I swear, everyone is pulling away and becoming more distant. Phillip seems to not want to talk to me very much anymore, no one else ever calls me, and at school I'm just ignored. Same with the camporee. Everyone would walk ahead and leave me even when I asked them to wait up. When I asked to help build the fire, they would just ignore me and continue striking the matches the wrong way and wasting them. And when it was time for my uneasy sleep full of nightmares and sad darkness, they just scrunch me up into the corner with their bags and luggage while they have the most room and are so comfy. They being the three other girls in my troop.
Yeesh.
And today something else freaky happened. Really freaky. Too lazy to write now, and besides I must go and entertain myself so I won't think about SI. It's hard not to. Especially in times like these. If there is a God: Just kill me now and get it over with. There is nothing the world has to offer me anymore. Nothing I want.
Of course there is. But I will never get it. Those three small words...
In The End- Linkin Park & Three Small Words- Josie and the Pussycats
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