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And, no, I'm not being a little emo kid and I'm NOT suicidal. Recently I had a weird thought: What would happen if I committed suicide?
I know a lot of people who, when told the news, would stand there in shock. They'd probably say things like, "She was always the happiest, craziest person in the group!" This, of course, is true. Because I'm NOT suicidal. xD
I also know a few people who would secretly be happy that they were rid of me. Honestly. I'm not saying that because "OMG THE WURLD H8S MEEEEE!!!1!" I honestly know people who would go home and throw a party, inviting all the other people who wanted to celebrate. (One of those people being Bill... I HATE YOU!)
Now, to be fair, I know people who would be sad. These people being the theatre troupe. They would probably hang their heads and think about it sadly, while, in the background, the noise of the next group can be heard...
Now, for the part that's going to make me feel self-centered. The ones that would be broken. I know about 3-4 people (I think) who would brake down and cry. I do have best friends, and I know they'd cry for me. They've told me this honestly. How do I know they're being honest? We trust each other to be honest. A few people started crying telling me not to do it. ^-^;;
When I went around asking this question, everyone thought I was going to kill myself. I didn't get any answers but from one person. He told me, "Ash, don't do it. If you do you'll be responsible for two deaths, not one." I was like, woah... Other than that all I got was, "WHY?! Don't do it Ash, you still have reasons to live!" and the whole, "Aaaaaasssshhhhh.... Aaaaaaasssshhhh..." which just made me laugh at how he was saying it. xD
So please, comment this and tell me the honest truth. What would YOU do if I killed myself?
mskiity · Sat Feb 17, 2007 @ 04:57pm · 3 Comments |
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