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Jessie D.
Well, I have no one. Let me just say the truth. I am not a good person. I try. I ask for professional help i cannot get it. Don't ask why I do not have a answer. I could tell you though that by the time you read this i would have already started on the road to my death. I deserve it. No one is here I tell people they will leave me before it happens. I get promises broken by them saying it will no happen because it happens. To think it would be someone that I cared about alot... just by being me. Trying to be good. I cant... i cant even.... im hurt bad.... there is just alot that just gets to me. And now my brother left me. I knew God was fake or hated me.. maybe he wants to see me die emotionally n mentally to point i decided to just starve myself,make myself vomit and cut untill my last breath. I wonder how long how long it will be till i die but when i do.... i died still loving my brothers.... n everyone who hates me... i will die to see every human being smiling their lifes away. N when i die. I want to be able to help thoes who feel like me.... alone.... scarred.... stressed.....depressed... in pain and feel like they are not able to breathe and choking on the very pain inside them... crying at night having bad days longing for just someone to understand and even put up with them untill they are happy again.... ik it takes alot but please i ask anyone reading this to please help someone in need of love..... in need of knowing someone is there.... forgood and not leaveing them.... please before they become me and its too late
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  • User Comments: [3]
    Life is not always what we want it to be but the fact that your alive and still here is proof that god still loves you. even though you can't see or hear him hes still watching over you. besides its better to have 4 quarters than a 100 worthless pennies. (meaning its best to have a few friends and family who loves you than a lot of fake friends)

    comment Lady Akio · Community Member · Fri Apr 25, 2014 @ 04:37pm
    don't say that i'm sure there's a few of your friends on here who care for you. smilies/icon_smile.gif

    comment akira water demon · Community Member · Fri Apr 25, 2014 @ 05:12pm
    don't say that if you need someone to talk to you can always PM me. it seems like we lost contact when they removed the Meebo.

    comment mikoto loves sasuke · Community Member · Fri Apr 25, 2014 @ 05:41pm
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