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Nothing...nothing at all..

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No use on waiting any longer... It's almost bed time.


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I have nothing else to worry about at all. I just got to stop thinking about this. This was... an unexpected future I have not thought of, but it happened. Nothing was spoken. Nothing was heard.

And...that is OK. Very OK. I... gotten a lot of time for myself. Get my mind focused in school, having friends to accompany me, keep myself happy. Anger had dissipated. 11 months had been long, but...was it worth it?

I can... wait a little more... but I what had said... I won't be forgiven, and I'm fine with that. I wasn't myself, I never was myself back then. I calmed myself more and I'm glad I achieved that. I... I feel... great.

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I just can't believe I said those things to you. I'm sorry...I'm so sorry...

A mad man... a vulgar mouth...a complete dunce. I want to be consider a dunce to you, label and stamped permanently and burned onto my chest. I just...hate myself.

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But... no more. What am I suppose to worry about now. The day has finished... and my foreshadowings are proven false. Letting go....letting go feels rather...fine.

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I don't need to pursue on love no more. I have graduation coming very close. College is right outside my door. My life is going to start soon. Stress free... majoring to becoming not what I had told you what I wanted to be, but a computer engineer. I hope you feel...a little proud that...this..."man" is going to live on a new step in life.

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Hey...I'll love and tolerate the wait. Don't need to worry and don't fret. I'll...try my best to stick around... at least in somewhat possible touch. If there was one thing that you had done even before the collapse, it was understanding myself and my mistakes... and I'll take that...in consideration.

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Well...I must go. Got a lot ahead of me. Hope you read this.


I won't forget that name, dear, I won't.

See you around, Summer Dawn Villanueba

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