, anyhow. heart

(unrelated: uber yay >>; Twister is on)

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