So, recently, its been Uni, Uni, Uni. thats all I've had time for apart from household chores. spent a bit of time on gaia, bit of time watching anime (just watched shuffle, its amazing) At the moment, my fiance is away and the house feels so empty. I'm at a bit of a loose end. I don't really have the motivation to do anything apart from sit at the computer. I am meant to have bought christmas presants and cleared up my room and done a bit of housework but, yea, I just don't seem to be able to find energy or motivation. Christmas is going to be hell. I need to go visit my mum cos her boyfriend is being particularly horrible at the moment and she will need a suport of some kind, even if I'm just a deterant for her breaking down, a bit of support you know. Well, being around my mums boyfriend is hard enough, but my fiance's mum is having problems too, so he is spending christmas with her, so this will be our first chrismas apart and it depresses me to think I am going to have to face hell on my own, but I'm also kinda glad that I don't have to drag him through it. Anyway. Life will hopefully get better, no guarentees.
athenawillowtree · Thu Dec 14, 2006 @ 06:17pm · 1 Comments |