Well. Here's my first blog in this gaia blog, ever.
I've been having problems dealin with a lot of stress lately, and I know that the best way to get it gone is to let it out, in some way shape or form.
Well let me tell you guys a little about myself. I'm 18 years old now. Haven't been that old very long, and now I have all these life decisions to make. All of my friends seem to have everything set up straight, and well I still don't have much of an idea of what i'm doing or where I'm going to go. I know what i wanna do. Just not sure about how to get there.
My parents aren't making it very easy on me either. They keep stressin me out about what I'm going to do. You know? and they don't want me to do what I plan on doing. I already know that theater and music is a hard field to work in. I've been doin it for years. If it weren't hard than anyone would be doin it.
My father tells me that what I want to do is bullshit, and that I can't do what I wanna do. He doesn't think I can do it. I would love to hear just once
"You can do it, son! I believe in you."
But no. I don't have it.
Asides from that there's something else that's bothering me...
Prom's coming up. And well. I've always imagined my having a serious girlfriend by now. You know? My picking up my date, and driving her to the prom and takin her to dinner. You know stereotypical prom stuff you see in the movies. But it doesn't look like I'm going to have that. You can't build that in 4 months? Can you? no. didn't think so.
Bleh. Okay. Well that's it. Emo sounding I know.
later.
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