allright this is something i don't want to do but i have to. See i going away for three weeks to a co-ed place and as i can try to keep my mind in the right place i can't stop others so i have say which hurts me alot but i think we should seperate till i get back so that if there are some mistakes which i will try not to back i won't have the guilt of that hanging over head by not telling you so i think this the best thing for right now. I love you i just can't hurt you and this is the inly way that i can do that ............. this is what my now exboyfriend sent to me and i understand where he is coming from but it hurts me more to know that i wouldn't have been able to trust him like he can trust me and I care about him so much and i know he is coming to me and he isn't lying to me which I respect but no matter what I'm here for him and that being said does that make me weak but what I truly ponder is what happens that while he is at those dorms he hooks up with someone else I guess then I'll truly have to swallow my pride and deal with it .... crying redface sweatdrop sad neutral
Pretty fairie · Wed Jun 14, 2006 @ 12:00am · 1 Comments |