About Myself
i am 17 im varry shy my real name is Emily i dress tobboyish but i dont act like it much my fav collor is blue or purple bothe i like umm i love milkshakes ^w^ expleshialy vinilla yummy! yes i tend 2 drink voka even tho im not spose 2 yet but i only drink alone in my roomcold things make my realy horny like ice or ^w^ milkshakes but i can get unhorny quickly whenever thair is a boy around i get turnd off i have a BIG fear of boys
i tend 2 not talk and when they get near me i hide or run away and if they touch me i screem or i will kick thair a** ^_^;; umm and whith girls i am all shy i wont talk loudly i usaly look at the floor. i like 2 draw but not that great at it people tell me my art sucks and that im ugly all the time and ALOT of people say i should kill myself cuz im lez -.-but im proud of it ^^ girls are hot expeshialy my gf ^^ she s the fricken hotiest girl i ever layed my eyes on and im serious i wonder what she thinks of me tho :[ i know im not pritty cuz i get made fun of all the time about my looks cuz im korean :'(
i never had sex and i wont till im married ^^ i will marry my gf ^^ i gust hope she would wonna marry me someday :[ i found out i was lez when i was a little kid i never did like boys and on a friend of mine b-day we went 2 a beach and well thair where girls in swimsuits and i felt somthing inside of me but didnt know what so i walk over to a girl taning and i told her when i look at you i feel somthing i never felt before and she sat up and looked at me and said what kinda felling and i put my hand on my chest and then on my stomach and then my croch and she said in all thoes places and i noded and she looked at me and sed ewwwww your a lez and i asked whats a lez and she didnt tell me she packed up and left end i knotesed i always looked at girls and untill 4th or 5th grade in lunchroom som guy pushed another into eachother and they fell on eachither and the bullys laght and said look at the queirs i asked somone what that ment and she said its when the same sex loves eachother and i looked at her and asked so is it posible that a girl can love a girl and she laught and said yea they r caled lezbos and i thought 2 my self and i must of talked out loud 2 whith out knowing but i though omg im a lezbo and i gess i also said it cuz she looked at me and said what your a lez! and i noded and then she pointed at me and started yelling hey evryone this girl is a lez and i just smiled and noded before long i got beat up and pushed around and treated like i had a desise but i moved 2 ny 2 live a better life but i turnd shy and grew a huge fear of boys but i am still proud im a lez but secitly hehe noone knows im a lez in rl not even my parents they think i have should get a bf so they ask around work 2 see if they can find ennyone whith a boy my age i could hang out whith so -.- they have sent boys in r house 2 meet me -.- and they think i like them but im AFRAID OF THEM not shy like they think. i have a nice gf now ^^ and we will get married soon on gaia i hope i dont wonna jinks it
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stop jumping to conclutions and stop giving your sister your accounts cause its annoying. geez.
damn its ******** annoying Emily if your going to let your sister get your password to your things you might as well do something so at least i can talk to you.
And don't make a big deal out of me talking to your sister im not in love with her i have my own motives and i know who i love smart one.
but i got it back after school im so sorry for being mean really sorry hun.