Om now this one is prolly the most important yet love so you have to PAY ATTENTION ok? please please just do it for my sake..... I.... I really want us to be us. You make me fly when my feet are planted. You make me soar over the clouds when your lips touch mine..Maybe I'm just delusional or aybe it's the truth but your mine. Now and as long as you want me. And even if you never want me again I'll still be yours. You are the mac to the cheese. The apple to my twilight book cover. (*GAG!!!*) You are my heart my soul my passion to do what i need to... Honestly I'm not sure how I lived when you weren;t mine....Now for the hard part.You are such an amazing soul. You...... You really are above words for me. I can't even fathom a word for you. Your love lifts me so high it feels like earth is........Thousands upon thousands of lightyears away from us. That's prolly the best way to describe it and yet..... That's barly even half of how you make me feel. Not even half actually. I love you every single itty bitty piece of you. I may hate not knowing what you're thinking about and i hate when i'm pushing you or am upset or impatient with you. All i want to do is apologize for letting..... Her.... Get to me and even though it was a long time ago I hate not knowing. You.... You know so much about me that it's like I've been stripped to my bare bones and you've seen it all.... You.... You have this cloud over you.. It's like....... Like a huge dark shadow is hanging over you and I can't move it no matter how hard i try, God i want to help you so bad and it's like ...Love i don't know what to do...... I'm trying to be more like you more patient but it's so hard... So sp hard love. You are hoprfully still reading this I know it's long but I felt like o just..... just had to do it. please please dpn't leave and dont react badly. I hope that you can tell me whatever you want whenever you want. But I know it will come slowly. The biggest thing whatever it is. Love you have all of me in your hands. I'm trusting you not to do what the others did. I'll stop now and hopefully you understand that I love you if that's the only thing you get out of this. Love you so so much.
Platnium_The_Trinity · Tue Feb 01, 2011 @ 07:07am · 0 Comments |