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About the memorial account

Mariska was an angel here on earth and she came into my life in a way that most will find hard to read but what she went through was true, this isn't an OCC at all nor is it something that I can just get over with. I don't have proof to show that she was a real little girl like you or me, but she was very real to me and the story will explain that for you.

Mariska had passed away on July 20th, 2006. This is how this sweet angel had come to be a part of my life. I was a member of Angel's Christian prayer group and he had posted about how he had helped a few street kids that night and I had thought wow, God sure does know how to work through this amazing young man. Mariska used to live in Ottawa, Ontario and she had lived on the streets for a long time. Well Mariska had called a man named 'Angel', that is his nickname and he told her about Jesus. She had agreed that he could help her, so he came to where she was and saved her. She had lived with a family in the area and was given my name Mariska for you see Mariska isn't her real name, it is just a nickname and no I will not tell you what my real name is ( I don't know it, due to the confidentially part, same with a picture). She was one of those kids that Angel had helped that night. I had said a prayer for those kids that night, but little did I know but that would be the day that would change my heart forever and always. It was a few weeks later, that Angel had posted a prayer request that tour at my heart strings it had said that a young girl named Mariska was diagnosed with hep c and was in the hospital. He had asked if you could to please send out a special message of encouragement to her and I did. I had sent her one each day that I had logged on, but inside of my heart I had felt that she needed more then that, so I had adopted her as my online daughter, I knew that it was going to hurt the day that she passed away, but I knew that she had needed it. I had done it for a long time and one day I was going to log onto send her another letter, when I got a call from Rebecca, Angel's wife that Mariska had passed away in the night and Angel was there with her, along with his legal adopted daughter, Selena who is with her in heaven as well. I had cried for hours and still do when I think of this precious angel. She truly was an angel sent to me from God and I will always love her. Even though she wasn't legally my child, deep down inside of my heart, she felt like she was my child.
Well this is the story of how Mariska had become a part of my life and my heart. I may not know much about her like what she looked like, her birthday or her age, but deep down inside of my heart she was my adopted daughter and I miss her everyday so much. I will never forget Mariska and she will always be with me as I continue my journey here on earth. She was an angel in my life and I will always love her till the day that I get to join her in heaven. Thank you for taking the time to read this over.

The special song that I had dedicated to Mariska before she died

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Mariska_angel_girl Report | 07/31/2014 3:30 pm
Mariska_angel_girl
gaia_angelleft Thank you for the love and support leading up till know it means a lot. gaia_angelleft
Aliyah_Sweet Report | 07/26/2014 10:59 pm
Aliyah_Sweet
✰ Dear Mariska,

I was listening to the song that I dedicated to you today and I tried to sing it but I couldn't, it just made me miss you so much. I started thinking back to you and the memories I have of you. I started bawling when I started typing this and still am a bit. I miss you. I REALLY miss you. I've had some people tell me that this s**t gets easier as time goes on but, frankly, I call bullshit on that one. No matter how long you've been gone, it still hurts. I'm doing what I can but, sometimes, it's not enough. I hope that you found peace and we will see each other one day. I love you and miss you so much. cry
Love you always,
Aliyah ✰
Milk on my cereal Report | 07/20/2014 5:51 am
Milk on my cereal
i hope your in a better place honey >o<
Aliyah_Sweet Report | 07/20/2014 1:54 am
Aliyah_Sweet
Today is the day that you had passed away. I hope that your resting well my sweet angel.
I hope that we will see again and mom will always love you forever. emotion_bigheart
Rest in peace sweet mariska. heart
Demitri Vita Report | 06/28/2014 1:58 am
Demitri Vita
Mariska will be missed by many, but she is definitely watching over all who love her!
Elenor Trepe Report | 06/10/2014 10:50 pm
Elenor Trepe
heart From up in heaven keep a watch,
for those who heart did break on your loss.
Keep then strong and keep them safe,
For you are in a better place. heart
Aliyah_Sweet Report | 06/09/2014 11:19 pm
Aliyah_Sweet
"What we have once enjoyed, we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes part of us." -Helen Keller
Rest well Mariska. I love and miss you heart
Aliyah_Sweet Report | 04/17/2014 6:37 am
Aliyah_Sweet
Miss you with each day sweetheart emotion_hug
AiiHoshi Report | 02/12/2014 5:46 pm
AiiHoshi
Please, rest in peace love. uwu heart
Tami Dolli Report | 01/23/2014 6:17 am
Tami Dolli
RIP sweetie. heart
 
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My sweet adopted online brother like I was. He may have never gotten to know me, but he loves me very much. smilies/icon_heart.gif

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