WHY DOESNT ANYONE UNDERSTAND ME I WANT SOMBODY JUST TO UNDERSTAND I AM NOT THE KIND OF PERSON TO STOP AND BE LOVED THEN HURT AND KILLED INSIDE>>>
TODAY I GO OUT TO DINER I THINK TO MYSELF WHAT WOULD THE WORLD BE LIKE IF I WAS NOT HEAR WOULD THIS WORLD BE DIFFERENT WOULD MY FRIENDS BE THE SAME OR WHAT, MY LIFE IS NOTHING RIGHT NOW I GUESS I JUST NEED TIME I JUST WANT OT GET OUT OF THIS DEATH TRAP I HATE IT SO MUCH, LIFE IS LIKE A BOX OF CHOLET ONE GREAT MAN SAID AND I QOTE YAH HE WAS RIGHT YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO GET THIS WORLD MAKES YOU SO BLIND ITS LIKE YOUR LIFE HAS A BLACK CLOTH IN FROUNT OF YOUR EYES, IT SUX DOESNT IT I HATE IT SO MUCH, PEOPLE SAY DONT TAKE STUFF FOR GRANET BUT GUES WHAT I ALREADY DID ITS DONE AND GONE I REGREAT IT BUT I DID EVERYONE I CARED ABOUT IS GONE I HAVE NOBODY HEAR FOR MY, I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED AND TO BE UNDERSTOOD WHY CANT I I DONT KNOW THAT IS SO HORAIBLE I HAVE NO BODY EVER TO TALK TO AND REMEBER WHO I REALLY AM IM JUST A INVISABLE MAN WHO NOBODY CARES ABOUT HEY THATS ME AND IM OK WITH IT I SEE MYSELF AS SOMTIN.....I THINK?
As i live in this weird world i wonder does anybody else have to go threw what i go threw,the pain,the hurt and the non love from real people...im so dumb i hat this world and the people in it why?
As i close my eyes on a night of november i think of a numbe...a number i will now be called a number of hope and whishes i will make but thats not all it is a number of times i will be hurt,a number of times i will be lost...a number to the unknown or my ture love.....14
My hair it is as long as my hope & my dreams. it is full of my secrets i keep...inside my life isnt that interesting and i cant explain why expect by the........PAIN!
This life i wish i had i dont have, the dreams i dreamt i dont dream, i wish i was sombody else i wish i wish i had sombody to understand me for who i really am i just want people to undersatnd but they cant beacuse i.....WISH!!!!!!! -So as this place so called earth i live on slowes down i think to myself what would i do if i could fly but yah i need to comeback to realtie and think i cant. this world sux you can always fulfil your dreams so as people say you can. i hate people dont you? they dont know what they are ever talking about hahaha jk! MY LIFE SUX DOES YOURS......................................... as i walk into school today i think wow this place sux who really wants to be hear it is just a place you go to learn somthing or somthing like that its like a jail and place the adults make you go to i dont like it but does anyone?as i go threw my day with these random thoughts going in and out my mind. i think hey will i really learn somthing to day or will ti be one of those day you just go and sit there and as i loook around i am not the only one going threw this torcher more and more kids are to. we do it to get a edumacation hehe i think.so this day was fun i guess but boring and i dont think i will ever go on from this wonderful place........life or somthing like it! As i live in this stupid worl i die inside and i wait for my true love or is there anyone like that can i see me or my true beauty or my feelings and faith that i will live now in doudt and love forever will i?
Can i be can i wait can i see that you are me and i am you are me were a feeling a fait a love and hope i wish i can die and i wish i can see who i really am or am i who am i?
In this place this so called earth i live in pain and fear not knowing who i really am or can be can i see myself can i be... just be me!
Why doesnt anyone see who i really am, the girl inside the hate the anger and scaredness i wish there was somone for me i hope and dream for that to come true i just want to be loved ! why cant i!i just want you to need me as i need you! So as i go in this world i wonder why am i like this why was i put on this so called place earth? i lay in bed at night and fight agenst my fears how do i live .......... like this... o yah its beacuse of you!!
xxxfruitbasketxxx · Thu Nov 25, 2004 @ 06:35am · 1 Comments |