I looked into those cold eyes. I see no more life in them. Those brown eyes haunting me. There just staring right threw me. But thats not true is it. No those ares are lifeless no more feelings in them. I cant belive it while I stare into them. You cant be gone! Its just not fair! You have to be there for me! Your gone I wont belive it... I can't . What am I going to do now? I just stare at them. I cant do anything else but stare. They use to be filled with so much life, cared about people helping them with there problems, and noone helped you with yours you just didnt ask for them. Why did you have to go. I feel lost without you. I cant look into these eyes anymore.... but I cant help it im still drawn into them. Why? Why did you have to leave. Those brown eyes there so dull now so empty. If someone went by and looked into them they would think they were full of life but I know the truth. The person you were is gone. Your gone! I try to look away but i just cant. They are filled with so much pain. They call for help. I cant take it no more one tear just one falls down my face. I cant help it your not the same as you were. I still cant look away. I want to scream. I want to yell. I want to hit something. Your gone and noone notices. Only I do! Why? Why cant I turn away? Why cant I just ingore it just like everyone else does? I want you back I want to see those lifeless eyes happy, carefree.The way they use to be. I sigh the'll never be the same. Those eyes im use to are gone. Your gone and it will never be the same. I want to scream. Why cant I just let this go? Another tear falls down my face. I couldnt help you I was to late. I hate this. I hate the person that did this to you. I want to hurt them so bad and make them look like you. Have there eyes so lifeless like yours. Have them dull. Have someone you know stare at them crying for you not be gone. But I wont. I cant i want to but i cant. Your so lucky that I wont but I dont want someone you know to go threw what I am going threw. Staring at those eyes. There still staring at me. Still lifeless. I say good-bye to the person you were and how ur eyes to be different. They'll never be the same and I cant accpect that. I want them to be back to normal but I know they wont. Because your gone. One more tear and the last one ill ever cry for you. I sigh for the last time and stop looking in the mirror into my eyes. Yes the eyes i was just talking about the haunting brown eyes I was just hurting for are my own. I turn around and walk away to the person I use to know and try for everyone else sakes to be happy. But if you ever look at me and I mean really look at me and into my eyes you will see what I write about. I walk outside and try to help myself.
Death_By_One · Tue Aug 08, 2006 @ 05:45am · 0 Comments |