why is it that i feel like i can't write for crap anymore? I'm basically scared to write anything and procrastinate like hell when I have written projects due. does anyone else do this? i know a whole buncha people do, but it seems like they all write better than me still. I really need to get back into the habit of keeping a journal. i think it might actually help me get into the habit of writing better and help me get my thoughts together. I seem to have a problem actually having an arguement in my papers that i write. so basically, they're just crap according to my stupid teacher that doesn't like anyone in the class except for one guy called tuan. i dont like him that much. keh.
anyways, let's reflect back on what i learned this semester in college writing. I learned that i can't analyze. how did i fix that? hmm.... i realized that i needed to summarize less than i was doing. I guess i had to figure that the people already read the book or whatever and just say what each thing means. I think that might take away from the audience. I guess I had to learn how to balance summary and analyzation together. I also learned to look closer at something that is given. All in all though, i feel like i didn't learn much from that class. It's like we just sat around all day and talked about what books means and stuff... nothing smart or anything. I guess if i actually have gained anything from the class it was the fire to start writing again to prove to the dumb teacher that i actually can write, and nothing she says can get to me.
I guess that's all the class was to me, to motivate me to do better in spite of the difficulty i had in doin it. I wanted to prove to myself that I could write, even though i just didn't ever want to start. I had to go through the trouble of rewriting all my junk, of seeing critisizm and such and write a better paper with it. yeeep... so, now to write the actual paper with all this in mind....
scream noonono i donwanna nononononon!!! mad
AznSweetie · Mon Dec 05, 2005 @ 05:23am · 0 Comments |