[align=center]Tears stung my eyes as I watched my boyfriend totally ignore me but I tried to be strong I tried to think of something else but my thoughts seem to trail back off to him flirting with another girl and yeah I know he's a boy and he's gonna do that but what i thought was that if he would do that while I was there what would he have done if I wasn't I moped around but trying not to make it to obviuos and then what really made mad was that his brother could see my pain and frusration but he couldn't and he is around me all the time then I decided to take a walk away from the party and go to some place that felt as dark and alone as my heart did I was crushed when I got home I cried a little muffling the sounds of my sighs in my pillow my friends didn't make me feel any better my friend scareyhappy was like fairie you got some competion she's pretty which made feel even worse But he called the next day and sounded like I was bothering him like He was tired or something and When I told him I thought he didn't care which hurts becuz he last thing on my mind before I go to sleep and the first thing in the morninig when I wake up I didn't tell him exactly how I felt becuz I figure he would be like oh my god your big baby and I already feel like were drifting away from each other I can't remember the last time I hugged him and he hugged me back oh well I'm sure we'll talk sooner or later..
Pretty fairie · Wed May 31, 2006 @ 07:17pm · 0 Comments |