b/c i went through a freaking out period y? u ask let me tell u about myself first... At skool i am:
on second honors... in track in creative writing in art club in student council
I: tutor a fellow junior on Wed. during my free assist the teacher everyother sunday at church
Also:
I am on the National Honor Society
this is a very prestigious society
MY FEAR (well it used to be)
I might get booted off
I am struggling in chemistry, it is very hard for me
if my grades get too low they will kick me out, and damn that would really suck
i try and i try but i can never get a fabulous grade in that class
i was so nervous
i was getting tooooooooonnnnnnssssssss of hw, and then i had an english regents, spanish regents and chem midterm in 3 days
TG i passed them ALL
i feel horrible b/c my b/f is supporting me through all this and i nvr spend any time with him.
I told him how i felt and he said that skool comes b4 him
y is he so nice?
But i have finally come to the realization that well to put it plainly
i dont give a f*ck
if i get kicked off
Who cares???
i nvr wanted to b on it anyway!!!!!
its not the end of the world,
i kno its not
im gonna relax from now on..
Ashihara · Fri Feb 04, 2005 @ 12:09am · 1 Comments |