It's Mee !
-My name is Christine. I am a pretty complex person. For example: I am a fairly smart person but I can be so stupid, I'm very depressed but still smile like a 7 year old, I am creative, I laugh too much, I sometimes am loud but I'm usually shy and quiet, I am a friendly person, but I have a hard time allowing people into my life, and I love hugs but I hate when people touch me... complicated, right?-
-I cannot live without music. Something you'd hear alot, right? I am dead serious about this though. In the past, I was without music for 3 days and you would have thought I was dead if you saw me. I cracked by the 2nd morning and was a living zombie. It is not something I wish to relive. Ever!-
-I am very passionate when it comes to animal abuse and hunting. Although, I do not mind hunting if you were to use as much of the animal as possible for things you need (food, warmth, ect.) but hunting as a sport is something I clench my teeth and tighten my fists for.-
-I love 60's-90's cars and most of all, Fords. Cars are one of the many things I adore. Although I may not be so very bright when it comes to engines and what exact year the car is, but I know most of the basics.-
-No matter how hard I try to get along with most girls I just can't find common ground in most (there is the very rare girl who I can talk to and be friends with, but if she wasn't my friend in the past it's not likely she would be my friend anytime soon.) I get along great with most guys which is a gene that is among most of my family so it was no doubt that it would happen with me as well.-
-I am random enough to laugh at the word "potatoes" without being under the influence or using drugs. Using drugs is one of the things I have never done and will never do.-
-My favorite colors are green, red, blue, and yellow. I absolutely love the shades black and white.-
-I love daisies, black roses, lilocs, and sunflowers; but I love daisies most because of my odd story that connects the two. You see, daisies were placed on my grandfather's casket after he died when my mom was 19. Yes, I do of course realize that I was born about 10 years later but there it is undeniable that I feel greatly for my grandfather and have always felt that I've known him throughout my entire life so far.-
-I do not firmly believe in heaven nor hell because I am agnostic. However, I still use the popular words like "see you in hell," or such.-
-I find it neccesary to tell you that I have an evil mind. It's not unlike me to dream about murderers and think about becoming one myself (although I would never because I'm aware of what would happen). But yes, I do think murderers are thrilling and exciting.-
-Finally, I love vampires and death. Both enchant me with a spell that is overwhelming. I also like Greek Mythology, egyptians and still love to indulge myself in the Titanic.-
.. by the way, I'm sorry if you read all of this nonsence. Don't worry, it'll wash from your memory soon enough because of its unimportance...
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Yes, it is always nice to hear happy holidays from someone even if you don't celebrate it. It shows they care. Anyway happy uh..winter break then I guess. Its hard to believe that Christmas Eve is tomorrow. Here only an hour away. Its amazing.
Yes, merry early Christmas by the way. Most of my friends are going to come for the new year. I hope you enjoy your holiday.
I am well and thank you. I really love the style of it. Its just amazingly unique to the perspectives on how a vampire should live. How are you todaY?
I guess it worked out good then lol.
And I was worried at first, because number one, he did it without my knowledge and didn't have me in mind when he did it, and number two, I was worried about him getting hurt, but he's not going into infantry, so he's not going to be like shooting people and all that (thank goodness). He will be working on their vehicles, which is a lot better than being out there in the action. And after his boot camp, things will be a lot better for us. Right now we are having a hard time keeping our apartment, as his mom took our job from us and will not give it back, even though we need it. She also doesn't want us staying with her at all, so if we get kicked out (which we will soon because we are 3 months behind on rent) we will have no where to go! She's being very stubborn. She's only worried about what will happen if she decides to get back with her husband (which hates her son, and she totally puts her husband before her child..). Her excuse was, there wouldn't be enough room for us, even though we used to live with her when her husband was still living with her, which he is not now. They made us go live in a building in the backyard because her husband didn't want to see us in the house. So we were stuck outside basically (because the thing had a concrete floor and wood walls..) and they didn't care! Not once did they ask if we needed anything, if we were warm, or anything like that. When my husband's aunt found out they were treating us like that, they got on to his mom for it and told her she better let us stay in her house because it was under 20 degrees Fahrenheit that winter. Life for us hasn't been that easy, as we wasn't even ready to move out when we did. We both told her we didn't think we were going to be able to afford it, and she kept insisting we would, so she kicked us out, even though she won't admit it. I mean, we really were ready to get away from the living conditions and getting away from them, but we wasn't ready financially. We also had a baby during the time, and wouldn't let us come inside but would let the baby stay inside. (We couldn't end up caring for the baby because of the conditions and the fact we had no money) so she adopted him soon after. So in a way, the military benefits are going to be great for us, and help us get out of this crap hole and will give us a new start on life. My husband and I already don't want to come back once we leave. He wants to move far away, as pretty much his whole family are like this except for his grandmother, but that's about it. Everyone pretty much still treats us like children and talk down to us a lot, and we are adults now, and honestly don't like being talked down to. My daddy (who is in florida) and his mom & dad are the only people on my side of the family I talk to, as they are the only ones worth talking to. My mom isn't allowed to talk to me, and she probably doesn't want to anyways. I have a restraining order on her, so she's not allowed near me. She always used to use me for child support money, and was just really mean to me and would hit me and stuff for stupid reasons, not like if I was being bad or something. But, anyways, sorry for such a long post. I'm actually thinking about giving away my gaia account, as I don't like being on here anymore. At first gaia was fun, but the longer I have been on here the more I have noticed how rude people are. My husband makes his own layouts and graphics, and people always say "it has to be original graphics, or it has to be made by you" and everything is! I know for a fact it is, because I have watched him make the sites before, and not only that, I have made some of the banners and graphics! People really get on my nerves doing that, as all he asked was, what do you think about the layouts. I don't know, lol. Anyways, sorry this is so long, and like I said Im thinking about deleting my account, but if I do I can give you my email if you would still like to send me messages. smile
Oh I didn't mean like an artist artist, like one who paints or draws. What I mean is photography. I call it art because there is so much art you can capture with a camera. And I'm pretty much taken care of whenever I am ready to start. My college will be paid in full, and by then we will definitely be taken care of since my husband is in the military. I already have my school picked out and everything. I am just going to do it online though and have my books and stuff sent to me, and I will have my own personal teacher. I want to do it online because it will be the same as actually going to an actual college, just much more convenient since I plan on getting a job even though my husband will be in the military. And I'm not worried about what critiques think, if I did something good I wouldn't let them bring me down or anything. Especially if I didn't ask for their opinion lol. Sorry it took me so long to reply, I've not been checking my gaia as much as I used to.
Yea, I worked hard at it and it actually didn't take me that long to get. I think it may have took 2 days at the most. And as for aliens and stuff, I have lots of reasons to be so interested in such stuff. I have had experiences and things that happen that are so pleasant and interesting. And I'm one of those where I will watch documentaries, just not on everything. If it's on animals, space, aliens or religion, I will watch it. But I can't stand to watch those boring science documentaries where nothing is interesting, that usually makes me sleepy lol. And I would love to be an astronomer or something of the sort, but it takes a lot of stuff to even get accepted in to such a thing. Like if I wanted to be an astronaut, I need to be a certain height and have so many flying hours (which will never happen because I don't own a plane or know anyone that owns a plane lol). However there is an online college my boyfriend and I both are thinking of doing once he gets done with his boot camp. It is to do with metaphysics. I also have my mind set on being a photographer as well, but not any people-type photography. I want to do nature, animals, etc. I MIGHT do people later on, but not sure. I really enjoy taking pictures of nature and things of the such, so I thought hey why not major in something I love. lol.
I guess since it's something that I naturally like, it's not difficult for me to understand. Any time there is something on tv about space, I have to watch it lol. Most people would consider me a geek or something because I love sci-fi stuff like aliens and all that jazz. My boyfriend and I usually like stuff that everyone else doesn't like or doesn't believe in lol. And no I don't buy my cash, I usually just make whatever I need manually. It takes a little while, but I have done it before! I have had to make well over 500k for an outfit and got every piece I needed. I usually get whatever I want or need if I set my mind to it. It makes me feel good for someone to tell me my drive is inspiring, lol.
Yea your right, ha ha.
And yea, it was going to be a moon goddess or some sort. I love astronomy as well, and saw a bunch of moon/lunar related items on the marketplace and it sprung an idea. I still had a few things to get for it though and it probably would have taken me a while as one of the main pieces is about 300k that I remember. I still have a pic of my old Egyptian avatar and also have one of the finished moon goddess I am working on too if you would like to see what they look like.. I'm usually a pretty creative person when it's on subjects that are my favorite interests. Why thank you smile
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