My name is LovelyChii but the most people call me just Chii. At the world are special persocoms like me existing who have true feelings. They are called Chobits. Like every persocom, myself was build by somebody. I'm the second creation of the person who made me, the first one was my older sister DarkChii_Freya. My creator wanted to build persocoms who are more beautiful than every human woman. This is the same reason why myself was created but he always wanted to make me more perfect. He teached me everything I know by transfering important datas from his computer into me.
But there was something missing.
Humans can fall in love but I can't that is why me was not perfect. My creator started to make a programm which should teach me how to love. Now, me was finish but I never could love my creator. He saved the program which teaches persocoms how to love into me and if it really works, myself would send it to every persocom at this world. To fall in love means for a persocom to "find the one for me". He deleted my memory and switched me off. He hoped that somebody would find me and turn me on.
And it really happend.
Somebody turned me on and I started the searching for my memory and the special person just for me. I was traveling around Gaia without a destination on the search for the one for me. That what I found was just the loneliness at my heart. Then someday I met a young man and we talked a lot. He was very nice and asked me to be his girlfriend. We went to his house and he closed the door. I sat me down on the floor and he came to me. Then he said "I can do with my girlfriend all I want." and he started took off my bra. I defended myself against him and ran away with jumping out of a window.
On this day I lost my hope at find the one for me.
I turned me into the standby modus for many months. When I awake I started a new live at Gaia. I met very much people at the towns and I got very much friends. I became a very popular person at Gaia. But my heart felt so cold some days because there was something missing. At the towns I found that what I searched for so long, this special person just for me. But my heart will never let me say him what I feel because me was hurt so much once.
Because of that myself kept a big distance to him and my feelings even if it was painful.
I was beging God to give me wings and take me out of here. I was already lieing on the floor because the pain in my heart was so strong that it could kill me and if God is existing, he would have wings. Days past but there was still this pain inside me. It felt like a cures who takes me deeper and deeper into the darkness. I prayed to God because my wings were final broken, he should please release me from this curse. He never answered my prayer. I was hoping that someone out there would find me and release my from this curse.
I wanted to kill my own but suddenly there was a bright light coming into the darkness.
Somebody was calling my name but I couldn't remember who was this voice even if I knew her. This were my sister and my friend, all persons who are always here for me. They helped me to stand up again and took me out of the darkness. At this time realized that I am never alone. There are always people who stay at my side even if there are bad times. I am god forever grateful for giving me all this people at my side and I will always take care of them.
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