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Not worth the Reality
Why am I constantly in anguish? Always lonely always over thinking things. I hate this. A burnt out undergrad, no friends, hardly any family. I feel so pressured and stressed. I want to go back to school. I love school! But. . I just don't know what I want to do, what are the things I enjoy? What are things I want to pursue? Life long goals? ... None. I can't. I can't go back not when I'm the only source of income coming in. I can't afford to drop this low pay job. It seems it is constantly a burden. I can't seem to enjoy the pleasantries of life. Not when I'm so alone. No one to talk to, to share these moments. I want to mature I want to be somebody. The simple oblivion I uses to minimize my problems no longer work, gaming, reading writing nothing is working! What should I do? I can't do this anymore. I want to go outside, have a drink, run, hang out with a friend but how... I don't have friends, money is tight, work is exhausting. I just need thus load off me. *sigh* it seems it will not be this year... again. Maybe next year so I say but maybe next year will end up another year and so on. Why am I so boring? The really of the matter is No one cares what you think, no one even cares about you, why do I take these harsh comments so seriously!?! Ngh I'm such a fool a stupid fool. This down time will pass no doubt will come again but for now... must... endure

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