Well, I've finally made it somewhere in the virtual world. But it means nothing. This success seems unfulfilling and hollow. Thin and fake. My life has worn to the point where I don't know why I go on yet I still do blindly. Hoping for a better day after some troubled sleep. But it only seems worse and thus I find myself back here in this fake, false, miserable world of online shallowness.
What am I doing with myself? How can I fix it when I don't know how anymore?
doesn't help when the only person I can talk to never speaks to me anymore. Like I bore her, annoy her. I should give up on happiness altogether and become a hollow shell of nothing. If only it was that easy.