Oh so Nifty~ OPEN WITH SPECIAL RULES!

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Gary Sinise	35.4%	[ 96 ]
Hugh Laurie	64.6%	[ 175 ]
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[Rietalienko]

I just got to see my three youngest sisters crying I haven't seen them for two years, since my 18th birthday! The oldest one is in the seventh grade now x_x that seems so old! D:

[Centaura]

My little brother just turned 19.

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[ynattirb73]

Wow, your stuff is really nice. I can't afford it, but still--nice

[Rietalienko]

I would like to wish everyone a Happy Christmas! <333

[Centaura]

Merry Christmas, Beana~ heart

[sugar_muffin92]

merry christmas, you guys!!!! heart

~[if you live in the uk pm me, im making a gaia map]
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[sugar_muffin92]

booya~! made arts and a flob for my gaia daughter xD

[i love you, darkie heart ]

[sugar_muffin92]

riiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeee~!

i should probably edit that last post >.> we jsut got remarried rofl

~[if you live in the uk pm me, im making a gaia map]
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[Rietalienko]

lol um congratulations! XDD

I hope everyone's christmas went better than mine XD

[Centaura]

Aww, what happened? gonk

[Rietalienko]

So, before I start out, there are two basic points I need to establish. The first one is that I'm not a greedy person and I hate christmas. I hate christmas because my little sister gets all fussy over the presents she gets and then i feel bad if i don't like the presents given to me because I feel as though good money that could go to like house payments are wasted on me. Which is why when Mom comes to me and says, "You know, we won't have that many presents this year..." I'm totally okay with that and I am totally agreeable and supportive so my mom doesn't feel bad. (She always wants to have lots of presents for us <3)

The second thing is that my first stepdad (who was my dad for the longest so even though he and my mom got divorced, I still love him and go see him whenever) has been a total douchebag recently when it comes to us kids. He married my mom when i was baby-sized so I've always viewed him as my dad. But currently, he and my mom are fighting for custody over my half sister (His daughter) and in the mean-time, he's doing a whole lot of stupid things in the process. He also has a gf who he's about to move in with who has a 13 year old son and an 18 year old daughter. I don't like any of them, but I am as nice as I ******** can be because it's my dad and I want him to be happy.

But then...when christmas comes and we're all sitting around opening presents and my older sister and I get like three things. I got one video game, two sketchbooks, and a giftcard from my stepdad's mom who is like...the nicest old lady ever XD But then Teri and her kids are sitting there with three video games, full seasons from their favorite shows, movie trilogy sets, etc, and it's just really disheartening to see the difference. I mean John's mom even gave the other kids presents too which meant that we all didn't get much but we all got something which is nice, and makes sense since they'll be her grandkids soon too. But Teri's parents didn't get us anything, not even a card. I don't care if we don't have enough money but for ******** sake i wish that if we did we at least were treated equally.

When I went back to my mom's house I ended up just crying because I felt like such a third wheel. It was really horrible. I feel left out of his "new" family which SUCKS! I mean I may not be his daughter legally but...still...

[Rietalienko]

But don't get me wrong, I love the presents I got. But like I said before, the presents aren't what really matter. D:

[Reaper Bannie]

Lovely art~

[Centaura]

No, I understand exactly what you mean. I don't care about what or how much I get, either (though I won't lie when I say the TV was a really, really nice thing); never have. But you're right, it really sucks to feel left out of your own family. And I don't believe in blood relatives and all that s**t because my mother was adopted (she hates it so much when I talk about it, though), yet that whole side of the family is so good to us while my actual blood relatives are total douchebags and hate me :3 Not to make this about me, just so you know that I know where you're coming from, here.

Everyone's been having such depressing Christmas stories ;.; I feel bad about being satisfied with mine.

So is it like, his girlfriend that's ******** things up? D:

*snugs you* I'm sorry you had to go through that today ;.;

[Rietalienko]

Lol thanks. <3

and yeah, that's exactly what it's been like. Ever since she showed up he started making horrible decisions and I just started getting fed up with him. And don't feel bad about enjoying christmas. I enjoyed half of mine! XD (The half that I spent with my mom)

But I will move on and hope that things get better razz