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Bacon, cake or pie?

Bacon, created by the gods for the world!	18.1%	[ 13 ]
Cake, because it's better than the other two options!	20.8%	[ 15 ]
Pie, it can be sweet or savoury!	12.5%	[ 9 ]
I like all of them, I don't judge.	29.2%	[ 21 ]
I came here to look at some art.	11.1%	[ 8 ]
Well oil, beef hooked! (say this out loud for optimum results.)	8.3%	[ 6 ]
Total Votes:			[ 72 ]

[Sennky]

Elektrakosh

Ah I understand completely. I have had some crappy comments but it's just one person and as far as I'm concerned, if they don't do art themselves (or they do and it's crap) they don't know what they're talking about.
Ah your T has the effect that you need to possibly start over rather than continue if you feel the work you're doing (which is unrelated to the other piece) is unsatisfactory. At the moment your only enemy is yourself and that can either hinder you or you can face your old self who did that current art.
Yeah it sounds weird... Even ridiculous. but there is a psychological barrier here and it is up to you to recognise and overcome it.
If you want, Ouro, Hirato and I could cheer you on. Nor sure how that would turn out. Ouro could strike a pose for you if you'd like.

Ouroboros Kaen

Hey Ouro! You can do this pose, can't you?

I want to see him strike that pose. I think I'll drool a pool.
heart

The crappy comment was before the T which made me plunch into this thing of not being able to draw. My own inner critique made it even worse.
But starting on T put everything on hold. And I think it's not even the two above anymore that stop me, it's me changing. I feel like...(it's so difficult to describe)...even in art there is T. haha
But seriously the changes in me are so fresh and I am exploring myself. I am still surprised how I respond to things these days and how I coop with things. I am so becoming one with myself, I almost get emotional writing about this. It's so intense. For the first time in my long life, I feel like I am finally getting to see who I really am. I don't need a mirror for that. I did so much soul searching in the past, but never got to see what I see now I am on T.
The worry of what others think of me is gone. I don't care anymore. It didn't make me indifferent. It actually made me more mindful, but in a good way. The empath in me functions so differently now. The intake of impulses are so different too. How I perceive things. They say your personality doesn't change. That is true, it finally get's to surface.
See the light of day. I am finally opening up to the world.
All this will have and effect on my artwork. It has yet to land in a safe place before I can put it into images.
I know I will. I know it will come back and it will be stronger and better. It will be more me.
I have faith. I was just impatient about it I think. I have to give it time.

Getting to discuss this with you and Ouro has giving me the insight to the problem. And it will help me to overcome. Your support is of great vallue! heart I am so grateful to all of you heart

[Elektrakosh]

Sennky

Elektrakosh

Ah I understand completely. I have had some crappy comments but it's just one person and as far as I'm concerned, if they don't do art themselves (or they do and it's crap) they don't know what they're talking about.
Ah your T has the effect that you need to possibly start over rather than continue if you feel the work you're doing (which is unrelated to the other piece) is unsatisfactory. At the moment your only enemy is yourself and that can either hinder you or you can face your old self who did that current art.
Yeah it sounds weird... Even ridiculous. but there is a psychological barrier here and it is up to you to recognise and overcome it.
If you want, Ouro, Hirato and I could cheer you on. Nor sure how that would turn out. Ouro could strike a pose for you if you'd like.

Ouroboros Kaen

Hey Ouro! You can do this pose, can't you?

I want to see him strike that pose. I think I'll drool a pool.
heart

The crappy comment was before the T which made me plunch into this thing of not being able to draw. My own inner critique made it even worse.
But starting on T put everything on hold. And I think it's not even the two above anymore that stop me, it's me changing. I feel like...(it's so difficult to describe)...even in art there is T. haha
But seriously the changes in me are so fresh and I am exploring myself. I am still surprised how I respond to things these days and how I coop with things. I am so becoming one with myself, I almost get emotional writing about this. It's so intense. For the first time in my long life, I feel like I am finally getting to see who I really am. I don't need a mirror for that. I did so much soul searching in the past, but never got to see what I see now I am on T.
The worry of what others think of me is gone. I don't care anymore. It didn't make me indifferent. It actually made me more mindful, but in a good way. The empath in me functions so differently now. The intake of impulses are so different too. How I perceive things. They say your personality doesn't change. That is true, it finally get's to surface.
See the light of day. I am finally opening up to the world.
All this will have and effect on my artwork. It has yet to land in a safe place before I can put it into images.
I know I will. I know it will come back and it will be stronger and better. It will be more me.
I have faith. I was just impatient about it I think. I have to give it time.

Getting to discuss this with you and Ouro has giving me the insight to the problem. And it will help me to overcome. Your support is of great vallue! heart I am so grateful to all of you heart

That's why we're here. blaugh All we can do is support you in any way we can. I'm glad we can at least see what had set it off and now that you are changing to who you are, we'll I couldn't have said it better myself, you're gonna bloom into that beautiful man you already are. I bet your art will change too, for the better.

[Elektrakosh]

Sennky

He is so awesome with his advice for the acné I have now, because of the testosterone. It's not to bad, but it's annoying me. I am into natural healing too, so he's a man after my heart. Oh wait that is no surprise anymore is it? hahaha heart

Grow outwards XD Yeah the same for me. I finally manage to lose more weight though. It's been a struggle and I have to lose more for my surgery. But I am doing well with my own developed diet. Well actually it isn't a diet, its integrating a better/new way of eating for me. I have been working on this for a long time, because of my health issues. I did a lot of research and found what worked for me and what did not. Only bad habit is still my coffee intake. The rest is going well.

I found your deviantart account and I saw the wip with Isidore, he looks so good! I spammed your page hehe sweatdrop

Oh your insomnia is still bad as ever isn't it? Do you get any sleep at all?
I'm sorry to read you haven't been feeling well. Do I have to worry? emotion_hug
I am doing good, except for all the oak processionary caterpillar bumps I have everywhere. They hurt and itch like hell.
I finally managed to take the loads of junk from my attic to the charity shop (or how do you call that dunno). It gave me a good workout haha

He knows his plants, that's for sure. He gets asked about acne remedies alot with all the teens wanting to be spot free because he or she won't fancy them. He's been speaking to me a lot lately... Possibly because Hirato is extra busy at this time. He must have hit a snag in production or something.

Haha thanks, Senn. I get no one looking at my stuff so that will help with my art esteem! xd

Yeah it's back due to having a dodgy belly, the hot nights and my uncle snoring his head off.

Oooo you touched the caterpillars? I heard that the hairs cause itchy painful lumps. I hope that can be sorted right now as soon is way too long to suffer that. Yeah we have charity shops here and we gave them a ton of stuff after my nans funeral.
Haha yeah I won't feel any aches until tomorrow and that is Skillmax guy.... I'm not looking forward to it.

[Ouroboros Kaen]

Sennky

I don't know about Luc atm. I'll see in a while how I feel about him. But day study is a good idea! heart

You and mean? It actually goes together? Did you have a bug in your brain at the time or something?
Hehe so you got fried by Kosh? hehe You still tease her though. razz Anyway I always thought she would marry you if she got the chance, but I must have been mistaken somewhere. So can we get married then? rofl

Not to worry about the art my friend, it will get back to me. I have had a period in my life that I didn't make art for more than 10 years. After it came back it never stayed away longer than 6 months. There are enought triggers, but things will have to fall into place in my system first. I guess transitioning affects even that part of me.

He is rather secretive for a forward person. I imagine he is getting ready to take Kosh out tonight. I must admit I don't like to lose sight of her however all she has to do is think my name and I'll be over there in a flash.

Haha yeah, she called me a big meanie and she was all flustered and shouty. She's cute when's she's angry. Oh, I have to tease her occasionally. I can't let her down. Kosh marry me? Oh, no. I'd be marrying her! it's customary for the male dragon to ask his chosen... Or if you're underhanded enough you could add a little peril *cough* likeacertaindemondid *cough*

I am flattered you would ask me, but you are my subject. I cannot interfere nor take advantage of the patients even with consent. I'm afraid that would be breaking my oath and I'd be put to death. Good lord, you're such a tease, Senn. May your true love enter your life swiftly and sweep you off you feet.

Oh I understand you're in the pupal stage of your transformation. It's early days yet.

[Sennky]

Elektrakosh

That's why we're here. blaugh All we can do is support you in any way we can. I'm glad we can at least see what had set it off and now that you are changing to who you are, we'll I couldn't have said it better myself, you're gonna bloom into that beautiful man you already are. I bet your art will change too, for the better.

Thank you so much for your sweet words! It means so much to me heart heart
I finally got my a** back on Deviantart to at least check some art there. This was a first step, I had been avoiding it for weeks.

[Sennky]

Elektrakosh

Sennky

He is so awesome with his advice for the acné I have now, because of the testosterone. It's not to bad, but it's annoying me. I am into natural healing too, so he's a man after my heart. Oh wait that is no surprise anymore is it? hahaha heart

Grow outwards XD Yeah the same for me. I finally manage to lose more weight though. It's been a struggle and I have to lose more for my surgery. But I am doing well with my own developed diet. Well actually it isn't a diet, its integrating a better/new way of eating for me. I have been working on this for a long time, because of my health issues. I did a lot of research and found what worked for me and what did not. Only bad habit is still my coffee intake. The rest is going well.

I found your deviantart account and I saw the wip with Isidore, he looks so good! I spammed your page hehe sweatdrop

Oh your insomnia is still bad as ever isn't it? Do you get any sleep at all?
I'm sorry to read you haven't been feeling well. Do I have to worry? emotion_hug
I am doing good, except for all the oak processionary caterpillar bumps I have everywhere. They hurt and itch like hell.
I finally managed to take the loads of junk from my attic to the charity shop (or how do you call that dunno). It gave me a good workout haha

He knows his plants, that's for sure. He gets asked about acne remedies alot with all the teens wanting to be spot free because he or she won't fancy them. He's been speaking to me a lot lately... Possibly because Hirato is extra busy at this time. He must have hit a snag in production or something.

Haha thanks, Senn. I get no one looking at my stuff so that will help with my art esteem! xd

Yeah it's back due to having a dodgy belly, the hot nights and my uncle snoring his head off.

Oooo you touched the caterpillars? I heard that the hairs cause itchy painful lumps. I hope that can be sorted right now as soon is way too long to suffer that. Yeah we have charity shops here and we gave them a ton of stuff after my nans funeral.
Haha yeah I won't feel any aches until tomorrow and that is Skillmax guy.... I'm not looking forward to it.

Yes he's really good at what he does. I think he's happy with all the attention he gets from you really. Happy Hirato is busy so he get's to spend some time with you. razz

I added some tips on your DA for getting more attention for your art. It's all about the community there. Unfortunately.

I didn't touch the caterpillars, but they drop their tiny hairs and those cause a termendous amount of trouble for everyone. They get carried by the wind it seems and it get worse when the temperature increases. There are to many trees here with these things in them. I try to avoid those trees now, but I am still itchy. I don't have it as bad as my bestie. He looks like a ghoul, poor thing.

Oh no Skillmax dude is tomorrow. I wish you strength for that one. I'll be here to catch you and cuddle with you to recover from the trauma XD
emotion_hug

[Sennky]

Ouroboros Kaen

He is rather secretive for a forward person. I imagine he is getting ready to take Kosh out tonight. I must admit I don't like to lose sight of her however all she has to do is think my name and I'll be over there in a flash.

Haha yeah, she called me a big meanie and she was all flustered and shouty. She's cute when's she's angry. Oh, I have to tease her occasionally. I can't let her down. Kosh marry me? Oh, no. I'd be marrying her! it's customary for the male dragon to ask his chosen... Or if you're underhanded enough you could add a little peril *cough* likeacertaindemondid *cough*

I am flattered you would ask me, but you are my subject. I cannot interfere nor take advantage of the patients even with consent. I'm afraid that would be breaking my oath and I'd be put to death. Good lord, you're such a tease, Senn. May your true love enter your life swiftly and sweep you off you feet.

Oh I understand you're in the pupal stage of your transformation. It's early days yet.

Honestly I am so glad you are so protective of her. I can not protect her or I would. I can reset his character at any time though and I will if I notice him doing her wrong. You can count on that.

hehe it all makes sense now, they call her behavior Tsundere in Japanese, it sort of is from animeculture. I can understand you find it super cute, it is!!! I see so you have to ask the one you choose. Hmm I guess it's no use for me to try and get under your skin and in your heart is it? I understand it's a no go for you since you are studying me. You are so kind and sweet. heart Your gentle nature is so appealing to me. biggrin
Thank you dearest.

What makes you think Luc is secretive? I am curious.

I am a bit impatient with my changes. It annoys my bestie. XD I am trying my best to keep it under control.

[Kyrios Wells]

Sennky

Kyrios Wells

Sennky

Kyrios Wells

If you need me to step in, you know I can right?
3nodding

Thanks but I can take care of it. How is your love life Senn?

Good! What the ...kind of question is that? How is yours? Having fun with André?
stare

Good? I thought it was non existent. XD
Mine is perfectly fine. What's with André?

[Kyrios Wells]

Elektrakosh

How did it go with the Skillmax guy?
Senn wanted to know, I am taking over from him for a bit. He's taking a small break from Gaia. He's wishing you all a good weekend and sends his love.

[Kyrios Wells]

Thread boost for Elektra.

[Hirato Otaka]

Elektrakosh

Hirato Otaka

Elektrakosh

Hirato Otaka

Elektrakosh

Hirato Otaka

Remember, I have also extended that to both Isidore and Ouroboros and they are happy with those conditions set. I ask that you reconsider pursuing mateship.

Wait a minute... You gave permission to someone I have not met yet?

This Isidore could be some sort of predatory pervert!

Oh, he enquired, yes. You know I wouldn't put you in any real danger, my love. You can take care of yourself quite well. If you feel intimidated by any of them, let me know, will you? I'll gladly step in and defend your honour.

Your chivalry is showing. xd


What are you up to, Hirato?

Of course! I'm merely seeing how you would respond. Nothing more.

Got the old feelers out, eh?

Mmm. You know I do.

[Ouroboros Kaen]

Sennky

Ouroboros Kaen

He is rather secretive for a forward person. I imagine he is getting ready to take Kosh out tonight. I must admit I don't like to lose sight of her however all she has to do is think my name and I'll be over there in a flash.

Haha yeah, she called me a big meanie and she was all flustered and shouty. She's cute when's she's angry. Oh, I have to tease her occasionally. I can't let her down. Kosh marry me? Oh, no. I'd be marrying her! it's customary for the male dragon to ask his chosen... Or if you're underhanded enough you could add a little peril *cough* likeacertaindemondid *cough*

I am flattered you would ask me, but you are my subject. I cannot interfere nor take advantage of the patients even with consent. I'm afraid that would be breaking my oath and I'd be put to death. Good lord, you're such a tease, Senn. May your true love enter your life swiftly and sweep you off you feet.

Oh I understand you're in the pupal stage of your transformation. It's early days yet.

Honestly I am so glad you are so protective of her. I can not protect her or I would. I can reset his character at any time though and I will if I notice him doing her wrong. You can count on that.

hehe it all makes sense now, they call her behavior Tsundere in Japanese, it sort of is from animeculture. I can understand you find it super cute, it is!!! I see so you have to ask the one you choose. Hmm I guess it's no use for me to try and get under your skin and in your heart is it? I understand it's a no go for you since you are studying me. You are so kind and sweet. heart Your gentle nature is so appealing to me. biggrin
Thank you dearest.

What makes you think Luc is secretive? I am curious.

I am a bit impatient with my changes. It annoys my bestie. XD I am trying my best to keep it under control.

I'm not sure that she is but I did promise Hirato that I will look after her in his absence. please oversee him. I like his personality but he might get himself into hot water with Hirato
Tsundere? that is tough-sweet or something? she is kind and gentle but also can be rather violent to keep people in check! Yeah, its because she is so small too. you wouldn't expect a kind creature to hurt so much.
I'm afraid that is the way of things, my friend. however I don't mind you looking me over if you feel the need.I'm sure you will find another who is worthy of your affections. You are so very loving.

I feel he has motives that he's not letting on...I might be just plain suspicious.

[Ouroboros Kaen]

Boosting the thread

[Sennky]

Kyrios Wells

Sennky

Kyrios Wells

Sennky

Kyrios Wells

If you need me to step in, you know I can right?
3nodding

Thanks but I can take care of it. How is your love life Senn?

Good! What the ...kind of question is that? How is yours? Having fun with André?
stare

Good? I thought it was non existent. XD
Mine is perfectly fine. What's with André?

Err it is indeed. That's why it is good.
Well you've been running around with them boys.

[Sennky]

Ouroboros Kaen

I'm not sure that she is but I did promise Hirato that I will look after her in his absence. please oversee him. I like his personality but he might get himself into hot water with Hirato
Tsundere? that is tough-sweet or something? she is kind and gentle but also can be rather violent to keep people in check! Yeah, its because she is so small too. you wouldn't expect a kind creature to hurt so much.
I'm afraid that is the way of things, my friend. however I don't mind you looking me over if you feel the need.I'm sure you will find another who is worthy of your affections. You are so very loving.

I feel he has motives that he's not letting on...I might be just plain suspicious.

I'm so sorry Kosh's tablet has died crying I try to check DA to see her there. But I should get Discord. I have all the more reason now, to be creating an account there.

How are you doing? I hope all is well.
Luc is a bit on the back burner. I have other things calling for my attention. As for love Ouro, it's not for me. I've felt that years ago, love is not for me in this life. Maybe in the next. hehe It's to bad, but I am at peace with that. I enjoy life the way it is handed to me and make the best of it. biggrin

Please say Hi to Kosh for me and can you let me know if everything went alright with that skill max guy?