i'm almost 20 now and i decided to look back on my past. I realized many things. One, youth is wasted on the young. When i was younger i never really wanted to do anything fun, i just wanted to sit and read a book or sat in front of the computer. Now i regret not doing more fun things with my friends.
Two, that i let things fall through my fingers. I let friends and friendships go down the drian b/c i didn't want to handle the problems that came with them. Now i regret loosing my best friend from when i was growing up.
Three, that i should've done better in highschool. I know that i was pretty smart but i never really appiled myself in highschool. I wish i would have b/c i would've made college easier on myself.
Fourth, this one hurts me the most, i could've seen my pop a couple more times before he died but i didn't want to deal with the pain of seeing him go down hill. The day he died my world changed. I knew that i only saw him once as he was going down hill.
Now, i'm doing all that i can to make sure that i don't let anything like this happen again. I'm trying to find all the friends i lost and make up with them. I've been working harder on my grades but i will never make this mistakes again.
Princess Ereshkigal Community Member 
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