I see a picture a random picture always just a picture inside my head. Oh i always have the same picture, the same vision each time. It was the only way i could describe that feeling. The feeling that everyone gets who just can't bare to hold it much longer, not by themselves that is. That they had to get out to the world this feeling this feeling without many great words to describe it oh how i wish i could. But this picture, the one inside my head i cant put into words. It is as if no sign, word, even quotation could get to others this deep, mind blowing picture. Oh but ever more i still feel the chill of the very images that plant themselves each time. This picture represents the pain, loneliness, hopefulness and wishful thinking that i carry so often. if only he loved me, if only i wasn't such a fool... if only i would stop wishing for this once Just this once i could finally capture my fairytale ending when i find the one who is perfect for me. I guess i just haven't found that picture yet. the one that i can never describe to you.
Fionnia · Sat Apr 02, 2011 @ 05:36am · 0 Comments |