my life is strange and vague and i don't know what to do about it. i choose to decapitalize this because that's what i do. i'm not illiterate, i'm just lazy. i feel strange and worried about my entire world. it's inconsistent and changes all the time. it gets me bothersome when it changes from day to day, how to keep track of the things that are said and done.
someone said something to me that i didn't really want to believe. it made me angry that they were right. i thought he was like that, but he's not. he's exactly what they made him out to be, and i don't want to believe it's true. i don't want to believe that. i thought he was him. but he's not. he's just an a*****e that only wants what he wants and doesn't give a ******** about anything. i hate myself for believing the lie.
i don't know what else to do. i don't want whatever i thought i wanted. does anyone really? i just feel upset and i don't know what else to say about it. i'm angry. i'm upset. i'm sad. i'm ********. i hate him so much right now. i can't believe it.
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