I'm glad talking to me is helping.. ^^ And.. Is it bad that I've always felt like I understood things? By simply not understanding.. Like.. Not understanding and accepting it was in a way, understanding? I miss being a child... Everything was so clear back then.. When did it get so muddy? I never go to the doctor... No matter how sick I get.
Thank you, I now have a new favorite word to add to my collection of words I like a lot. "Onky" is a brilliant word. Tsk.... Rich people are fat assholes that should rot in hell if all they see in another PERSON is a weapon. -.-# I'm sure there are some that aren't like that but... For some reason it pisses me off to think of people thinking things like that... -.- Koha... "Monster" is such an unpleasant word.. Let's go with "special" okies? That fits much better. You're just someone who's specialer than most. Besides.... I bet you CAN love.
.... I see....... I've been having some... Strange dreams recently too............. But they're just plain weird. No ands ifs buts or maybes.... How are you doing?
That's a pretty name... Hmm.. Maybe she watches a lot of anime and it's been influencing her behavior??? Heh........ Honestly..? I've been extremely crappy. What I've been telling most people..? I'm alright... Just dealing with increasing amounts of pain more and more often... Struggling to stay awake for more then a couple hours, then sleeping for practically forever.... Disaster after disaster happening in this house.... Mentally and physically exhausted... But kinda wondering... How far can I push myself before I break, these days..?
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