I think there's something wrong with me. Past couple months I've been in 3 relationships. Two of them lasted for like a couple minutes...the new one was just recent and I got WAY to wasted and started talking to her. Like things I would NEVER say I said. Now she can't even look me straight in the eyes anymore.....I havn't slept nor eaten anything for some time now. I just don't feel like doing either. I've also got these holes on my both my hands...looks like somebody took some nails and left marks.
I'm so ******** depressed....and I've been that way for a couple months...also everytime I try and make the best of something (or drink) I usually end up trying to kill myself. I wish I could go back in time...its just I use to be a big kid but now I'm this skinny kid. Its because of all the s**t I've done in my past....which I'd like to forget...I think I'm going to be sober, like totally sober. No more of this alchol or herb s**t....nah, its just not for me. You know, I use to believe in god untill I became catholic.
-rick (creep)
Zero_Hawk69 · Sun Jan 23, 2005 @ 01:39am · 1 Comments |