I dumped the guy who had all of your worst qualities and immediately found one that had all of your best ones... and we're both really autistic. We like each other alot but we don't know for sure if we're going to be boyfriend and girlfriend. I met him in a Texas Chainsaw Massacre group and he makes an awesome Bubba Sawyer cosplayer. He makes cosplay props and masks (really good ones) and he is currently working on redoing the Bubba Sawyer NECA figure for me and he also wants to do Cain's little chainsaw for me as well... I never asked him to do this stuff, he just dove right in. sweatdrop
He's really sweet and funny, too. If something works out between us, it would be nice.
On another topic all together, I was watching MLP:FiM the other day and I suddenly realized why you made such a big deal out of me forgiving Trixie and Starlight. I needed to learn a few things about forgiving myself. I don't know how you saw that before I did but you did. I no longer feel the anger I used to feel at them when you knew me. The other day, I was wearing a Starlight skin on PonyTown and one of the longtime fans of hers introduced me to a song called "Twinkle". I've been listening to it for the last few days, thinking about all the things I've needed to forgive myself for. When I realized I could and should forgive myself, it gave me the energy to call things off with Brant.
Although... Once I did, I felt so bad for making him hurt like that and I thought there was nothing that could save my night. I was about to go to bed feeling torn up and sick when Camellyn, the artist I hired for my Reborn dolls, reached out to me to let me know that Cain's clothes had arrived and she wanted to know if I wanted them a bit dirtied up. Of course, I said yes. Cain is now nearly done being rooted and his clothes will be ready, so I am happily expecting her to announce him in about a week's time or less. Her little update there completely lifted my spirits, reminding me that I still had things to look forward to coming my way.
What's more? This new guy is himself into dolls and he said he would be pleased if he could get to be Cain's daddy. ^_^
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