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Ho'snap. A whole year since my last journal entry that I actually kept. Nothing much going on. I have a life outside of Gaia when I feel like it or when one of my friends calls me and asks me if I want to do something. Lately I've been just trying to veg out and its not working. My mind goes a million miles a minute so I can never fully relax. Um.. I'm probably not going to graduate on time but whatever, I don't really care. I'm supposed to be enrolled in ITT when September rolls around but I'm probably still going to be in highschool. ********. I hate my parent most of the time and I'm partially glad that she's never home. The only reason I'm not is because she forgets to buy food to put in the refrigerator sometimes. My brother is a d**k pretty much all the time because he can be. He does nothing but sit around the house and smoke his ******** cigaretts all the time, when I come home from being at school I can't do my homework because I have to clean the house because he's too lazy to so that I don't get yelled at because something that was supposed to be done by him wasn't. Most of the time I just stay away from my mom if she is home and I can manage to. Sometimes I'm not so lucky. I was sitting on the couch and my brother was in his room and my mom was sitting in the chair in the living room, my brother left a cup FULL of water on the counter not thinking that one of our 4 cats likes to make things tip over especially when they have water in them. The cat knocks the glass off the counter near the computer and it gets all over the computer. Mom starts yelling at me about it and my brother comes out of his room and just stands there and watches us clean it up like he didn't know what was going on. She said that if the computer was ruined she wasn't going to buy us a new one and that my brother was going to have to pay for it and she was going to spend the money on whatever she wanted, which ment that it was going to go on cigaretts and ******** s**t for her laptop. Last night my mom came in from work and I had been home for an hour from school and was doing laundry and had cleaned the kitchen and she started bitching me out because the house wasn't clean. Well her son had sat on his fat a** and smoked all day like he usually does. Luckily I told her what happened and she yelled at him and threatened that if he didn't start doing his chores she was going to raise his rent. He's 21 and still living at home with his mommy.
 Fallen Hope For Tomorrow · Sat Jan 07, 2006 @ 10:06pm · 0 Comments |
