As the days past by all i could think of was... you Where you were what you were doing i was so involved in thoughts of you well of you here that i forgot what was real and what was not I began to become distant distant not only to myself but to the people around me It's like i cant tell anymore from what is real to what are dreams I sometimes cry i cry when your not around which is more often then you would believe all i could process was that you where gone and that meant i was alone time just began to slip away the seasons started becoming a mixture of one it didn't matter to me if the sky's where blue or if they were cloudy none of it mattered anymore it was nothing to me it was something i cared about, in another lifetime things felt surreal i gave up food water i tried to give up air but they wouldn't let me i know this isn't real none of its real and im just in a dream a dream that they wont let me wake up from But once i wake up once I'm done dreaming i know then that everything okay once i wake up I'll be relieved that this dream was just a nightmare about you being dead
Fionnia · Mon Apr 04, 2011 @ 04:33am · 0 Comments |